I hate my life

[fortniteLover5]

Everyone in my school fucking makes fun of me for the way I look and the way I act (because I’m autistic) my friend told me at a party all the popular girls were all talking about how “chopped” I was and that I’m a creep when I legit do absolutely nothing to them, and my ex girlfriend turned out to be a fucking Liar throughout our year and a half relationship and I broke up with her, then after tjat for weeks I was getting harassed by these Burner accounts on some tiktok accoint I had, over 50 of those accounts blocked and it was all this group of girls in my school, including my ex that were all telling me to kill myself and calling me ugly. Irl I was dealing w parents divorcing and loads of family stuff too and no one sees that they Just see some sub 5 autistic kid and treat me like an animal like I don’t even deserve life and just think it’s ok to bully me bc of who I am
Even if they knew what I was going through I doubt they’d act Aby different people don’t have empathy for you if you’re sub 5 and they actively try to ruin your life for fun, I genuinely don’t know what I can do with my life anymore, I don’t want to ever settle down with a girl knowing what they are all like now, and it’s not like I can play a bunch of girls for revenge because I’m chopped
I’ve been fucked and bullied by so many people for years and I’m supposed to just take it and I can’t do anything about it
Maybe if I hardmaxx I can just try and break a bunch of girls hearts but I need a few years to get my finances in order
It feels like I’ve genuinely lost in life to these people and I can’t do anything about it
If ur ND and sub 5 youndont deserve and recognition from society I don’t even get treated like a human and I can’t change anything or do anything about it

 

[fwhr glazer]

So glad i dont have these problems