I hate feeling less than

[Prøphet]

My whole life is marked by inferiority

I have extremely bad vision so I need other people to help me

I’m extremely ugly so I need other people to pity me

I’m extremely ND so I need other people to talk for me

I don’t even know who I am because I’m defined by my own shortcomings

I wish I lived in a body that didn’t need constant external help and attention to function

To live that way would be bliss

The #1 sign of genetic inferiority “that I wasn’t designed to be here naturally”: I find myself thinking about a fantasy more than my own life

At this point I don’t know how much of it was already decided, and how much of it I’m deciding, and deep down I don’t want to know, because the idea that I’m actually trying and still failing scares me deeply

But it only hurts worse when I’m confronted with my life of nothingness and I wake up a little to my situation

Like a bag of bricks

 

[xzylecrey]

 

[Chungus]

The physical world only betrays me thats why I’m determined to LDAR

 

[Deleted member 76870]

It doesn't matter

 

[Prøphet]

The physical world only betrays me thats why I’m determined to LDAR

I also have a bad relationship with the physical world, I prefer to spend my time in the paper and ink

 

[Prøphet]

It doesn't matter

Nothing matters inherently, what matters is unique to each person