i just always feel so bad fuck this

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i just feel and do nothing all day this shit sucks, everything feels so meaningless i dont feel anything all day
all i feel is sadness from my thoughts and if i laugh i just immediately remember how bad i feel and just go back to feeling nothing
the only moment i feel good things is at night when i hug my pillow and close my eyes thinking about this stupid beautiful girl in my avi that ive never even spoken to and is ugly now like a corny retard and fall asleep

even when i become an hectamillionaire, better looking, get foids or taller or whatever bullshit, it just feels like its always gonna suck and i cant even speak to anyone because they cant fucking understand me fuck

i just wish i had a happier baseline or felt like something matters, ik u cant be happy all the time but at least feel good as a baseline : (, im not gonna rope but if i thought there was an afterlife maybe i would
 
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start coping by hitting the gym or playing a sport or some shit that’s what I do
 
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fucked up shit is that you're right
when you feel a certain way, shit just fucking sucks

but, we're still animals
once you slay some girls, go out with friends and chat shit, reality stops existing
reality is the source of all those feelings
but social activities, in the moment make reality disappear enough to feel good
 
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start coping by hitting the gym or playing a sport or some shit that’s what I do
i do but the thoughts are always there

fucked up shit is that you're right
when you feel a certain way, shit just fucking sucks

but, we're still animals
once you slay some girls, go out with friends and chat shit, reality stops existing
reality is the source of all those feelings
but social activities, in the moment make reality disappear enough to feel good
you cant be with friends or fucking all the time, and even most people arent even fun to be around including the girls
 
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i do but the thoughts are always there


you cant be with friends or fucking all the time, and even most people arent even fun to be around including the girls
correct, that's why reality kind of fucking sucks
but, there exists the mechanism if somethings are reocurring enough, they give you something to look forward to

back to the animal shit, feelings are purely chemicals in your brain
and the way those chemicals react are sometimes more simple than we'd like to think
direct eye contact with human beings you are close to, hugs, etc, activate your chemicals to make you feel good

butof course,the world is now not a physical thing, it's a virtual thing so those chemicals can't be activated anymore so easily
 
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Go for a long walk fella
 
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i just feel and do nothing all day this shit sucks, everything feels so meaningless i dont feel anything all day
all i feel is sadness from my thoughts and if i laugh i just immediately remember how bad i feel and just go back to feeling nothing
the only moment i feel good things is at night when i hug my pillow and close my eyes thinking about this stupid beautiful girl in my avi that ive never even spoken to and is ugly now like a corny retard and fall asleep

even when i become an hectamillionaire, better looking, get foids or taller or whatever bullshit, it just feels like its always gonna suck and i cant even speak to anyone because they cant fucking understand me fuck

i just wish i had a happier baseline or felt like something matters, ik u cant be happy all the time but at least feel good as a baseline : (, im not gonna rope but if i thought there was an afterlife maybe i would
i heavily relate to the desire to be understood and loved for who i am, the unfortunate thing is this version of yourself will never be loved and understood by someone else, your evolved outer persona may,but you are the only one who can truly love and gain understanding of yourself
correct, that's why reality kind of fucking sucks
but, there exists the mechanism if somethings are reocurring enough, they give you something to look forward to

back to the animal shit, feelings are purely chemicals in your brain
and the way those chemicals react are sometimes more simple than we'd like to think
direct eye contact with human beings you are close to, hugs, etc, activate your chemicals to make you feel good

butof course,the world is now not a physical thing, it's a virtual thing so those chemicals can't be activated anymore so easily
retarded athiest advice that makes people kill themselves the world is spiritual real and powerful your feelings matter and have real effect on the world and your life
 
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Go for a long walk fella
best advice ever long walks temporarily cure all mental ailments especially nd traits also stare at the sun a lil bit
 
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I'm kinda obsessed with my face and body

Every time i get a slight compliment it makes my whole week

got called handsome yesterday

So today I'm naturally happy
 
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correct, that's why reality kind of fucking sucks
but, there exists the mechanism if somethings are reocurring enough, they give you something to look forward to

back to the animal shit, feelings are purely chemicals in your brain
and the way those chemicals react are sometimes more simple than we'd like to think
direct eye contact with human beings you are close to, hugs, etc, activate your chemicals to make you feel good

butof course,the world is now not a physical thing, it's a virtual thing so those chemicals can't be activated anymore so easily
idk i just wish i adored sum1 or smth like that so i forgot

Go for a long walk fella
i dont like walking

i heavily relate to the desire to be understood and loved for who i am, the unfortunate thing is this version of yourself will never be loved and understood by someone else, your evolved outer persona may,but you are the only one who can truly love and gain understanding of yourself

retarded athiest advice that makes people kill themselves the world is spiritual real and powerful your feelings matter and have real effect on the world and your life
its not even abt being loved idgaf abt that, i just wanna feel good things myself

I'm kinda obsessed with my face and body

Every time i get a slight compliment it makes my whole week

got called handsome yesterday

So today I'm naturally happy
not even this makes me happy i just go back to thinking sad things
 
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not even this makes me happy i just go back to thinking sad things
Why overthink the worst outcomes when you can overthink the best outcomes
 
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I mean sounds to me like you're missing that human connection that is needed for you to feel good
like I know people like to simplify things or give advice to just feel good because it's the high test thing to do
but, like you've got to hack that shit sometimes

the truth is humans are animals, and one component that makes us psychologically feel good is just social belonging
that's why you're here in this forum.
you crave human connection within you
but, the feelings that come with it are activated only physically
through physical actions

so your problem is not easily solvable because the solutioin is: have close friends, and people you can talk to in a safe way physically
 
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i just feel and do nothing all day this shit sucks, everything feels so meaningless i dont feel anything all day
all i feel is sadness from my thoughts and if i laugh i just immediately remember how bad i feel and just go back to feeling nothing
the only moment i feel good things is at night when i hug my pillow and close my eyes thinking about this stupid beautiful girl in my avi that ive never even spoken to and is ugly now like a corny retard and fall asleep

even when i become an hectamillionaire, better looking, get foids or taller or whatever bullshit, it just feels like its always gonna suck and i cant even speak to anyone because they cant fucking understand me fuck

i just wish i had a happier baseline or felt like something matters, ik u cant be happy all the time but at least feel good as a baseline : (, im not gonna rope but if i thought there was an afterlife maybe i would
I’m going through the exact same thing

I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel tbh, just cope everyday by dreaming of a life I’ll never have
 
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I mean sounds to me like you're missing that human connection that is needed for you to feel good
like I know people like to simplify things or give advice to just feel good because it's the high test thing to do
but, like you've got to hack that shit sometimes

the truth is humans are animals, and one component that makes us psychologically feel good is just social belonging
that's why you're here in this forum.
you crave human connection within you
but, the feelings that come with it are activated only physically
through physical actions

so your problem is not easily solvable because the solutioin is: have close friends, and people you can talk to in a safe way physically
i wish i found someone i could connect with

I’m going through the exact same thing

I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel tbh, just cope everyday by dreaming of a life I’ll never have
ik im gonna have a perfect life its basically inevitable but i just dont feel good and coping just makes me feel worse
 
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Hit on jbs thats what i do
 
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i just feel and do nothing all day this shit sucks, everything feels so meaningless i dont feel anything all day
all i feel is sadness from my thoughts and if i laugh i just immediately remember how bad i feel and just go back to feeling nothing
the only moment i feel good things is at night when i hug my pillow and close my eyes thinking about this stupid beautiful girl in my avi that ive never even spoken to and is ugly now like a corny retard and fall asleep

even when i become an hectamillionaire, better looking, get foids or taller or whatever bullshit, it just feels like its always gonna suck and i cant even speak to anyone because they cant fucking understand me fuck

i just wish i had a happier baseline or felt like something matters, ik u cant be happy all the time but at least feel good as a baseline : (, im not gonna rope but if i thought there was an afterlife maybe i would
I feel the same way man. The only thing that helps is music. Especially playing it. I just get lost in the notes and i forget everything that plagues me when im awake.
 
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i wish i found someone i could connect with


ik im gonna have a perfect life its basically inevitable but i just dont feel good and coping just makes me feel worse
Can’t relate to that tbh, my life is shit and will always be shit
 
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i just feel and do nothing all day this shit sucks, everything feels so meaningless i dont feel anything all day
all i feel is sadness from my thoughts and if i laugh i just immediately remember how bad i feel and just go back to feeling nothing
the only moment i feel good things is at night when i hug my pillow and close my eyes thinking about this stupid beautiful girl in my avi that ive never even spoken to and is ugly now like a corny retard and fall asleep

even when i become an hectamillionaire, better looking, get foids or taller or whatever bullshit, it just feels like its always gonna suck and i cant even speak to anyone because they cant fucking understand me fuck

i just wish i had a happier baseline or felt like something matters, ik u cant be happy all the time but at least feel good as a baseline : (, im not gonna rope but if i thought there was an afterlife maybe i would
If it helps anything you been a nice user to me which i really appreciate I’ll get better my friend good luck ❤️
 

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