Im a 4.9ft shortcell i hate myself. I live with my mom my dad left me when i was 9 he went to serbia he is a alcoholic and a drug addict he also has a smoking addiction i don't talk to him anymore he was never a good father my mom has given me the worst genetics possible she is also 4.9ft shes 50 btw im 14 my bones are decreased by 2 years or smth like that. I've been a "friend" for a girl that i liked for 2 years now she already knows that i like her but guess why she hasn't confroted me yet exactly im a 4.9ft 14y baby face low bone mass. My friends tell me not to kill my self but i have never hugged a foid yet guess why. I've never been kissed or never a girlfriend I've told my mom about my problems about km she just laughed i tryed taking to my friends a few days ago about nkt kym but they haven't had my problem they are in a good relationship with there parents should i rope?