I haven't slept at night for 8 days

[Mizi44]

Right, you're the dude who's mysterious about his brown side.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Yes Polish 50% and 50% Brown it was a curse at first but now it's a. Sick blessing so exotic

similarly to @Orka then.. that guy is 50% polish and 50% italian, crazy mix IMO

Well even if he was wrong, do you think I'm gonna tell a swole mfer he's wrong? HELL NO!

Im telling you he's wrong just so you know

 

[Gengar]

similarly to @Orka then.. that guy is 50% polish and 50% italian, crazy mix IMO



Im telling you he's wrong just so you know

Okay bhais, I'm gonna watch a j-dorama and then sleep in a few mins. See you guys later. Have fun at school today, Larry!

 

[Mizi44]

similarly to @Orka then.. that guy is 50% polish and 50% italian, crazy mix IMO



Im telling you he's wrong just so you know

Mine is 50% bad brown tho but it somehow ended up positively i was such an subhuman when i was young but im happy with my looks now I like them alot but hope i can ascend beyond

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Okay bhais, I'm gonna watch a j-dorama and then sleep in a few mins. See you guys later. Have fun at school today, Larry!

Thank you, have fun aswell and hope you sleep well.

 

[Mizi44]

Okay bhais, I'm gonna watch a j-dorama and then sleep in a few mins. See you guys later. Have fun at school today, Larry!

We got holidays in Germany 2 weeks

 

[Mizi44]

Okay bhais, I'm gonna watch a j-dorama and then sleep in a few mins. See you guys later. Have fun at school today, Larry!

You too bro

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

What did u even run on

Coffee

 

[flyman123]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

I feel u bro. Insomnia is hell. Try getting Mirtazapine perscribed its heaven sent tbh.

And get sunlight as early as possible. Hope u get over this aswell

 

[PeakIncels]

have you tried, doing an all nighter to reset? you need to fix your sleep in the weekend, it's pointless to try in school days, in that time you must resist and get the most sleep, doesn't matter how.

 

[.Cx]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

I'm late on this post.
Please don't do bezos unless you have to absolutely have too many of my friends lives were ruined overnight by them.
I truly truly hope you can get better without them, you must be very hesitant and weary if they are prescribed to you.
This is not a game, please try to your most sober ability to sleep without them bro please.
Things can go wrong very fast .
We don't know each other but hear my words brother.
Wishing the best for you!

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I'm late on this post.
Please don't do bezos unless you have to absolutely have too many of my friends lives were ruined overnight by them.
I truly truly hope you can get better without them, you must be very hesitant and weary if they are prescribed to you.
This is not a game, please try to your most sober ability to sleep without them bro please.
Things can go wrong very fast .
We don't know each other but hear my words brother.
Wishing the best for you!

Thank you for your worry but i am very aware of the risks. You don't have to be worried about me.

me and gengar both take benzos when necessary and we are smart users of them so they don't completely ruin us.

Thank you very very much for the kind words, i have family that was ruined by benzos so i know what it's like.

 

[emogymmaxx]

i deadass think its org ive been the same way

 

[emogymmaxx]

im getting benzos tomorrow probably
lets hope we stay sane

 

[.Cx]

Thank you for your worry but i am very aware of the risks. You don't have to be worried about me.

me and gengar both take benzos when necessary and we are smart users of them so they don't completely ruin us.

Thank you very very much for the kind words, i have family that was ruined by benzos so i know what it's like.

Okay bro im not one to tell you what to do, you sound like you know what your doing .
I stand by what I said I hope you bear well!

 

[Daddy's Home]

caused mainly by chronic stress and past trauma

What are the reasons why you suffered from this as a child? It wasn't genetic, was it, like there should be some external triggering factors, right?

I feel really sorry for you Larry, especially since I'm a person who prioritizes sleep a lot, and if I don't get at least 6 hours of sleep a night, I feel pretty dysfunctional/tired all day long..

Not only that, but lack of sleep is by far the most looksmin aspect, bc the body doesn't regenerate + the under eye area is getting fucked..

 

[OxyFanNigga]

woah your username got way brighter and your profile picture got way sluttier

what is up with that lol

 

[OxyFanNigga]

What are the reasons why you suffered from this as a child? It wasn't genetic, was it, like there should be some external triggering factors, right?

I feel really sorry for you Larry, especially since I'm a person who prioritizes sleep a lot, and if I don't get at least 6 hours of sleep a night, I feel pretty dysfunctional/tired all day long..

Not only that, but lack of sleep is by far the most looksmin aspect, bc the body doesn't regenerate + the under eye area is getting fucked..

what ethnicity are you faggot?

 

[Daddy's Home]

what ethnicity are you faggot?

White, and I'm not a faggot

Why do you ask?

 

[BigBallsLarry]

What are the reasons why you suffered from this as a child? It wasn't genetic, was it, like there should be some external triggering factors, right?

Oh man it's a lot.. I don't know if i have the mental capacity to explain it all to a "stranger" (internet best friend) without sounding like an attention whore..

woah your username got way brighter and your profile picture got way sluttier

what is up with that lol

My picture is calmer than before i feel like.. But the username color is old @Daddy's Home color. Was entrusted to me for safekeeping measures.

 

[Boyoshutup]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

Just take a xan and sleep like a kid

 

[Daddy's Home]

Oh man it's a lot.. I don't know if i have the mental capacity to explain it all to a "stranger" (internet best friend) without sounding like an attention whore..

Well, you're from Poland, I'm from Romania, practically the same culture and civilization, because we all know how things are here with us regarding abusive parents, abusive relatives, narcissistic parents, alcoholic parents, domestic violence, violence against children, sexual abuse, manipulation, the continuous maintenance of a state of fear and control etc. or even bullying at school or in the neighborhood..

These are not things that are easy to talk about or open up about publicly, we don't even do it with other people in real life, so I'm not surprised by your reticence on this subject, it's normal..

If you want, you can summarize everything in just a few more general words, like "my parents weren't very supportive and didn't really treat me well," or "I wasn't exactly the coolest guy in school, and the other kids had a problem with that", to just have a general idea about the subject..

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Well, you're from Poland, I'm from Romania, practically the same culture and civilization, because we all know how things are here with us regarding abusive parents, abusive relatives, narcissistic parents, alcoholic parents, domestic violence, violence against children, sexual abuse, manipulation, the continuous maintenance of a state of fear and control etc. or even bullying at school or in the neighborhood..

These are not things that are easy to talk about or open up about publicly, we don't even do it with other people in real life, so I'm not surprised by your reticence on this subject, it's normal..

If you want, you can summarize everything in just a few more general words, like "my parents weren't very supportive and didn't really treat me well," or "I wasn't exactly the coolest guy in school, and the other kids had a problem with that", to just have a general idea about the subject..

I won't explain it in general worlds, i already opened up to peakincels a lot so i view this forum as a safe space, and don't generally mind sharing these things. I'm glad you understand I'm not having attention needing behaviours.

My mother had mental issues and was very abusive, but i doubt that contributed anything to my night issues, if it did then it did only subtly.

The real issue, is that for some reason, at night as a child i used to have a lot of problems. From ages 1-12 I'd have vivid hallucinations, panic attacks (like i mentioned earlier in the thread), sleepwalking in which i did very bad things (like break stuff or come close to killing myself) which was usually rewarded with more abuse.

These things have slowed and practically disappeared during puberty. I could never figured out why it happened, and can't to this day.

What stayed was:

chronic stress and trauma

I can barely close my eyes at night, and if i succeed it comes with panicking and evaluated heart beat.

I'm over-responsive during it aswell, i hear everything, including breathing from my downstairs neighbor and the running water in the pipes in my bathroom walls.

I can't stay in a dark room aswell, i always need a light source that allows me to see everything around me clearly. One time when the power went out, i almost started an entire apartment fire trying to start a makeshift campfire with a lighter and plastic water bottles because i was THAT afraid of the dark.

It's awful, and because of it i can never sleep, and if i can it's off of drugs or in the day where for some reason my mind is more calm, but it's still rare.

 

[Daddy's Home]

at night as a child i used to have a lot of problems. From ages 1-12 I'd have vivid hallucinations, panic attacks (like i mentioned earlier in the thread), sleepwalking in which i did very bad things (like break stuff or come close to killing myself)

I can barely close my eyes at night, and if i succeed it comes with panicking and evaluated heart beat.

I'm over-responsive during it aswell, i hear everything, including breathing from my downstairs neighbor and the running water in the pipes in my bathroom walls.

I can't stay in a dark room aswell, i always need a light source that allows me to see everything around me clearly. One time when the power went out, i almost started an entire apartment fire trying to start a makeshift campfire with a lighter and plastic water bottles because i was THAT afraid of the dark.

It's awful, and because of it i can never sleep, and if i can it's off of drugs or in the day where for some reason my mind is more calm, but it's still rare.

I have never heard of such symptoms in general in my life, let alone heard of a real person suffering from something like this

Do you have a family history, grandparents, or cousins, etc. who suffer from similar symptoms? So is like something genetic/hereditary?
These symptoms sound like something that affects less than 1-3% of the planet's population

Isn't there a general disease name for all these behaviors and reactions, and a treatment that fixed these things at some point when you were a child (or now, a teenager)?

Modern medicine can't treat the cause, they just give you classic sleep medications to keep you relatively functional, that's all?

I don't know how you can have a normal life like this, be able to pay attention in school, be able to behave normally in society, possibly have a job, to sleep in the same room and bed with a girlfriend etc. (in terms of energy/mood and ambition to do things that require effort)

It's no wonder now that I see you online on the forum almost 24/7, at any hour..

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Well, you're from Poland, I'm from Romania, practically the same culture and civilization, because we all know how things are here with us regarding abusive parents, abusive relatives, narcissistic parents, alcoholic parents, domestic violence, violence against children, sexual abuse, manipulation, the continuous maintenance of a state of fear and control etc. or even bullying at school or in the neighborhood..

These are not things that are easy to talk about or open up about publicly, we don't even do it with other people in real life, so I'm not surprised by your reticence on this subject, it's normal..

If you want, you can summarize everything in just a few more general words, like "my parents weren't very supportive and didn't really treat me well," or "I wasn't exactly the coolest guy in school, and the other kids had a problem with that", to just have a general idea about the subject..

Also, thank you for the very nice and reassuring words. I am very happy and lucky to have people like you around, even if we just know eachother off of anonymous forums.

It's really, really, really comforting, thank you, really.

I have never heard of such symptoms in general in my life, let alone heard of a real person suffering from something like this

Do you have a family history, grandparents, or cousins, etc. who suffer from similar symptoms? So is like something genetic/hereditary?
These symptoms sound like something that affects less than 1-3% of the planet's population

Isn't there a general disease name for all these behaviors and reactions, and a treatment that fixed these things at some point when you were a child (or now, a teenager)?

Modern medicine can't treat the cause, they just give you classic sleep medications to keep you relatively functional, that's all?

I don't know how you can have a normal life like this, be able to pay attention in school, be able to behave normally in society, possibly have a job, to sleep in the same room and bed with a girlfriend etc. (in terms of energy/mood and ambition to do things that require effort)

It's no wonder now that I see you online on the forum almost 24/7, at any hour..

From what i know, my mother and her parents (my grandparents) have a history of mental illnesses, but it's mainly things like bipolarity and chronic depression.

I have no idea about a name. My father and i were running around psychiatrists, therapists, psychologists, doctors etc. all my childhood. I only got diagnosed with autism, ADHD and depression through those visits, never anything else, which doesn't explain my symptoms at all.

I try my best to function, but im very close to just giving up on it all. If you go on my profile, you can find some of my conversations with peakincels if you scroll a bit, they describe my situation more. Despite what you might think i don't function normally in society at all and don't have any energy/mood to do things that require effort. I basically don't do anything and if i do it it's because I'm forced to. I used to do things and aspire for high goals, but those times have long passed and it doesn't get better with each passing day.

Having a girlfriend is nothing insane. She's very supportive and i appreciate her support, but i really feel bad for her because she has to endure me and eventually endure worse things because of me.

 

[aDifferentPerspect]

Insomnia kills!

 

[OxyFanNigga]

Oh man it's a lot.. I don't know if i have the mental capacity to explain it all to a "stranger" (internet best friend) without sounding like an attention whore..


My picture is calmer than before i feel like.. But the username color is old @Daddy's Home color. Was entrusted to me for safekeeping measures.

 

[Daddy's Home]

Also, thank you for the very nice and reassuring words. I am very happy and lucky to have people like you around, even if we just know eachother off of anonymous forums.

It's really, really, really comforting, thank you, really.

You're welcome Larry, I'm glad it makes you feel better!

I only got diagnosed with autism, ADHD and depression

Jesus, that's bad enough in itself, so many diagnoses, let alone the sleep problems..

I try my best to function, but im very close to just giving up on it all.

Despite what you might think i don't function normally in society at all and don't have any energy/mood to do things that require effort.

Yeah, that's what I was thinking, I don't know how you can have a normal life like this, go out, want to do things, etc. it seems like you're always conditioned to be in the comfort of your home. Many people already find it hard to find the energy and desire to do this without any sleep problems..

Having a girlfriend is nothing insane.

Given your diagnoses and your background, I still find it incredible that you manage to do this, to have a relationship with a girl. You must be a guy with a very good personality to keep her around..


Does she also have certain problems like depression/ADHD, etc. or is she perfectly normal?

She's very supportive and i appreciate her support, but i really feel bad for her because she has to endure me and eventually endure worse things because of me.

Girls are willing to do anything and endure anything if we connect with them emotionally and find a safe space in us,

Unfortunately, I personally have a completely opposite and somewhat destructive view, I also spoke to ChatGPT about this..

I'm not willing to commit to a girl, even if there have been girls who have offered me attention, until I feel like I can give 100% of myself (in terms of resources especially and stability, that dose of predictable comfort, etc.), because otherwise I think that:

1. The relationship is useless, it won't work in the long term, and I'm wasting the girl's time, who in that time could find someone who already had these things, because I would need to promise her things that I don't know if I will ever get (a home of my own, a car, a stable job, support from my parents, etc.), in case she accepts me as I am now and wants to build things together

2. I don't like to lie or lose my aura, so I prefer not to commit it than to fake a status/position in life that I don't have now, or say that I will have it in the future, or promise things that I'm not 100% sure will happen, just to disappoint someone who trusted me, just to get some pussy..

The problem is that time passes, I'm getting older, and I don't feel like things are getting better, or will get better to the extent I want them to (thank you to the economy and the job market), unless I change something absolutely radically (like moving to another country), but even then I have no certainty

It is in this context that it is painful when I see friends / people on the street in a situation perhaps worse than me, who look uglier than me, who have fewer resources, etc. but who still have girlfriends, just because they are normies / have a low level of self-awareness, and they don't care what happens in the medium or long term, etc.

They don't care that the relationship won't work at some point, that they are wasting the girl's time, etc. (I personally could never be in a relationship thinking that this could happen)

But it's painful when family members or friends who have girlfriends ask me when and if I'll have a girlfriend too, because they see me as a really cool guy, with a cool job, athletic, good at sports, smart, etc. and I have to tell them no, and probably not in the near future..

I discussed all this with ChatGPT, whether what I'm doing is bad, whether what people around me are doing is normal, etc. and he told me that I should basically not give a shit about girls (lol?), to live in the present, just enjoy them and the pussy and the rest of the benefits, because I'm getting older, nothing is guaranteed, normal people don't care that relationships is going to end at some point bc of factors outside of their control more or less, that they only enjoy the moment now, that they look for another girlfriend afterwards, etc.

Unfortunately, I can't think in this way, or do something like that to a girl.. sorry ChatGPT.. but it doesn't characterize me..

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Does she also have certain problems like depression/ADHD, etc. or is she perfectly normal?

She's perfectly normal, a little to normal infact. Almost a perfect person, i have no idea how she likes me at all.

and he told me that I should basically not give a shit about girls

As stupid as it sounds, i agree.

There's 0 reason to care about this unless you will find comfort, peace or happiness in it. If it won't, then why bother? It'll only be a waste of time, just like you said.

There are many people that live way better lives because they don't care about finding a partner or forming deeper level connections at all.

It seems like you care, but you just aren't ready yet, and that's okay, you should take all the time you need.

I know it's not exactly wise to take advice from a 17 year old, but that's really how i think about it. Just do what you feel is right, don't lose yourself over other people and the views of others. The world is yours to shape, because you live in your eyes.

 

[Swancel]

I had a nap yesterday during the day since I have a cold & it was enjoyable.

 

[OxyFanNigga]

White, and I'm not a faggot

Why do you ask?

your totally not a faggot haha nice profile picture nice bolding italics nice intentionally craffted online personale utilizing the imagery of some dumb cumwhore nice faggot loser simp adopting her whorisms as his prominence on a hellscape die seven trillion times if you'd be so kind

 

[OxyFanNigga]

I had a nap yesterday during the day since I have a cold & it was enjoyable.

i have killed swans before it was cathartic btw

 

[OxyFanNigga]

She's perfectly normal, a little to normal infact. Almost a perfect person, i have no idea how she likes me at all.



As stupid as it sounds, i agree.

There's 0 reason to care about this unless you will find comfort, peace or happiness in it. If it won't, then why bother? It'll only be a waste of time, just like you said.

There are many people that live way better lives because they don't care about finding a partner or forming deeper level connections at all.

It seems like you care, but you just aren't ready yet, and that's okay, you should take all the time you need.

I know it's not exactly wise to take advice from a 17 year old, but that's really how i think about it. Just do what you feel is right, don't lose yourself over other people and the views of others. The world is yours to shape, because you live in your eyes.

this palefaced cumslutwhore and your fucking sparkling bright name you payed money for are what im criticizing its like you are the god of india

 

[Orka]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

i know bringing up ur girl might start getting annoying but cant you ask her to come over and sleep with her or something

i heard sleeping with people makes you fall asleep quicker?

 

[Daddy's Home]

i have no idea how she likes me at all.

As stupid as it sounds, i agree.

No, you misunderstood, he said not to care about them, meaning how they might feel during the relationship, the fact that the relationship might not work out, that I might disappoint them, etc.

Basically, just to use them for as long as the relationship lasts, then not to care when it doesn't work out, to look for another relationship afterwards, etc. because that's what normal people do (He didn't tell me not to care in the sense that I shouldn't want a relationship in the first place bc girls / relationships are optional or smt, lol, not in this way.. Quite the opposite, he said to seek relationships, to experiment, to live in the present, etc.)

but you just aren't ready yet, and that's okay, you should take all the time you need.

That's what I was talking about with ChatGPT

You don't really have time, it's relative, you're constantly getting older

You don't really have resources, either you have them or someone else does, it's simple, we're not in communism where we all have the same resources

It's the same with that cute girl you see on the street in your first year of high school

Either you go and talk to her and you have a relationship with her, or someone else will, she won't stay there alone forever, waiting for you... there will always be someone else for her instead of you..

The world is yours to shape, because you live in your eyes.

Shape your life, until I am born into a family of retarded parents who cannot support me, I have no brothers or sisters, I am born in a small town that is depopulating in a country that is depopulating

I am forced to move to a larger city with more opportunities for university, alone, I am forced to start from level 1, rent, entry-level jobs, etc., and I dream of level 99 with a car and a house, but the social, political, and economic context of the country/continent does not help me and blocks me indefinitely, but the years are passing, while I see my friends born in the big city, who were born into good families with resources and supportive parents, who use their connections to provide them with good jobs, who are younger than me, have their own house, their own car, and already have a girlfriend, and then they ask me, knowing that I am smarter and cooler than them, "Do you have a girlfriend?" and I am like..

 

[Aryan Incel]

Nothing much more to say tbh, i cannot fall asleep at all, my mind doesn't allow me to.

I've had short naps at day where i uncontrollably fell asleep because of lack of sleep. Which is good because it allows me to atleast slightly function.

The day is basically miserable, im too tired to do anything - clean, school, hang out, cook, sleep and not to even mention the gym. And even if i wanted to rest my brain doesn't want me to

I have to wait probably 1-2 weeks before i can get a prescription for benzos (or other medication if my doctor changes his mind), untill then i have to endure

@PeakIncels @Gengar @Orka @Bryce @Luca_.

Why don’t you buy the drugs online? Ik it will probably not come for a few days/ weeks but at least you’d get a couple extra days of sleep. Also you should make a stockpile of them to prevent this happening again. Sorry to hear about this though

 

[idk769876]

only choice atp tbh

i dont wanna go to school but gotta thug that out aswell

school is meaningless and pointless but all my family and peers peer pressure me into it instead of LDARing and waiting to die

What grade are you bro?

 

[BigBallsLarry]

That's what I was talking about with ChatGPT

You don't really have time, it's relative, you're constantly getting older

You don't really have resources, either you have them or someone else does, it's simple, we're not in communism where we all have the same resources

It's the same with that cute girl you see on the street in your first year of high school

Either you go and talk to her and you have a relationship with her, or someone else will, she won't stay there alone forever, waiting for you... there will always be someone else for her instead of you..



Shape your life, until I am born into a family of retarded parents who cannot support me, I have no brothers or sisters, I am born in a small town that is depopulating in a country that is depopulating

I am forced to move to a larger city with more opportunities for university, alone, I am forced to start from level 1, rent, entry-level jobs, etc., and I dream of level 99 with a car and a house, but the social, political, and economic context of the country/continent does not help me and blocks me indefinitely, but the years are passing, while I see my friends born in the big city, who were born into good families with resources and supportive parents, who use their connections to provide them with good jobs, who are younger than me, have their own house, their own car, and already have a girlfriend, and then they ask me, knowing that I am smarter and cooler than them, "Do you have a girlfriend?" and I am like..

Sounds like shit, i can see how you feel now. I guess nobody on this site truly has a good life huh.

I hope you find your peace someday, somewhere, somehow. Time IS limited, extremely even, but that doesn't mean that you should rush into anything, especially something as important as love or relationships.

And yeah, with the shaping your life thing, you're right. Man, like, i was trying to be comforting you know, but we're the same, there's no escaping nihilism, we both grasp the concepts of life and know how disgusting and unfair it is, so what can we even do?

You can either go forward, or come to a sudden stop - i guess that's one way to "shape" your world. The illusion of choice is struggling to live or not living at all, but is struggling to live even living in the first place?

It all feels extremely complicated, but in the end we all die, and in the end, the goal of life, is to find your peace and die.

So by hoping, and wishing you peace, i wish you the best in life, you deserve it, as you seem like a truly kind and caring person.

I hope one day we will both find it. Knowledge is a curse, but maybe one day we will experience the happiness of one that isn't cursed with it - although i don't have hopes for myself, but i do for you.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

What grade are you bro?

I don't know how to phrase it, "grading" in Poland is completely different than a typical grading system

I guess it would translate to the 12th grade.

 

[idk769876]

I don't know how to phrase it, "grading" in Poland is completely different than a typical grading system

I guess it would translate to the 12th grade.

Alr man. I just hope the best with your sleep.

 

[ikramy]

Really? Is there a reason?

Yah, idk why I just can’t sleep at night