Vilo
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WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO
I have to pay for college, a car, surgery, and food just to have a fighting chance in this shit-ass life. All my rich white friends with parents that give them insane allowances already gave them a car and don't even make them have jobs, meanwhile I'm a slave waging 33 hours a week with school and dual credit just to pay off my first car. I've saved up 7,500$ but my parents are gatekeeping the other 5,000$ because I think they want to use it for college or some shit, which I know I'm gonna have to pay for as well. So I basically have to keep saving with the 2,500$ I have till I get 5,000$ to pay for some shit ass car and then pay for some shit ass insurance and gas. If you thought that was bad, they don't pay for any of my groceries, so I have to find a way to pay for my fuckass calorie surplus, so I don't go into college at 128lbs, and I can pay for some compounds.
And they want me to go to the military, which I already know is gonna make my subhuman life more miserable, but whenever I mention I wanna go to college, they just keep gaslighting me that the military is the answer.
College is coming soon, and I want to at least date occasionally, but I'm a 5'10 ethnic subhuman with no chance in the brutal college dating market. I want to pay for some surgery, but with all these payments stacking up, I know I'm gonna have to wage slave multiple jobs over the summer just to have a little bit of cash to pay for my fuckass upper eyelid fat graft, cause god decided to have an experiment with my face.
I genuinely have no clue how to tackle any of my issues, and I hate my life genuinely. If I could end it for a 50% chance to live as Chad or die, I would take ts so fast. I just hope she gets better in college. Sorry about the format, I was just kinda mad and wanted to vent advice would be appreciated (cheap sources, food sources, tips to pay for any of the shit I mentioned).
I have to pay for college, a car, surgery, and food just to have a fighting chance in this shit-ass life. All my rich white friends with parents that give them insane allowances already gave them a car and don't even make them have jobs, meanwhile I'm a slave waging 33 hours a week with school and dual credit just to pay off my first car. I've saved up 7,500$ but my parents are gatekeeping the other 5,000$ because I think they want to use it for college or some shit, which I know I'm gonna have to pay for as well. So I basically have to keep saving with the 2,500$ I have till I get 5,000$ to pay for some shit ass car and then pay for some shit ass insurance and gas. If you thought that was bad, they don't pay for any of my groceries, so I have to find a way to pay for my fuckass calorie surplus, so I don't go into college at 128lbs, and I can pay for some compounds.
And they want me to go to the military, which I already know is gonna make my subhuman life more miserable, but whenever I mention I wanna go to college, they just keep gaslighting me that the military is the answer.
College is coming soon, and I want to at least date occasionally, but I'm a 5'10 ethnic subhuman with no chance in the brutal college dating market. I want to pay for some surgery, but with all these payments stacking up, I know I'm gonna have to wage slave multiple jobs over the summer just to have a little bit of cash to pay for my fuckass upper eyelid fat graft, cause god decided to have an experiment with my face.
I genuinely have no clue how to tackle any of my issues, and I hate my life genuinely. If I could end it for a 50% chance to live as Chad or die, I would take ts so fast. I just hope she gets better in college. Sorry about the format, I was just kinda mad and wanted to vent advice would be appreciated (cheap sources, food sources, tips to pay for any of the shit I mentioned).
