I have accepted the Blackpill

[Endoplasmic82]

Today I got extremely depressed, and I didn’t get ready so I was looking all groggy and I just kept staring at myself in the mirror thinking I look like shit.

This usually happens when I’m having a bummy day, I hate looking at myself without my hair done, shaved and combed my eyebrows, and moisturised + spf (tinted) applied. Sometimes I can, depends on my mental health and how submerged I am into the blackpill.

I have always been a big believer in mental health maxxing, and I have being a huge hypocrite by torturing myself to death.

I accept that right now I am a MTN (maybe hmtn, because to be fair I am extremely harsh and tend to dehumanise myself) facially, but when I finish my softmaxxes (dying goatee darker (my moustache is very blonde compared to the chin hairs) and keep losing weight to get to a low bodyfat (currently I’m probably like 25%), I hope I can reach low high tier normie, btw I’m 6’3.

I have officially had enough of bullying myself, and I’m taking the white pill. I accept the bp, and I’m okay with it. I will ascend further and forget.

Wish you guys all the best with your ascensions, this is my last post and I am deleting my account and never returning again.

Stay safe

 

[chudpiller]

peace out bro

 

[fazehamster]

how did it take you a whole 2 and a half years on this site to accept this

 

[Endoplasmic82]

Today I got extremely depressed, and I didn’t get ready so I was looking all groggy and I just kept staring at myself in the mirror thinking I look like shit.

This usually happens when I’m having a bummy day, I hate looking at myself without my hair done, shaved and combed my eyebrows, and moisturised + spf (tinted) applied. Sometimes I can, depends on my mental health and how submerged I am into the blackpill.

I have always been a big believer in mental health maxxing, and I have being a huge hypocrite by torturing myself to death.

I accept that right now I am a MTN (maybe hmtn, because to be fair I am extremely harsh and tend to dehumanise myself) facially, but when I finish my softmaxxes (dying goatee darker (my moustache is very blonde compared to the chin hairs) and keep losing weight to get to a low bodyfat (currently I’m probably like 25%), I hope I can reach low high tier normie, btw I’m 6’3.

I have officially had enough of bullying myself, and I’m taking the white pill. I accept the bp, and I’m okay with it. I will ascend further and forget.

Wish you guys all the best with your ascensions, this is my last post and I am deleting my account and never returning again.

Stay safe

Also, dying my eyebrows for the first time too, had success with using Vaseline/ hair gel and combing it over.