I have to record myself talking for an assignment

[Prøphet]

It’s so fucking over man, I’m so ugly and ND I keep psyching myself out before I even finish my first sentence seeing myself in the camera, how do I get over this block

 

[Prøphet]

It’s worth 20% of my grade wtf is wrong with my teacher nigga

 

[psychopathic]

I've done plenty of these things. Just stand far away I guess. For mine they wanted to see if I had confident posture and eye contact and all that, public speaking class if I'm remembering correctly. What's yours for? Does the camera have to be right up in your face?

 

[motionmantris]

It’s so fucking over man, I’m so ugly and ND I keep psyching myself out before I even finish my first sentence, how do I get over this block

brOOOOOOOOOtal playing ur signature while reading ts made me feel for u. Sry u gotta deal with ts bhaijan

 

[Prøphet]

I've done plenty of these things. Just stand far away I guess. For mine they wanted to see if I had confident posture and eye contact and all that, public speaking class if I'm remembering correctly. What's yours for? Does the camera have to be right up in your face?

Marketing class I should’ve never signed up for this bullshit

Yeah it does

 

[imontheloose]

turn it the other way so u neednt see urself in the moment. dont rewatch it. just submit it. ur teacher is mocking the subhumans of her class. shes wicked.

 

[Prøphet]

I tried using front camera so I don’t psych myself out but it makes my strabismus look 100x worse and also my assymetries

 

[Prøphet]

turn it the other way so u neednt see urself in the moment. dont rewatch it. just submit it. ur teacher is mocking the subhumans of her class. shes wicked.

I have strabismus, it looks so much more retarded and worse when I use front camera

 

[ascend_or_death]

It’s so fucking over man, I’m so ugly and ND I keep psyching myself out before I even finish my first sentence seeing myself in the camera, how do I get over this block

 

[imontheloose]

For mine they wanted to see if I had confident posture and eye contact and all that

bsc in speaking to normies from university of normfaggotry

 

[IronMike]

My dad always told me to be a man growing up, I'm glad he did

 

[motionmantris]

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Watch it buddy

 

[Prøphet]

My dad always told me to be a man growing up, I'm glad he did

Yeah mine did too but unfortunately I’m a genetic deadend and abused dog so it feels like a Herculean task to do even the most basic thing

 

[imontheloose]

I have strabismus, it looks so much more retarded and worse when I use front camera

cruel shit. shes gonna think ur a loser regardless. id throw a cup of coffee in her face tbh. most the bitches who do this r the module leaders n directly advocate for it so i feel no sympathy for them for mocking subhumans like this.

 

[IronMike]

Yeah minds did too but unfortunately I’m a genetic deadend and abused dog so it feels like a Herculean task to do even the most basic thing

i am too, maybe my ego is too big.

 

[motionmantris]

My dad always told me to be a man growing up, I'm glad he did

Only works if 700 dl test

 

[IronMike]

I have strabismus, it looks so much more retarded and worse when I use front camera

oh shit.....damn....people probably pity you

 

[StyIix]

It’s so fucking over man, I’m so ugly and ND I keep psyching myself out before I even finish my first sentence seeing myself in the camera, how do I get over this block

Over

 

[Prøphet]

cruel shit. shes gonna think ur a loser regardless. id throw a cup of coffee in her face tbh. most the bitches who do this r the module leaders n directly advocate for it so i feel no sympathy for them for mocking subhumans like this.

Yeah I don’t know why I care so fucking much what she thinks of me, I literally won’t ever see her again after this spring why do I fucking care so much about being perfect when I’m so imperfect?

 

[dictator]

just close ur eyes bro

 

[Prøphet]

oh shit.....damn....people probably pity you

I shouldn’t care so much, I think this is some mental thing that probably goes deeper, I care so much about doing perfect that it’s causing me pain, and I can’t control any of it, so why do I still care?

 

[Prøphet]

just close ur eyes bro

Too ND

 

[IronMike]

I shouldn’t care so much, I think this is some mental thing that probably goes deeper, I care so much about doing perfect that it’s causing me pain, and I can’t control any of it, so why do I still care?

with your eye condition, do people assume you are special needs on first introduction?

 

[imontheloose]

Yeah I don’t know why I care so fucking much what she thinks of me, I literally won’t ever see her again after this spring why do I fucking care so much about being perfect when I’m so imperfect?

that shit is cope. the thought of som1 laughing at ur video. at ur misfortune is horrible. no wonder inks go shooting up universities. she needs som1 to teach her a lesson. normies r cancer's personification.

 

[Prøphet]

with your eye condition, do people assume you are special needs on first introduction?

Yeah I’d say 80% of people do

I have a really bad esotropia, kinda like Frank tufano but even more severe, Ive had it since birth and went through my whole life with it, I think it’s why I’m so fucked up man

 

[IronMike]

Yeah I’d say 80% of people do

I have a really bad esotropia, kinda like Frank tufano but even more severe, Ive had it since birth and went through my whole life with it, I think it’s why I’m so fucked up man

You should wear shades.

Theres a guy who is cockeyed who works at my local walgreens, but he's genuinely retarded, and I genuinely hate him because he talks to each costumer and the line gets backed up

 

[Prøphet]

You should wear shades.

Theres a guy who is cockeyed who works at my local walgreens, but he's genuinely retarded, and I genuinely hate him because he talks to each costumer and the line gets backed up

I feel like it would be even more ND but idk

I wasn’t allowed to get surgery because my parents told me it doesn’t matter how I look and god gave it to me for a reason, so I started looking for surgery the second I turned 18 and half a year later I’m still fucking waiting this is what my every day life I’m so miserable

 

[IronMike]

I feel like it would be even more ND idk

I wasn’t allowed to get surgery because my parents told me it doesn’t matter how I look and god gave it to me for a reason, so I started looking for surgery the second I turned 18 and half a year later I’m still waiting

You should cut your parents off, or only see them as little as possible. They ruined your life with blue pill BS

 

[Prøphet]

You should cut your parents off, or only see them as little as possible. They ruined your life with blue pill BS

I’m so weak that I can’t help but forgive or my conscience tortures me

But anyways I’m fucking freaking out man, I’m deadass gonna cry if I try to do this video one more time it hurts me so much to look at my face and just know to my very core how many problems it’s caused me, it distracts me from what I’m talking about and nukes my confidence into shame, but at the same time if I don’t do it I’ll fail the class so god fucking damn it I hate my life

 

[Prøphet]

Bro I just fucked up again holy shit I’m never gonna be able to do this

 

[Deleted member 106862]

brOOOOOOOOOtal playing ur signature while reading ts made me feel for u. Sry u gotta deal with ts bhaijan

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[Bugmaxxed]

Wear an anonymous hacker mask to max out your charisma and coolness

 

[motionmantris]

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