pleasevanity
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despite my apparent misogyny i really fucking love women i’m probably one of the more bluepilled guys on this forum i still believe in the true love from movies and id love to give a woman flowers and love her forever i just don’t want to get hurt
i have such a bad inferiority complex, losing my girlfriend or anyone i start speaking to to an objectively superior specimen is actually grounds for suicide or severe depression
i want to give my whole life and body to someone i love and that really feels like the bare minimum to me
i fear i’d only start dwelling in blackpill ideologies if i lost a woman to hypergamy as a means to deal with the pain
it’s weird though, i grew up on redpill influencers growing up and recently started slowly consuming more blackpill based media (through exposure on tiktok and youtube)but i never once doubted a woman could love me truly despite me having neither the looks nor status to be successful, do i need to experience pure heartbreak to really understand your guy’s perspective?
or do i have a fundamental misunderstanding of your goals. because i don’t want to slay i want to have a loving family. i crave it so much.
i have such a bad inferiority complex, losing my girlfriend or anyone i start speaking to to an objectively superior specimen is actually grounds for suicide or severe depression
i want to give my whole life and body to someone i love and that really feels like the bare minimum to me
i fear i’d only start dwelling in blackpill ideologies if i lost a woman to hypergamy as a means to deal with the pain
it’s weird though, i grew up on redpill influencers growing up and recently started slowly consuming more blackpill based media (through exposure on tiktok and youtube)but i never once doubted a woman could love me truly despite me having neither the looks nor status to be successful, do i need to experience pure heartbreak to really understand your guy’s perspective?
or do i have a fundamental misunderstanding of your goals. because i don’t want to slay i want to have a loving family. i crave it so much.
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