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Since I've seen so many suicidal teens here lately, I thought to myself that it would be a good idea to make a thread talking about the ways in which my life is terrible, since that may give hope to you mfs that y'all should keep on grinding even when life is tough, because everyone has all sorts of problems to deal with, here are the ways in which my life is bad:
Manchildness
My mom cook all the meals here at home, my dad pays the bills, they don't let me do any of those "adult" stuff, and that's not because they want me to enjoy life, but rather because they want me to be a manchild for now, and focus only on getting good grades at the uni - They don't let me go to places at night, they don't let me drink alcohol or take any drugs, my dad always checks my bank account to see if I spent my credit card on all sorts of things, all the personal documents I carry with myself are actually copies of my original documents (since my mom doesn't let me have the possession of my original documents), everytime I go on a date with a girl I have to inform them where I'm going (and they also do a shit-ton of questions about the person before I go meet her, and after the date is over about the date itself), so yeah, even tho I'm 20 years old my parents treat me like a Disney Princess that can't deal with the things in life as an adult, which brings us to our second topic.
Mental Problems
I was always a shy and weird kid, but very proficient at the school, I'm also a quite artistic guy (even managed to win some drawing competitions when I was 5-8 yrs old), and if it was just for that one could make the case that I'm "normal", but I'm actually not... like, I have been manipulated lots of times in the past both because my parents make me a manchild and because I have the needy for attention, I live out of attention, I'm not a narcy since I lack the darktriadness and arrogance of being a narcy, i'm actually a histrionic mf who needs to feel like people care about him all the time, that's why there are so many pics of me in this shithole, that's why I have been doxxed in the past, because I always do shit that will probably get people to fuck me up sooner or later because I NEED ATTENTION, otherwise, I feel bad and I get depressed, I need to feel loved all the time, I need people to admire all aspects of my life, such as my looks, my intelligence, my "quirkness", it doesn't matter, I just need attention while, at the same time, having a grandiose complex.
Sexuality
Well, some people might have recognized already that I'm bisexual (lol, what a surprise ), and that would be cool and all if my parents were liberals, but they are actually quite conservative catholics that talk shit about LGBT people, so there's no way I can be open about being down to fuck people of both sexes, and, since my parents control all aspects of my life, that also made me extremely neurotic about my sexuality, so I never met a guy to have sex with in my entire life out of fear, the only sexual interaction I ever had with someone of the same sex was some weeks ago when I managed to meet a cross-dresser and let him suck my dick.
Aside from that, just being non-hetero itself is quite tough, it took me years to accept the fact that I feel sexual attraction towards both guys and girls, I had to study about the science behind being bi just to confirm to myself that there's no way I can turn hetero, and that bisexuality is natural.
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So, I think that's all, I wish that now you mfs might forget for a moment about roping for stupid-ass reasons and get through your problems, like men instead of pussies.
Manchildness
My mom cook all the meals here at home, my dad pays the bills, they don't let me do any of those "adult" stuff, and that's not because they want me to enjoy life, but rather because they want me to be a manchild for now, and focus only on getting good grades at the uni - They don't let me go to places at night, they don't let me drink alcohol or take any drugs, my dad always checks my bank account to see if I spent my credit card on all sorts of things, all the personal documents I carry with myself are actually copies of my original documents (since my mom doesn't let me have the possession of my original documents), everytime I go on a date with a girl I have to inform them where I'm going (and they also do a shit-ton of questions about the person before I go meet her, and after the date is over about the date itself), so yeah, even tho I'm 20 years old my parents treat me like a Disney Princess that can't deal with the things in life as an adult, which brings us to our second topic.
Mental Problems
I was always a shy and weird kid, but very proficient at the school, I'm also a quite artistic guy (even managed to win some drawing competitions when I was 5-8 yrs old), and if it was just for that one could make the case that I'm "normal", but I'm actually not... like, I have been manipulated lots of times in the past both because my parents make me a manchild and because I have the needy for attention, I live out of attention, I'm not a narcy since I lack the darktriadness and arrogance of being a narcy, i'm actually a histrionic mf who needs to feel like people care about him all the time, that's why there are so many pics of me in this shithole, that's why I have been doxxed in the past, because I always do shit that will probably get people to fuck me up sooner or later because I NEED ATTENTION, otherwise, I feel bad and I get depressed, I need to feel loved all the time, I need people to admire all aspects of my life, such as my looks, my intelligence, my "quirkness", it doesn't matter, I just need attention while, at the same time, having a grandiose complex.
Sexuality
Well, some people might have recognized already that I'm bisexual (lol, what a surprise ), and that would be cool and all if my parents were liberals, but they are actually quite conservative catholics that talk shit about LGBT people, so there's no way I can be open about being down to fuck people of both sexes, and, since my parents control all aspects of my life, that also made me extremely neurotic about my sexuality, so I never met a guy to have sex with in my entire life out of fear, the only sexual interaction I ever had with someone of the same sex was some weeks ago when I managed to meet a cross-dresser and let him suck my dick.
Aside from that, just being non-hetero itself is quite tough, it took me years to accept the fact that I feel sexual attraction towards both guys and girls, I had to study about the science behind being bi just to confirm to myself that there's no way I can turn hetero, and that bisexuality is natural.
...
So, I think that's all, I wish that now you mfs might forget for a moment about roping for stupid-ass reasons and get through your problems, like men instead of pussies.
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