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It's 2018 and I'm obsessing over stuff from back in 2011-2012. I grow older, the people I think of grow older, their lives change and here am I thiking about the past and how it could have been if I was better looking.
All this stuff is long gone. HS is gone forever. My oneitis is no longer a 17 yo awkward virgin. I mean wtf, someday she will have children and I will still think about her HS self.
People are advancing in life and I'm stuck in 'what if' scenarios. And as years go by, these people are getting further away from my image of reality.
I mean, my oneitis got a job, she started living with her bf, and I was still living with my parents and staring at pics of her. In like 10 years, I will still do that same and be even more depressed cause my time on earth is goes to a waste like that. Fuck being subhuman.
All this stuff is long gone. HS is gone forever. My oneitis is no longer a 17 yo awkward virgin. I mean wtf, someday she will have children and I will still think about her HS self.
People are advancing in life and I'm stuck in 'what if' scenarios. And as years go by, these people are getting further away from my image of reality.
I mean, my oneitis got a job, she started living with her bf, and I was still living with my parents and staring at pics of her. In like 10 years, I will still do that same and be even more depressed cause my time on earth is goes to a waste like that. Fuck being subhuman.