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Get ready for this I wanna know if I'm justified.
Bit of backstory:
I had seen this girl around my school before, noticed her properly in like February and was lwk crushing on her but would never make a move cus she had no clue who I was. I received a commendation and the highest student leadership role at my school (can't say specifics) and had to go up to shake the headteachers hand etc Infront of whole school n so she notices me - this is back at the end of march. We go back to school after the April half term and I notice her glancing at me and stuff and think nothing of it, but then she starts liking my stories and we play eye tag and she snaps me etc, we get to talking.
Long story short, I prepare a picnic & bake bread etc and we go out, it goes well, we go out a few times and make out at a friend's party in late June and become official.
She has hella body & she is part of the reason why I'm starting to like ass more than tits (yes it's that good but we're 17 so not posting ts on here), not to say that she's lacking in the tits department at all though, she is well endowed to say the least. She is about 170cm so a bit shorter than me; I'm 181cm. She is also fairly pretty - or so I thought. On one occasion, we had made out so much that I had basically eaten all the makeup off her face, and I saw that she was basically just a chubby Balkan makeupcell and it really just put me off. Lip liner is witchcraft.
After that my infatuation seemed to wear off and I found her so uninteresting - she is such a drone and not mentally stimulating at all. She has basically no friends cus she's kinda shy but also because low EQ and social skills that just make our interactions worse. I start making excuses to leave early and spend less time with her and then we have like no overlapping holiday over the summer and so haven't see each other that much at all. In all honesty I have barely thought about her and get annoyed whenever I remember she exists.
I think most of my infatuation also came from "The Chase" where I thought there was no way it would ever turn into anything and the fact that she was top 5 girls in the year by most people's standards (there are 280 ish people in my year, 40% are girls), and then it somehow ended up that I was dating her. Again after that everything else was just so underwhelming and not stimulating in comparison.
Another thing is that she told me she wanted to wait until marriage because of religious reasons (idk to what extent the nothing until marriage is, if its just sex itself or anything sexual). I'm not against that in of itself, I don't seek relationships just for sex and I think it should come whenever two people are comfortable enough with each other, however far into the relationship that may be. HOWEVER, if after a year you aren't gonna let me even cop a feel then what are we doing bro. My love language is touch come on I'm not gonna be in a relationship and not get handsy.
I feel like the only thing we have in common is the fact that we both take Economics and are both pretty smart, we're both predicted All A*s but half of our conversations are just boring and about school. I get that I could try harder but atp it's just not something I want to do.
Its just one thing after another and I feel like I need to break up with her immediately, altho idk if she's clueless or has caught on yet - I haven't been messaging her all summer. I need to do it in person cus ofc if she's at my school and I just end things over text that info is getting to everyone in the year and I'm gonna look like such a twat.
Stay chooned for more rants cus i've got a whole lot more coming.
@greylurker @LeonardMariana
Bit of backstory:
I had seen this girl around my school before, noticed her properly in like February and was lwk crushing on her but would never make a move cus she had no clue who I was. I received a commendation and the highest student leadership role at my school (can't say specifics) and had to go up to shake the headteachers hand etc Infront of whole school n so she notices me - this is back at the end of march. We go back to school after the April half term and I notice her glancing at me and stuff and think nothing of it, but then she starts liking my stories and we play eye tag and she snaps me etc, we get to talking.
Long story short, I prepare a picnic & bake bread etc and we go out, it goes well, we go out a few times and make out at a friend's party in late June and become official.
She has hella body & she is part of the reason why I'm starting to like ass more than tits (yes it's that good but we're 17 so not posting ts on here), not to say that she's lacking in the tits department at all though, she is well endowed to say the least. She is about 170cm so a bit shorter than me; I'm 181cm. She is also fairly pretty - or so I thought. On one occasion, we had made out so much that I had basically eaten all the makeup off her face, and I saw that she was basically just a chubby Balkan makeupcell and it really just put me off. Lip liner is witchcraft.
After that my infatuation seemed to wear off and I found her so uninteresting - she is such a drone and not mentally stimulating at all. She has basically no friends cus she's kinda shy but also because low EQ and social skills that just make our interactions worse. I start making excuses to leave early and spend less time with her and then we have like no overlapping holiday over the summer and so haven't see each other that much at all. In all honesty I have barely thought about her and get annoyed whenever I remember she exists.
I think most of my infatuation also came from "The Chase" where I thought there was no way it would ever turn into anything and the fact that she was top 5 girls in the year by most people's standards (there are 280 ish people in my year, 40% are girls), and then it somehow ended up that I was dating her. Again after that everything else was just so underwhelming and not stimulating in comparison.
Another thing is that she told me she wanted to wait until marriage because of religious reasons (idk to what extent the nothing until marriage is, if its just sex itself or anything sexual). I'm not against that in of itself, I don't seek relationships just for sex and I think it should come whenever two people are comfortable enough with each other, however far into the relationship that may be. HOWEVER, if after a year you aren't gonna let me even cop a feel then what are we doing bro. My love language is touch come on I'm not gonna be in a relationship and not get handsy.
I feel like the only thing we have in common is the fact that we both take Economics and are both pretty smart, we're both predicted All A*s but half of our conversations are just boring and about school. I get that I could try harder but atp it's just not something I want to do.
Its just one thing after another and I feel like I need to break up with her immediately, altho idk if she's clueless or has caught on yet - I haven't been messaging her all summer. I need to do it in person cus ofc if she's at my school and I just end things over text that info is getting to everyone in the year and I'm gonna look like such a twat.
Stay chooned for more rants cus i've got a whole lot more coming.
@greylurker @LeonardMariana
