milkas
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Today was a day that i realized how cruel some of my 'friends' are. In this event i will be mainly talking about 2 guys in my class that ive known for about 2 years.
(Heres some bg music for you all, even tho you all will just dnr)
( I also want to add that both of these guys are mtn-hmtn and are genetically blessed, and they never had to work towards looking better )
We had a longer lunch break than usual, so us three decided to go to a store near the school to get some drinks / snacks, and on our way there, me and one of my 'friends' start arguing over him being a little cunt and snitching me out to a teacher about me having my phone in class (Not allowed in my school), and this guy has an iq of a somali (Far below 90) and he keeps defending himself saying that he didnt mean to snitch, but oh well, thats not the point.
Then they both started flaming me for my new hoodie that i hadnt really wore to school before because i didnt like it, but all my other clothes were dirty, but i didnt really mind them flaming it, because thats what guys do, flame eachother and make fun of their friends, right?
And then they started kind of whispering to eachother, loud enough for me to hear, and they whispered "Downgrown, downgrown", and i had heard them say that before, so i asked one of them what it meant, because i didnt really think it was something about me, or if it was, maybe it was because of something i said, you know, something thats fun to laugh about.
I asked what it meant, and the other one i didnt ask said "Downgrown jawbone, ahahah", and they apparently had been talking about my downgrowth in my face, for a while, and not only to tease me when im around them, but they even went and said it to other people in my class. They know that's my biggest insecurity, and i dont even see why they would bring it up. I felt like shit the rest of the day and still do. Just because these two guys are so genetically blessed, but im not, what gives them the right to walk around making fun of something i cant change?
If i was fat, or had a bad haircut, sure, it would still hurt, but you can do something about that. It wouldnt hurt me as much.
The rest of the trip to store was akwardly quiet. I had no intent to talk to them whatsoever. This isnt the first time either that they flame me for my looks, but if i just cut them off completely, it will just get even more akward, since we are in the same class. I have no intention to stay in contact with them after this school year tho, and i will cut them of when that time comes.
The weird thing about this tho, it is that one of my friends, the one with the somali IQ & EQ, he flames me for trying to improve my looks and thinking looks matter, while he also flames me for just that reason, my looks. And to make it even weirder, the other friend also wants to improve his looks, while also flaming me for it. He larps "Muh, bp is so brootal, im insecure now", and sometimes completley out of the blue, he can say stuff like, "sean o'pry, if you know who that is, he has soooo bad infras", like, nigga please, shut up. He is the most normie guy ever larping as an incel thinking ER was cool.
This is how i feel about him
Anyways, if im gonna be honest, if these guys died, i wouldnt shed a tear. I would most likely just feel a sense of releif.
(Heres some bg music for you all, even tho you all will just dnr)
( I also want to add that both of these guys are mtn-hmtn and are genetically blessed, and they never had to work towards looking better )
We had a longer lunch break than usual, so us three decided to go to a store near the school to get some drinks / snacks, and on our way there, me and one of my 'friends' start arguing over him being a little cunt and snitching me out to a teacher about me having my phone in class (Not allowed in my school), and this guy has an iq of a somali (Far below 90) and he keeps defending himself saying that he didnt mean to snitch, but oh well, thats not the point.
Then they both started flaming me for my new hoodie that i hadnt really wore to school before because i didnt like it, but all my other clothes were dirty, but i didnt really mind them flaming it, because thats what guys do, flame eachother and make fun of their friends, right?
And then they started kind of whispering to eachother, loud enough for me to hear, and they whispered "Downgrown, downgrown", and i had heard them say that before, so i asked one of them what it meant, because i didnt really think it was something about me, or if it was, maybe it was because of something i said, you know, something thats fun to laugh about.
I asked what it meant, and the other one i didnt ask said "Downgrown jawbone, ahahah", and they apparently had been talking about my downgrowth in my face, for a while, and not only to tease me when im around them, but they even went and said it to other people in my class. They know that's my biggest insecurity, and i dont even see why they would bring it up. I felt like shit the rest of the day and still do. Just because these two guys are so genetically blessed, but im not, what gives them the right to walk around making fun of something i cant change?
If i was fat, or had a bad haircut, sure, it would still hurt, but you can do something about that. It wouldnt hurt me as much.
The rest of the trip to store was akwardly quiet. I had no intent to talk to them whatsoever. This isnt the first time either that they flame me for my looks, but if i just cut them off completely, it will just get even more akward, since we are in the same class. I have no intention to stay in contact with them after this school year tho, and i will cut them of when that time comes.
The weird thing about this tho, it is that one of my friends, the one with the somali IQ & EQ, he flames me for trying to improve my looks and thinking looks matter, while he also flames me for just that reason, my looks. And to make it even weirder, the other friend also wants to improve his looks, while also flaming me for it. He larps "Muh, bp is so brootal, im insecure now", and sometimes completley out of the blue, he can say stuff like, "sean o'pry, if you know who that is, he has soooo bad infras", like, nigga please, shut up. He is the most normie guy ever larping as an incel thinking ER was cool.
This is how i feel about him
Anyways, if im gonna be honest, if these guys died, i wouldnt shed a tear. I would most likely just feel a sense of releif.
