
got.daim
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im so tired, I just want to ldar all day, I might go to college or smth, I don't want to live anymore, I feel like no matter what I do there is no meaning to it, I just want to get this worthless pathetic life over with as soon as possible, I'm too tired to continue in this bs, I feel like my life is a punishment, people look at me with disgust, the thing is I feel like I look like a normal guy, I don't see why they all hate me, I'm not that ugly, it pisses me off, people irl dont want to be my friends, all I have is my cat and some fucking internet forums, my life has no meaning, and I'm too depressed to give it meaning, what's the point bruh, I don't find joy in this, my family hates me, some random users online seem to like me, but its unlike they know how I really am irl, so they dont even know me, so they like this illusion of me online, its all so fucking confusing, I just want someone irl to be friends with, I want to watch the Minecraft movie with someone so badly, @Gengar do you want to watch it with me this weekend or whenever you dont have work? I'm sure we can find a leak online or smth, I was going to goto the theater dressed up as an enderman, since I'm tallish I guess, that's what people tell me atleast, I feel so sick rn, I just ate 2 bags of Takis and a thing of milk, I'm also so bloated, I was going to go on omegle with this dude, but I'm too ugly, I'm like 3 PSL right now, its so fucking bad, bloat brings down my PSL by so much, I love music though, that's a good thing about my life, I have some great playlists, theyre all incelcore/epunk though, I don't really listen to it a lot, only when I'm showering or getting ready for something, right now I'm listening to miscarriage by hard christ, I don't have Spotify premium though, which really sucks, I have to sit through ad after ad, but I found a way to get around that, refresh the page, OR open and close the app, I might make a thread and tutorial on that, but first I need to buy a new phone, my old phone was super old too lmao, it was an iPhone 11 I think? I had it for a while, only thing I dislike about phones is I don't know how to backup the images and stuff, so I always lose pictures every 1-3 years, which sucks, I don't really have a lot of my older self improvement stuff from like, shit what was it, its was like, actual .org or something, anyway, it was this self improvement forum from like, 2013 I think, it was old as fuckkkkkkk, I think its still around too, but anyway, I wish I still had pictures from those times, I've grown so much since then, I'm still ugly though, never really did get super good looking, the highest I've ever gotten was around htn, which was cool I guess, but I had to do so much maintenance so I just quit, and haven't gone back yet I might though