alien
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My therapist encouraged me to go to a bar with a friend this weekend and talk to a girl at the bar as part of my homework assignment. I failed to do this as one of my friends is sick with COVID and another is spending time with his visiting sister this weekend. And I haven't met any bros off Bumble BFF yet. But I was talking to this girl with the purpose of making a friend to hang out. But instead it kinda turned into her wanting more.
I have a date tonight. I had joined a Whatsapp group last year. I didn't put my pics up because I was concerned about my privacy. She privately DMd me from that group. Presumably because she was attracted to some aspect of my personality. She wanted to hang out with me last fall but I declined. Because she wasn't my type and I was afraid of potentially leading her on.
Then fast forward to yesterday, I put my pic up and then message her with the intention to make friends IRL and hang out. Build my social circle game. We text and then talk on the phone for hours. She has a boyfriend though. Who works full-time and is studying to get his MBA. She tells me over the phone that things have been rocky with her boyfriend over awhile. But she doesn't want to leave him because the grass might not be greener on the other side. I even told her that I was still not over my ex. I was 100% authentic with her. I didn't lie about anything. I was just looking to make a friend.
At 10+ pm at night she tell me that she was turned on talking to me on the phone. That she usually isn't attracted to men my age (she turned 30, I'm almost 37). And that a man being unemployed is usually a turn off for her. But its different with me for some reason. And she says that if we meet, she has a feeling things will get sexual. And she wanted to make out with me, let me feel her up and suck my dick. But doesn't want to fuck on the first night because she's not a ho. I told her that I've been with women on the first date before and I don't judge.
I ask her if she wants a naughty pic. She says no dick pics but shirtless is fine. I send her a selfie of me shirtless wearing my Forever 21 ripped skinny fuckboy jeans. I weighed in at 146.4 lbs yesterday. I lost 22 lbs since early February. And I've been lifting recently. My body fat % is down, muscle mass % and water weight % is up. I still have visceral fat though. I've been fuckboymaxxing my wardrobe the last couple weeks. She hearts my selfie. And then sends me a pic of her flashing her tits at me. She asked me out on a date earlier today for tonight. Going to see the fireworks for Canada Day.
But I still miss my ex. I'm so sad that she's no longer mine. I'm afraid that I'm going to break this girl's heart because I'm still hung up on my ex.
I have a date tonight. I had joined a Whatsapp group last year. I didn't put my pics up because I was concerned about my privacy. She privately DMd me from that group. Presumably because she was attracted to some aspect of my personality. She wanted to hang out with me last fall but I declined. Because she wasn't my type and I was afraid of potentially leading her on.
Then fast forward to yesterday, I put my pic up and then message her with the intention to make friends IRL and hang out. Build my social circle game. We text and then talk on the phone for hours. She has a boyfriend though. Who works full-time and is studying to get his MBA. She tells me over the phone that things have been rocky with her boyfriend over awhile. But she doesn't want to leave him because the grass might not be greener on the other side. I even told her that I was still not over my ex. I was 100% authentic with her. I didn't lie about anything. I was just looking to make a friend.
At 10+ pm at night she tell me that she was turned on talking to me on the phone. That she usually isn't attracted to men my age (she turned 30, I'm almost 37). And that a man being unemployed is usually a turn off for her. But its different with me for some reason. And she says that if we meet, she has a feeling things will get sexual. And she wanted to make out with me, let me feel her up and suck my dick. But doesn't want to fuck on the first night because she's not a ho. I told her that I've been with women on the first date before and I don't judge.
I ask her if she wants a naughty pic. She says no dick pics but shirtless is fine. I send her a selfie of me shirtless wearing my Forever 21 ripped skinny fuckboy jeans. I weighed in at 146.4 lbs yesterday. I lost 22 lbs since early February. And I've been lifting recently. My body fat % is down, muscle mass % and water weight % is up. I still have visceral fat though. I've been fuckboymaxxing my wardrobe the last couple weeks. She hearts my selfie. And then sends me a pic of her flashing her tits at me. She asked me out on a date earlier today for tonight. Going to see the fireworks for Canada Day.
But I still miss my ex. I'm so sad that she's no longer mine. I'm afraid that I'm going to break this girl's heart because I'm still hung up on my ex.
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