I have been abused all my life

[nigtard]

My dad said the moment I was born he knew that I was useless and will achieve nothing in life.I got beat every time I did something that he didn't like, he would go on hours long tirades on how he never wanted me and that it was my mums fault that I was born.All that frustration made him basically neglect me and just beat me for the smallest reasons,to the extent that I got hit with a stool to the head because he said that I must die by his hands so that I don't embarrass him in the future.

My mum barely hit me physically so she would just insult me at any opportunity.The shit she used to say to me was insane, it made me so insecure.Nowadays my dad doesn't touch me anymore because he's old and has obviously physically declined,he tries to make jokes in an effort to get close to me but I just ignore him.My mum just acts like nothing ever happened because I'm older.

 

[Vermilioncore]

just give up and take the razor blade express

 

[News]

Does your dad yell at you

 

[nigtard]

just give up and take the razor blade express

I gave up a long time ago I wasn't brought into this world with love

 

[nigtard]

Does your dad yell at you

No he used to punch me

 

[VolcelFTW]

Shit dude ascend financially and mentally then cut them off

 

[nigtard]

Shit dude ascend financially and mentally then cut them off

I can't I don't have motivation anymore, even getting out of bed is a struggle now.My past made me extremely anxious to the point where I have a stutter now that I can't get rid

 

[FacialStructure404]

Nigga beat tf out his old ass

 

[VolcelFTW]

I can't I don't have motivation anymore, even getting out of bed is a struggle now.My past made me extremely anxious to the point where I have a stutter now that I can't get rid

Dude I was like that a couple months ago. You’re gonna fail over and over but if you keep trying you’ll make it. I’m no where near where I wanna be but my depression is no more and I’m improving everyday.

 

[nigtard]

Nigga beat tf out his old ass

I wish I could but I really don't have the energy for it anymore, even if I do that the past won't change

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

I wish I could but I really don't have the energy for it anymore, even if I do that the past won't change

mirin, wise man.

 

[lepo2317]

I know guy exactly like you. He was beaten by his father and older brothers etc. He became fucking gangster at the age of 10-11. He was punching everyone in his school to the point that he was kicked out of multiple schools. Then he became even worse in adulthood and the got killed because of it. If you didn't turned into gangster like him, it's over for you man. You have to let go of those emotions, if you keep them, you will get mentally fucked up dog for sure.

 

[nigtard]

I know guy exactly like you. He was beaten by his father and older brothers etc. He became fucking gangster at the age of 10-11. He was punching everyone in his school to the point that he was kicked out of multiple schools. Then he became even worse in adulthood and the got killed because of it. If you didn't turned into gangster like him, it's over for you man. You have to let go of those emotions, if you keep them, you will get mentally fucked up dog for sure.

Emotions?I have never felt happiness or sadness before.All I feel is apathy

 

[try2beme]

Emotions?I have never felt happiness or sadness before.All I feel is apathy

Same

 

[STAMPEDE]

You should make your parents regret treating your badly by never working or never contributing to their house, and just by being a NEET using their money and then blame them for treating you badly

 

[STAMPEDE]

 

[nigtard]

You should make your parents regret treating your badly by never working or never contributing to their house, and just by being a NEET using their money and then blame them for treating you badly

These guys neglect me if I NEET they would simply leave me to starve, this is why I had to get my own job

 

[Pikabro]

Man

 

[Pikabro]

I didn’t have it that bad but I still ended up failure Mental abuse/neglect just makes you some kind of retarded man

 

[iam good boy]

My dad said the moment I was born he knew that I was useless and will achieve nothing in life.I got beat every time I did something that he didn't like, he would go on hours long tirades on how he never wanted me and that it was my mums fault that I was born.All that frustration made him basically neglect me and just beat me for the smallest reasons,to the extent that I got hit with a stool to the head because he said that I must die by his hands so that I don't embarrass him in the future.

My mum barely hit me physically so she would just insult me at any opportunity.The shit she used to say to me was insane, it made me so insecure.Nowadays my dad doesn't touch me anymore because he's old and has obviously physically declined,he tries to make jokes in an effort to get close to me but I just ignore him.My mum just acts like nothing ever happened because I'm older.

Giga same
Me too

 

[goobermaxxing17]

My dad said the moment I was born he knew that I was useless and will achieve nothing in life.I got beat every time I did something that he didn't like, he would go on hours long tirades on how he never wanted me and that it was my mums fault that I was born.All that frustration made him basically neglect me and just beat me for the smallest reasons,to the extent that I got hit with a stool to the head because he said that I must die by his hands so that I don't embarrass him in the future.

My mum barely hit me physically so she would just insult me at any opportunity.The shit she used to say to me was insane, it made me so insecure.Nowadays my dad doesn't touch me anymore because he's old and has obviously physically declined,he tries to make jokes in an effort to get close to me but I just ignore him.My mum just acts like nothing ever happened because I'm older.

fucking brutal man, hope life gets more kind to you. i also have a shitty fucking start to life but it seems to be heading the right way, once i get a job and move out of my shitty fucking fosterhome i can finally be free and independent

 

[nigtard]

I didn’t have it that bad but I still ended up failure Mental abuse/neglect just makes you some kind of retarded man

Yeah it fucked my development, I act slow now

 

[Pikabro]

Yeah it fucked my development, I act slow now

Yes you become indecisive and unsure of yourself, also your self awareness is fucked over (you care so much about opinions of others you don't pay attention to where you actually stand and who you even are).

 

[nigtard]

Yes you become indecisive and unsure of yourself, also your self awareness is fucked over (you care so much about opinions of others you don't pay attention to where you actually stand and who you even are).

I used to be like that but I don't care about anything anymore,nothing interests me anymore.Mentally I have been fucked for years, I even got a stutter now.I have friends but I don't see them as real friends as I'm basically third wheeling

 

[Clown Show]

Yeah that's terrible, it's over.

Just go ER.