i had an intrusive thought, a fear

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about losing my desire for knowledge, about feeling satisfied, and living a life of intellectual stagnation. the fear that i would "mature" and my rate of learning plateau, that if become content with my power, and spend all my energy exerting it without growing it, for id follow a path til it becomes too inconvenient to turn back and choose anew, and so i should reach a point of linear existence, a flat line, like the graph approaching a value til it reaches ever so close and for eternity fails to reach that point, getting slower with every increment

im going to age regress to ensure my childmind continues to learn and grow, i dont want to be a kid, i want to be a wise and powerful man, but this warped view of manhood , this psyop that infiltrated the sea of my subconsciousness, has risen to my conscious ship and disturbed the route, shaken the boat, i shall act, i shall resort to this new path, to avoid the threat that lurks along the previously planned route
 
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lets get reading, boys

i believe this is an admonition against my choice today to have skipped reading the book, well ill take its warning, i am not so aware of danger, i transform that into consciousness of safety
 
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jfl 0
 
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