I hate myself so much and i feel like a coward

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Everyday is just cope, i fuck a mid bitch, i have little money, i hate how i look in the mirror.

I have to take this fucking meds for schizophrenia and OCD. I feel trash.

Mood swings are brutal, i hate myself so much i want to destroy myself for real, this us the truth i dont respect or like anything about me i am a grumpy mediocre dumbass.

A mid broke guy with nothing going on, i need a change quick
 
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I need masteron and i need to get leaner that is the solution
 
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You’re a smart guy. We talked a little bit briefly yesterday and it seems like it might just be the compounds you’re on that are fucking with you. Don’t think like that.
 
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What living in Bolivia does to a mf
 
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You’re a smart guy. We talked a little bit briefly yesterday and it seems like it might just be the compounds you’re on that are fucking with you. Don’t think like that.
Yes tren mood swings are so fucked up.
I had mood swings before due to roids but this is on a extreme level
 
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at least you get pussy bro :feelsokman:
 
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You’re a smart guy. We talked a little bit briefly yesterday and it seems like it might just be the compounds you’re on that are fucking with you. Don’t think like that.
Today i even fought in the street with a guy for no reason
 
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go hike one of the many native mountains and post pics of the alpine flora.
 
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go hike one of the many native mountains and post pics of the alpine flora.
I live in amazonas jungle
 
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Fucking is when you dont love the person.
I want to love someone and give her happiness.
My brother is christ, if you’re able to have sex with a woman. You look good enough to get into a long term relationship
 
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Why feel bad about that? He instigated the fight. I don’t recommend getting into fights like that because people can pull out weapons. I’ve been stabbed before in a street fight. I can show you the scar on my arm. Best advice is to not do that because either you beat him and possibly face legal consequences or you get beat or attacked with a weapon.
 
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Why feel bad about that? He instigated the fight. I don’t recommend getting into fights like that because people can pull out weapons. I’ve been stabbed before in a street fight. I can show you the scar on my arm. Best advice is to not do that because either you beat him and possibly face legal consequences or you get beat or attacked with a weapon.
Yes true, but i felt bad for hurting him so brutally.
Also i really dont know why i feel this way it is unexplicable weird af awful
 
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Everyday is just cope, i fuck a mid bitch, i have little money, i hate how i look in the mirror.

I have to take this fucking meds for schizophrenia and OCD. I feel trash.

Mood swings are brutal, i hate myself so much i want to destroy myself for real, this us the truth i dont respect or like anything about me i am a grumpy mediocre dumbass.

A mid broke guy with nothing going on, i need a change quick
Same as connor murphy, bro was 6'5 mogger fucking 3 girls a day, and he cried on video about how nothing really matters for him, and he's ultra unhappy, need to find your inner light brah
 
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One day off steroids and already suicidal
 
Lo que vivir en letrinoamérica le hace a un boliguayo 💔
 
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You dont hate yourself you hate your environment
 
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Everyday is just cope, i fuck a mid bitch, i have little money, i hate how i look in the mirror.

I have to take this fucking meds for schizophrenia and OCD. I feel trash.

Mood swings are brutal, i hate myself so much i want to destroy myself for real, this us the truth i dont respect or like anything about me i am a grumpy mediocre dumbass.

A mid broke guy with nothing going on, i need a change quick
Hate to be the this type but you seem like you have an okay life bro.

At least you have a partner most people here will never experience it.

With money, it can always be earnt it's not over financially.

I assume youre in your late teens to early 20s you can do it.

Maybe take a break from the forum.
 
Don't take 19 nors fella.
I felt suicidal on them it was a horrible time, really deep depression
 
I am all that except for the part where I fuck women
 

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