ponderosa
csm is peak
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i hate them. i feel like shit for saying that, but i do. i hate their bluepilled nonsense, i hate their lack of understanding of anything in the world to the point they think i can just make friends by asking, that any and all attempts to improve myself are dangerous. when i started tracking calories, my dad thought i had an ed. when i started working out, my mom said i was going to injure myself and stopped me. they grew me up fat and lazy, and try to stop me from reversing their shitty decisions now that im older. I cant eat anything healthy because the household is just slop. I hate the way they talk, too. I hate the way they drag me into pointless things, the way they argue with me and eachother for no reason, the way they say the worst possible things at the worst possible time, all the time. I hate how emotional my mom is, and how emotionless my dad is to the point he has to drink to feel anything, even if that feeling is only anger.
I feel like shit because they provide me with everything, give me opportunities, clothe me, feed me. and I still hate them. their my family, i should love them but i dont. idk
I feel like shit because they provide me with everything, give me opportunities, clothe me, feed me. and I still hate them. their my family, i should love them but i dont. idk
my mom says i lost too much weight but i know her standards