I just turned 18, and I’m lost. I want to end it all.

[Copeamongcopers]

Somewhere between school, work, and getting high just to feel something real, I’ve started drifting through life like a ghost.

Each day blends into the next—same routine, same hollow conversations. At night, I’m usually abusing drugs, and every now and then, I end up having sex with some foids that I usually invite to smoke weed. It’s not love or even lust—it’s just part of the escape, part of the noise that keeps me from thinking too hard.

Everything feels plain. i don’t even feel hanging out with friends nor inviting a foid to do drugs with and get under their pants. I just to escape this cycle. I’ve been ghosting everybody this entire month, not going to school, and my job is probably gonna fire me soon.

on paper, my life seems normal and it is normal. I don’t exactly know what I’m trying to find here. I don’t know what changed my view in life. A few weeks ago I was enjoying the routine.

 

[Pento]

Somewhere between school, work, and getting high just to feel something real, I’ve started drifting through life like a ghost.

Each day blends into the next—same routine, same hollow conversations. At night, I’m usually abusing drugs, and every now and then, I end up having sex with some foids that I usually invite to smoke weed. It’s not love or even lust—it’s just part of the escape, part of the noise that keeps me from thinking too hard.

Everything feels plain. i don’t even feel hanging out with friends nor inviting a foid to do drugs with and get under their pants. I just to escape this cycle. I’ve been ghosting everybody this entire month, not going to school, and my job is probably gonna fire me soon.

on paper, my life seems normal and it is normal. I don’t exactly know what I’m trying to find here. I don’t know what changed my view in life. A few weeks ago I was enjoying the routine.

Bro has friends and girls and still wants to rope jfl
Take care of your mental health stop smoking weed too

 

[Copeamongcopers]

Bro has friends and girls and still wants to rope jfl
Take care of your mental health stop smoking weed too

That’s all I know in life. Friends, girls, drugs. I never had any higher motives, and now that I turned 18, I’m fucked.

My head been drifting everywhere and i would start experienced migraine shortly after every now and then.

I was so focus on social aspect of my life and never my future probably because it was never like this. I genuinely have 0 friends entire middle school until I had my post-puberty glow up or what y’all would call “ascension."

 

[pfl]

Then stop doing those things

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

Okay chad

 

[HimmyButlerV2]

Bro has friends and girls and still wants to rope jfl
Take care of your mental health stop smoking weed too

it doesn't matter what you have, brain chemistry determines happiness. Of course most people will be happier with friends/girls/money/things like that, but there are rich gl guys that have fucked up brain chemistry and want to rope. And subhumans content with obsessing over pokemon all day.

 

[Copeamongcopers]

it doesn't matter what you have, brain chemistry determines happiness. Of course most people will be happier with friends/girls/money/things like that, but there are rich gl guys that have fucked up brain chemistry and want to rope. And subhumans content with obsessing over pokemon all day.

My brain chemistry is probably fucked. I’ve been depressed my entire life.

I get occasionally 2-5 months of pure happiness/bliss every year, then I will always crash down harder than the last time.

 

[ClearEmOut]

Stop doing drugs and having sex with random bitches moron it‘s eating you alive

start living healthy or comfortably without doing all too unhealthy shit to your body and mind