I HAVE ZERO INSPIRATION TO DO ANYTHING...

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Spiritualcell

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I'm in a situation where inspiration has become a rare commodity. It's an issue of creative stagnation. My area of interest, particularly in game development and character 3d modeling, is facing a drought of ideas.

I've tried various methods to spark some creativity. I've looked into AI-generated images and descriptions, searched online for anything that could kickstart my imagination, and browsed numerous artistic platforms. None of these have worked. The problem is more profound – it's not just about not finding something interesting; it's about nothing feeling worth the effort to pursue.

There's a persistent sense of frustration. I'm surrounded by a world rich in potential inspiration, yet everything seems bland and uninteresting. It's like being thirsty in an ocean of saltwater. I know I need to create, to feel that drive again, but the inspiration isn't coming.

I'm not writing this looking for sympathy or easy answers. I'm more interested in knowing if anyone else has been in this void of creativity and how they managed to climb out of it, if at all. Any practical advice or shared experiences would be nice.

I feel completely swamped by my own inability to function properly. The constant struggle leaves me utterly drained.
While part of me longs for a more functional mindset, I've reached a point where I don't harbor any particular desires.
It simply is the way it is.

This gif is an accurate reflection of my current mental state:
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@0hMan, @Lmao, @NumbThePain, @Gengar, @Emeraldglass

Please ban me.
 
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Just make a triple A porn game for coomers
 
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Just make a triple A porn game for coomers
i pirated this poorly optimized hentai game and it destroyed my graphics card, laptop has never recovered since that incident
 
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i pirated this poorly optimized hentai game and it destroyed my graphics card, laptop has never recovered since that incident
Naughty boy, hope u learned ur lesson
 
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I'm in a situation where inspiration has become a rare commodity. It's an issue of creative stagnation. My area of interest, particularly in game development and character 3d modeling, is facing a drought of ideas.

I've tried various methods to spark some creativity. I've looked into AI-generated images and descriptions, searched online for anything that could kickstart my imagination, and browsed numerous artistic platforms. None of these have worked. The problem is more profound – it's not just about not finding something interesting; it's about nothing feeling worth the effort to pursue.

There's a persistent sense of frustration. I'm surrounded by a world rich in potential inspiration, yet everything seems bland and uninteresting. It's like being thirsty in an ocean of saltwater. I know I need to create, to feel that drive again, but the inspiration isn't coming.

I'm not writing this looking for sympathy or easy answers. I'm more interested in knowing if anyone else has been in this void of creativity and how they managed to climb out of it, if at all. Any practical advice or shared experiences would be nice.

I feel completely swamped by my own inability to function properly. The constant struggle leaves me utterly drained.
While part of me longs for a more functional mindset, I've reached a point where I don't harbor any particular desires.
It simply is the way it is.

This gif is an accurate reflection of my current mental state:
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Just make a triple A porn game for coomers
Yeah, I've been thinking of doing that for years.
It's an insanely profitable idea.

I'm talking 1 million in revenue, and the game would take 6 months max to make.

But I'm just not motivated to do it.


I'm utterly defeated at this point.
Even reading that link you sent me is too much effort.
 
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Yeah, I've been thinking of doing that for years.
It's an insanely profitable idea.

I'm talking 1 million in revenue, and the game would take 6 months max to make.

But I'm just not motivated to do it.



I'm utterly defeated at this point.
Even reading that link you sent me is too much effort.
then you shall dig your own grave.

i feel bad, but none can save but for themself. its up to you. for better or worse, you will pave that path.

one thing i can assure, if you linger in that sentiment, you have already lost and will remain stagnant and defeated as the sands of time perish.
 
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then you shall dig your own grave.

i feel bad, but none can save but for themself. its up to you. for better or worse, you will pave that path.

one thing i can assure, if you linger in that sentiment, you have already lost and will remain stagnant and defeated as the sands of time perish.
I'm aware.
I think I've what's called 'learned helplessness'.
I kept failing repeatedly despite trying new solutions. As a result, my confidence in my self-discipline plummeted, leading me to abandon efforts in looksmaxxing. It's been about 9 months since I last worked out.

Shifting my focus, I tried to moneymaxx through game development. However, now, even my motivation in this area has been waning for the past 3 months.

You might assume I didn't try hard enough, but that's far from the truth. I've sought psychiatric help, received several diagnoses, and tried medications like ADHD stimulants. I've even resorted to purchasing pharmaceutical drugs online that weren't prescribed to me.

I've tried various self-help methods like meditation and blocking distracting websites in a way that's hard to reverse. I've experimented with hardmaxxing like daily HGH injections for two months and I self-performed loboplasty without anesthesia.

To eliminate distractions, I completely stopped playing video games, something I haven't done in 9 months. I'm regularly seeing a psychologist and also briefly adopted a healthy diet supplemented with numerous nutritional supplements. I even bought a whole home gym to avoid public gyms.

Despite attempting nearly every self-improvement strategy, I feel hopeless. Every effort, even a simple push-up, feels overwhelmingly uncomfortable.

At this point, I believe external intervention is necessary for change. Being placed in a controlled environment like a prison or psychiatric ward might be the only way to initiate this transformation.

Spiritualcell
 
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I hate everyone in these forums life mogging me. @Pikabro @Gengar life mog me hard. Bhais I wish I could be in your your shoes
 
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Yeah, I've been thinking of doing that for years.
It's an insanely profitable idea.

I'm talking 1 million in revenue, and the game would take 6 months max to make.

But I'm just not motivated to do it.



I'm utterly defeated at this point.
Even reading that link you sent me is too much effort.
Watch David goggins brooo :soy: :soy:
I'm aware.
I think I've what's called 'learned helplessness'.
I kept failing repeatedly despite trying new solutions. As a result, my confidence in my self-discipline plummeted, leading me to abandon efforts in looksmaxxing. It's been about 9 months since I last worked out.

Shifting my focus, I tried to moneymaxx through game development. However, now, even my motivation in this area has been waning for the past 3 months.

You might assume I didn't try hard enough, but that's far from the truth. I've sought psychiatric help, received several diagnoses, and tried medications like ADHD stimulants. I've even resorted to purchasing pharmaceutical drugs online that weren't prescribed to me.

I've tried various self-help methods like meditation and blocking distracting websites in a way that's hard to reverse. I've experimented with hardmaxxing like daily HGH injections for two months and I self-performed loboplasty without anesthesia.

To eliminate distractions, I completely stopped playing video games, something I haven't done in 9 months. I'm regularly seeing a psychologist and also briefly adopted a healthy diet supplemented with numerous nutritional supplements. I even bought a whole home gym to avoid public gyms.

Despite attempting nearly every self-improvement strategy, I feel hopeless. Every effort, even a simple push-up, feels overwhelmingly uncomfortable.

At this point, I believe external intervention is necessary for change. Being placed in a controlled environment like a prison or psychiatric ward might be the only way to initiate this transformation.

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you are very articulate boyo
 
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I'm aware.
I think I've what's called 'learned helplessness'.
I kept failing repeatedly despite trying new solutions. As a result, my confidence in my self-discipline plummeted, leading me to abandon efforts in looksmaxxing. It's been about 9 months since I last worked out.

Shifting my focus, I tried to moneymaxx through game development. However, now, even my motivation in this area has been waning for the past 3 months.

You might assume I didn't try hard enough, but that's far from the truth. I've sought psychiatric help, received several diagnoses, and tried medications like ADHD stimulants. I've even resorted to purchasing pharmaceutical drugs online that weren't prescribed to me.

I've tried various self-help methods like meditation and blocking distracting websites in a way that's hard to reverse. I've experimented with hardmaxxing like daily HGH injections for two months and I self-performed loboplasty without anesthesia.

To eliminate distractions, I completely stopped playing video games, something I haven't done in 9 months. I'm regularly seeing a psychologist and also briefly adopted a healthy diet supplemented with numerous nutritional supplements. I even bought a whole home gym to avoid public gyms.

Despite attempting nearly every self-improvement strategy, I feel hopeless. Every effort, even a simple push-up, feels overwhelmingly uncomfortable.

At this point, I believe external intervention is necessary for change. Being placed in a controlled environment like a prison or psychiatric ward might be the only way to initiate this transformation.

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u feel this often or just today? if former, ive found just forcing myself to get started, like first 2 mins of task very helpful. like if i essay due, ill say ill just write 2 mins of content, but then i find later ill have been working for an hr coz im like ye why not.

ye we all have bad days, on those just gotta be disciplined. surely u can revert to ur prior state. remind urself pros of this dream like u making alot of money off video game development( lmk in few yrs if wanna hire me etc jfl i study CS), cons of if u dont do it like forever lost dream, working 9-5 u hate etc. we are driven by expected reward or pain( the former is stronger, wny u turn into beast last day essay is due), u can utilise this prinicple to be in that last day essay due state permanently.

dont waste ur time here, i see u giving alot of reacts to others, frequently online. indulge pleasures at end of day after work.

leechblock extension set limit last 30 mins before u usually sleep, n have ur sexy sister set a password to make it harder to rid. she checks every few weeks, if u deleted the extension she will kick your balls 5 times as punishment or sum like that.

start day off day well with some pushups n electrolyte drink than immediate .org, usually that positivity will roll over to rest of day too.

eat good diet, sun etc to be high t, that helps alot with drive n discipline too.

learned helpness. let go of the guilt, be stoic as the past no longer serves u and iss forever gone. nothing changing u to be new now than urself. ur new person in next second.

gl, remain very spiritual

//sanju
 
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You got to try and do something man
 
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