I hate how I will never achieve anything in my life

[Deleted member 21766]

I'm 20, and people at my age or younger are actors, musicians, artists and what not. When I listen to music I very often fantasize about being the artist, and that the song is presented in my class (for some reason) so that everyone thinks highly of me (especially the chicks). The same for videos. I often watch the "Mickey Series" by EtherealSnake on youtube and imagine myself as the artist and that it's presented in class so that all the girls think of me as some sort of artist. I want to be better than all these other faggots. But I never did anything. I never created anything in my entire life. I never came up with anything on my own. Not even a joke. I'm the most uncreative person imaginable. I'm do nothing but consooming.

I'm a procrastinating loser that's failing school and has no prospects in life. I just want to die because that's the easiest way out of my problems. Just disappearing. But I don't have the balls to do it.
I'm trapped by my own compulsions. I can't study at all. I can't stop overeating, I can't stop consuming media, I can't stop watching porn. My compulsions are so bad that I can't stop having disgusting thoughts when I'm in public or that I have to open and close books in a very specific way (not that I even read books anymore). When I'm turning my phone off at night, I swipe in whatsapp from left to right exactly 6 times. If it won't work, I do it again.

I have no self-control. I'm an absolute loser.

 

[autistic_tendencies]

You will achieve inceldom

 

[Deleted member 21766]

You will achieve inceldom

Thanks

 

[Matthias8272]

People should just compare themselves with the average person since not everyone can be special.

 

[Deleted member 21766]

People should just compare themselves with the average person since not everyone can be special.

I deserve privileges

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I'm 20, and people at my age or younger are actors, musicians, artists and what not. When I listen to music I very often fantasize about being the artist, and that the song is presented in my class (for some reason) so that everyone thinks highly of me (especially the chicks). The same for videos. I often watch the "Mickey Series" by EtherealSnake on youtube and imagine myself as the artist and that it's presented in class so that all the girls think of me as some sort of artist. I want to be better than all these other faggots. But I never did anything. I never created anything in my entire life. I never came up with anything on my own. Not even a joke. I'm the most uncreative person imaginable. I'm do nothing but consooming.

I'm a procrastinating loser that's failing school and has no prospects in life. I just want to die because that's the easiest way out of my problems. Just disappearing. But I don't have the balls to do it.
I'm trapped by my own compulsions. I can't study at all. I can't stop overeating, I can't stop consuming media, I can't stop watching porn. My compulsions are so bad that I can't stop having disgusting thoughts when I'm in public or that I have to open and close books in a very specific way (not that I even read books anymore). When I'm turning my phone off at night, I swipe in whatsapp from left to right exactly 6 times. If it won't work, I do it again.

I have no self-control. I'm an absolute loser.

Copy pasta

 

[Deleted member 21766]

Copy pasta

I keep it real

 

[MoggerGaston]

People should just compare themselves with the average person since not everyone can be special.

just compare yourself with 5'2 balding indian janitor living in the slums of mumbai

u'll feel like a god

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Copy pasta

 

[Deleted member 25059]

just compare yourself with 5'2 balding indian janitor living in the slums of mumbai

u'll feel like a god

indeed youre no gifted man

 

[MoggerGaston]

indeed youre no gifted man

I am one of the most oppressed people in the netherlands. It's amazing I am even alive today.

Every day is a blessing.

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I feel like I could’ve done a lot better. Not that I could’ve been a millionaire or some alpha popular guy but I could’ve done above average. Decent social life, some mediocre level of real world skills, you know. Maybe incel maybe a girl or two would show interest in me who knows lol.

I’m booksmart (but low IQ irl), not that bad of a person and have some interest in art and improving myself but it seems like I lack guidance or self-confidence. I isolate myself and just let people do things to me. When people I know find out and tell me it’s not my fault and I’m being given shit I always feel like an idiot. I’ve had opportunities to go under peoples’ wings but I didn’t see it that way I just made these weird ego fantasies instead of just seeing people as people

It’s almost like I don’t care or have any ego. I fuck myself over regularly and don’t feel anything. I delay important things near endlessly. I accept being neglected and neglect myself more than anyone else. The self worth isn’t there. During high school I couldn’t even ask my parents for mobile data.

Now I’m just some isolated consumer. I always set nonsense goals for myself when younger when I should’ve just made small but realistic steps. That probably requires a healthy self esteem (no ‘I have to kill this bitch’) and some common sense though. I should’ve just kept making small steps and learning from my mistakes. I didn’t think like a normal kid.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

I'm 20, and people at my age or younger are actors, musicians, artists and what not. When I listen to music I very often fantasize about being the artist, and that the song is presented in my class (for some reason) so that everyone thinks highly of me (especially the chicks). The same for videos. I often watch the "Mickey Series" by EtherealSnake on youtube and imagine myself as the artist and that it's presented in class so that all the girls think of me as some sort of artist. I want to be better than all these other faggots. But I never did anything. I never created anything in my entire life. I never came up with anything on my own. Not even a joke. I'm the most uncreative person imaginable. I'm do nothing but consooming.

I'm a procrastinating loser that's failing school and has no prospects in life. I just want to die because that's the easiest way out of my problems. Just disappearing. But I don't have the balls to do it.
I'm trapped by my own compulsions. I can't study at all. I can't stop overeating, I can't stop consuming media, I can't stop watching porn. My compulsions are so bad that I can't stop having disgusting thoughts when I'm in public or that I have to open and close books in a very specific way (not that I even read books anymore). When I'm turning my phone off at night, I swipe in whatsapp from left to right exactly 6 times. If it won't work, I do it again.

I have no self-control. I'm an absolute loser.

extremely relatable, i relate to every single bit of this.
I’m 19 and work a boring office job (i’m working rn) and i feel like my peers are having fun in Uni while i’m doing nothing just waging my ass off.
I come home and got no friends, no one to talk to other than my hyper stressed family who only fuel my suicide thoughts.
I’m looksmaxxing and moneymaxxing for 1 year, i decided i will just do it and see what happens. don’t care if i wanna kill my self or not, i will pass this year and see what happens.

But i relate to you a lot. If you wanna talk dm me

 

[Deleted member 21766]

extremely relatable, i relate to every single bit of this.
I’m 19 and work a boring office job (i’m working rn) and i feel like my peers are having fun in Uni while i’m doing nothing just waging my ass off.
I come home and got no friends, no one to talk to other than my hyper stressed family who only fuel my suicide thoughts.
I’m looksmaxxing and moneymaxxing for 1 year, i decided i will just do it and see what happens. don’t care if i wanna kill my self or not, i will pass this year and see what happens.

But i relate to you a lot. If you wanna talk dm me

Are you trying to ascend looks wise b4 uni, or did you skip it entirely?

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Are you trying to ascend looks wise b4 uni, or did you skip it entirely?

I initially thought of skipping it to moneymaxx like cuckew Tate said (i was redpilled to the bone), But now that i’m sane again (i’m not) i thought to ascend and then go to Uni.

But still i’m not sure because i really don’t care about getting a degree, i would just go there to have sex and lose my virginity and enjoy my last years as a youngster

 

[Deleted member 40986]

I'm 20, and people at my age or younger are actors, musicians, artists and what not. When I listen to music I very often fantasize about being the artist, and that the song is presented in my class (for some reason) so that everyone thinks highly of me (especially the chicks). The same for videos. I often watch the "Mickey Series" by EtherealSnake on youtube and imagine myself as the artist and that it's presented in class so that all the girls think of me as some sort of artist. I want to be better than all these other faggots. But I never did anything. I never created anything in my entire life. I never came up with anything on my own. Not even a joke. I'm the most uncreative person imaginable. I'm do nothing but consooming.

I'm a procrastinating loser that's failing school and has no prospects in life. I just want to die because that's the easiest way out of my problems. Just disappearing. But I don't have the balls to do it.
I'm trapped by my own compulsions. I can't study at all. I can't stop overeating, I can't stop consuming media, I can't stop watching porn. My compulsions are so bad that I can't stop having disgusting thoughts when I'm in public or that I have to open and close books in a very specific way (not that I even read books anymore). When I'm turning my phone off at night, I swipe in whatsapp from left to right exactly 6 times. If it won't work, I do it again.

I have no self-control. I'm an absolute loser.

Just become a billionare and slay

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Just become a billionare and slay

just become a billionaire theory

 

[apocalypse]

I don't need to achieve anything other than getting prime foids (impossible)

 

[Skywalker]

nah you wont die bro...you ll be good bro..just remember your parents

 

[LampPostPrime]

extremely relatable, i relate to every single bit of this.
I’m 19 and work a boring office job (i’m working rn) and i feel like my peers are having fun in Uni while i’m doing nothing just waging my ass off.
I come home and got no friends, no one to talk to other than my hyper stressed family who only fuel my suicide thoughts.
I’m looksmaxxing and moneymaxxing for 1 year, i decided i will just do it and see what happens. don’t care if i wanna kill my self or not, i will pass this year and see what happens.

But i relate to you a lot. If you wanna talk dm me

How were u able to get an office job at 19? Is it like receptionist or something? Id love a sit down job as long as it doesn't involve talking on the phone

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

How were u able to get an office job at 19? Is it like receptionist or something? Id love a sit down job as long as it doesn't involve talking on the phone

yeah, i’ve been really lucky.
It’s a Job with 3D designing since that’s what i’ve done in highschool. I get to sit down and the only talk i do it’s with my coworkers if they need something from me.
I usually just don’t talk to nobody and get my job done and go home

 

[LampPostPrime]

yeah, i’ve been really lucky.
It’s a Job with 3D designing since that’s what i’ve done in highschool. I get to sit down and the only talk i do it’s with my coworkers if they need something from me.
I usually just don’t talk to nobody and get my job done and go home

Is this in america? Is that like drafter or something?

 

[charizy]

muh actors, muh musicians. only like 0.01% make it in that.

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Is this in america? Is that like drafter or something?

no, Italy

 

[LampPostPrime]

no, Italy

Can you pm me more about your job? Im curious. I want a sit down job but dont wanna blow 40k on a degree (or go to college as a 30 yo oldcel)

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

Can you pm me more about your job? Im curious. I want a sit down job but dont wanna blow 40k on a degree (or go to college as a 30 yo oldcel)

ok pm me so i don’t forget. I’m at work rn lol i’ll text you later in details on my lunch break