I have a date with a Filipina cougar Saturday night

[alien]

The fact that she said that she was off 5 days later is annoying though. Since 5 days is a lot in the life of a woman in 2019. Gives her lots of time to flake. Hopefully alienfranco is back. lol. A downgrade from my ex. But I need a W man. And women in their 40s are the ideal for me probably. Since there is no expectation of me to beta provide. No expectation of me to have kids. I just need a car, some cash for dates and dick her down good. I need some mindfulness meditation exercises to help with my psychological ED. Since I have performance anxiety. I had a wet noodle with the filipina single mom I hooked up with 3 weeks ago. I saw some guided imagery mindfulness meditation thing specify for men with psychological ED but they charge $37 USD. I don't feel like paying. lol.

I had strong erections with Yogapants. At first I had a nervous wet noodle with her but then I got hard after cuddling with her for awhile and after I dicked her down good my confidence rose and I got rid of the psychological ED duck. But the psychological ED duck is back for me after my long cold streak. I struggle with escorts too. I'm a mentalcel. My brain is my own worst enemy. Because even when I'm good looking to meet a woman's looks threshold, my autism or anxiety fucks it up somehow in many cases.

Once I got her off the app and texting with her, I got a little more aggressive low-inhibition autism style with my texting. One of the drawbacks is that these days in 2019 you can get banned from apps if you are too sexual with women with the messaging. This is why I like to taking things off-site. Though technically it says in the ToS that offline behavior can get you banned too. lol.

She says that she's cool with me not wanting kids since the window is closed for her now. Since she's a decade older than me.

 

[Mr_Norwood]

Larp

 

[MrCucumber]

I don't think I will have ever sex with a woman over the age of 40

 

[alien]

Larp

I don't know if you're active on lookism. But if you read my threads on there, I can assure you I'm not larping. lol. My stories of snatching defeat in the jaws of victory are the stuff of PSL legend. I do get some Ws. Though I haven't had a real W in 3+ years. Since I don't consider my shitty ONS from 3 weeks ago a W since she ghosted me after. I guess a small, sad, lonely W.

 

[MrCucumber]

I don't know if you're active on lookism. But if you read my threads on there, I can assure you I'm not larping. lol. My stories of snatching defeat in the jaws of victory are the stuff of PSL legend. I do get some Ws. Though I haven't had a real W in 3+ years. Since I don't consider my shitty ONS from 3 weeks ago a W since she ghosted me after. I guess a small, sad, lonely W.

Oh you actually fucked that girl 3 weeks ago? I thought you guys just made out.

 

[alien]

I don't think I will have ever sex with a woman over the age of 40

The thirst is real (for me) bro. lol.
I'm getting old and women in my age range have baby rabies. And I'm technically an unemployed man LARPing as an entrepreneur (easy for me to do because of the cash I have on hand for dates and I still kept my car). Whereas women in their 40s have given up and some of them want cubs.
Meanwhile my hot ex-gf, whose now 28, she still has lots of options, and probably never even thinks of me. And even women in my age range are arrogant af. Until their eggs are dried up. And even then lots of women in their 40s and 50s are arrogant.

Oh you actually fucked that girl 3 weeks ago? I thought you guys just made out.

We didn't really PinV. She had her legs spread open on my bed. And I had a wet noodle. I was trying to stick my wet noodle into her pussy, even without a condom, no dice. Not hard enough to get a rhythm going. I had nerves. But she had a big gut. Her belly was bigger than her tits. So it was hard for me to be visually situated. I tried my best to get hard by making out with her in bed and kissing her chinky face and eyes (since you know I'm a race fetishist). She gave me a handjob too, no dice. She told me that she didn't give head. Which is insane. Because I went down on her and she bucked up against my face while grabbing my Norwood 1.5 hair. rofl.

She might have had an orgasm when I went down on her. Maybe she figured, "I got what I needed" and ghosted me after. She is still active on the dating site 3 weeks later. So you know I couldn't have been the only man she went to bed with in that period. She's probably pump n dumping us white dudes. If I was her, I would enjoy all the white cock too. I'm jealous. She was coming at me as if she wanted love though. And then she pumps n dumps me. rofl.

 

[Mr_Norwood]

I don't know if you're active on lookism. But if you read my threads on there, I can assure you I'm not larping. lol. My stories of snatching defeat in the jaws of victory are the stuff of PSL legend. I do get some Ws. Though I haven't had a real W in 3+ years. Since I don't consider my shitty ONS from 3 weeks ago a W since she ghosted me after. I guess a small, sad, lonely W.

How old are you?

I bet you're not as sad and pathetic as me. I have to fly to other countries to get laid

 

[alien]

How old are you?

I bet you're not as sad and pathetic as me. I have to fly to other countries to get laid

I'm 34
It's depressing. I wasted 3+ years of my life LDAR in my basement. I was just defeated mentally shortly after my ex Yogapants dumped me. I gave up. I put in a little effort with online dating after our break up. Got demoralized how hard it was for me and how easy it was for her to find a new guy. I just figured that at 31 it was over for me and that my slim busty Indo-Guyanese ex whose 6 years younger than me would always be my pinnacle. I want my ex back but I would probably get a restraining order if I just showed up at her house or mailed her a letter or something. She used to post on PSL. She hasn't been on lookism in 3 months. I tried to win her back in early 2018 and failed. Then gave up. And now I want to try again. But lookism is down, she has no social media and she changed her number on me. lol.
A beautiful woman like her has so many options. Guys willing to wife her just like I did. I don't exactly have hot girls wanting me to be her bf lined up. I bet I love her more than her current guy does. It's hard for me to imagine a love stronger than my love for her. But I don't even know her current guy. It's sad.

 

[Mr_Norwood]

I'm 34
It's depressing. I wasted 3+ years of my life LDAR in my basement. I was just defeated mentally shortly after my ex Yogapants dumped me. I gave up. I put in a little effort with online dating after our break up. Got demoralized how hard it was for me and how easy it was for her to find a new guy. I just figured that at 31 it was over for me and that my slim busty Indo-Guyanese ex whose 6 years younger than me would always be my pinnacle.

I'm 33.. I flew to Kiev twice this year just to get laid... (see my threads)

In fact from the age of 26 most of my lays are from other countries... I recently had a ONS with some worthless single mother that was decent looking though. I get absolutely nothing on Tinder in my own town.

I'm a bigger worthless loser than you for sure

 

[alien]

I'm 33.. I flew to Kiev twice this year just to get laid... (see my threads)

In fact from the age of 26 most of my lays are from other countries... I recently had a ONS with some worthless single mother that was decent looking though. I get absolutely nothing on Tinder in my own town.

I'm a bigger worthless loser than you for sure

I might move to Eastern Europe or the Philippines or something in the future after my dad passes and get a gf living in a cheap country. I don't want to do it now since I want to save more money and try to make more money off crypto before going abroad. I need to learn how to invest, passive income game.
From my experience, Filipina FOB women seem nicer than western women. But I got ghosted by one Filipina already in a one night stand after she only lived here for 3 years. So who fucking knows anymore.

 

[ChoSeungHui]

Larp

 

[Mr_Norwood]

I might move to Eastern Europe or the Philippines or something in the future after my dad passes and get a gf living in a cheap country. I don't want to do it now since I want to save more money and try to make more money off crypto before going abroad. I need to learn how to invest, passive income game.
From my experience, Filipina FOB women seem nicer than western women. But I got ghosted by one Filipina already in a one night stand after she only lived here for 3 years. So who fucking knows anymore.

I've spent a lot of time in Thailand and trust me.. it's fine for a holiday but soon... being in a stinking tropical sweltering environment really gets tiresome and boring. constantly sweating outside because of the humidity.... I used to just stay in my room with the aircon on all day. After a few weeks of pussy you start thinking.. "what the fuck am i doing here thousands and thousands of miles from my home, my family and my creature comforts.."

 

[RedKeyboard]

How big was her ass? What app did you use to find her? Bumble/PlentyofFish?

 

[itsoverbuddyboyo]

Have fun bro. Cougars are fun, like you said, they have no expectations and just want ti get fucked by some young cock. With most you can stick it in any hole. After a few cocktails it's game on.

 

[alien]

Have fun bro. Cougars are fun, like you said, they have no expectations and just want ti get fucked by some young cock. With most you can stick it in any hole. After a few cocktails it's game on.

She wants me to take her to a park for our date. So no cocktails. Unless she has some at home. Or wants me to stop by the liquor store.
I am so fucking horny that I just want to make out with her in the park. And escalate to going back to her place. I can bring a girl home with my dad still awake, I don't give any fucks. I brought the previous fiipina home while my dad was asleep. lol.
I don't know what it is but with FOB women I'm more forward. It's harder for me to be aggressive with westernized women. Since I'm afraid of being called a fuckboy or a creep. Unless she is aggressive like my ex. I wonder if FOBs just think that western men are just more sexually forward and so when in rome? lol.
FOB women I find are more likely to move fast and wear their heart on their sleeve. Whereas western women are very guarded and bitchy and think everyone is creepy if you're not Chad. I dated a recent immigrant for 9 months on and off and she was very fast-moving. I just had to give her affection.