I have no motivation to do anything whatsoever

[bignosesmallchin]

I sit in my room thinking about what I want to do but I just can't start. Like I'm literally such a pathetic fuck and have been this way since I was like 14, am 20 now, I had a few jobs and I was somehow able to get up and go to them, and I worked out for like 3 months and lost a ton of weight, but for about 8 months now I've been doing nothing and have become depressed again. I have nothing to keep me occupied and am stuck at home all day, I live in the fucking country and have no license so I can't leave my house, I just sit at home and rot all day. Seriously considering going to the doctor and getting on some meds, will they even help? I just wanna have the energy to go get a fucking job and start working out, not having a drivers license yet is probably a huge part of it, I literally am rotting away the best years of my life in my stinky fucking room. I hate myself

 

[Deleted member 18310]

bro I'm facing similar issues and I think I know why. You don't need to be on meds necessarily, but if you are diagnosed with depression they will help. the issue is dopamine. Currently, you are likely eating junk food, watching porn, scrolling online sites/using social media, all of which release high amounts of dopamine when done. When you do very low dopamine providing tasks such as reading, working out, going to a job, they feel extremely boring and pointless due to your brain expecting high dopamine activities. In high school I was always doing low dopamine activities- playing soccer, doing homework, going to the gym, reading, eating healthy etc. Now that I'm in college, I have more freedom and lost my discipline so I started eating junk food, watching a lot of porn, being addicted to online sites/social media like TikTok, and procrastinating. It's a terrible change, and I wish it on no one. I believe dopamine detox is our only salvation, but making the leap and sticking to low dopamine activities when you've been addicted to high dopamine activities for a while is going to be brutal. Best of luck to you sir

 

[Deleted member 5892]

I sit in my room thinking about what I want to do but I just can't start. Like I'm literally such a pathetic fuck and have been this way since I was like 14, am 20 now, I had a few jobs and I was somehow able to get up and go to them, and I worked out for like 3 months and lost a ton of weight, but for about 8 months now I've been doing nothing and have become depressed again. I have nothing to keep me occupied and am stuck at home all day, I live in the fucking country and have no license so I can't leave my house, I just sit at home and rot all day. Seriously considering going to the doctor and getting on some meds, will they even help? I just wanna have the energy to go get a fucking job and start working out, not having a drivers license yet is probably a huge part of it, I literally am rotting away the best years of my life in my stinky fucking room. I hate myself

We told what surgeries you needed. Now, get out of this forum theres no point in staying here. If you stay here, you will end up replacing irl social interactions with online interactions with narcy autists jfl so gtfo of this site, never come back (or only come back after uve had surgeries for ratings)

Also, take stuff like ritalin or cocaine and get a job

 

[Yellowskies]

I sit in my room thinking about what I want to do but I just can't start. Like I'm literally such a pathetic fuck and have been this way since I was like 14, am 20 now, I had a few jobs and I was somehow able to get up and go to them, and I worked out for like 3 months and lost a ton of weight, but for about 8 months now I've been doing nothing and have become depressed again. I have nothing to keep me occupied and am stuck at home all day, I live in the fucking country and have no license so I can't leave my house, I just sit at home and rot all day. Seriously considering going to the doctor and getting on some meds, will they even help? I just wanna have the energy to go get a fucking job and start working out, not having a drivers license yet is probably a huge part of it, I literally am rotting away the best years of my life in my stinky fucking room. I hate myself

Low t issues

 

[Mr.cope]

Go to college and meet some people
Community college is fine

 

[Deleted member 18494]

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[manlet cUnt]

find a purpose in life. if you can't find one i suggest you dopaminemaxx and live like a hedonist degen until yoyu OD on cocaine

 

[thereallegend]

Go to college and meet some people
Community college is fine

I went to college, got rejected by a mulatta ltb and dropped out due to depression