Gudlifer
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i just feel and do nothing all day this shit sucks, everything feels so meaningless i dont feel anything all day
all i feel is sadness from my thoughts and if i laugh i just immediately remember how bad i feel and just go back to feeling nothing
the only moment i feel good things is at night when i hug my pillow and close my eyes thinking about this stupid beautiful girl in my avi that ive never even spoken to and is ugly now like a corny retard and fall asleep
even when i become an hectamillionaire, better looking, get foids or taller or whatever bullshit, it just feels like its always gonna suck and i cant even speak to anyone because they cant fucking understand me fuck
i just wish i had a happier baseline or felt like something matters, ik u cant be happy all the time but at least feel good as a baseline : (, im not gonna rope but if i thought there was an afterlife maybe i would
all i feel is sadness from my thoughts and if i laugh i just immediately remember how bad i feel and just go back to feeling nothing
the only moment i feel good things is at night when i hug my pillow and close my eyes thinking about this stupid beautiful girl in my avi that ive never even spoken to and is ugly now like a corny retard and fall asleep
even when i become an hectamillionaire, better looking, get foids or taller or whatever bullshit, it just feels like its always gonna suck and i cant even speak to anyone because they cant fucking understand me fuck
i just wish i had a happier baseline or felt like something matters, ik u cant be happy all the time but at least feel good as a baseline : (, im not gonna rope but if i thought there was an afterlife maybe i would
