I just turned 18, and I’m lost. I want to end it all.

[Copeamongcopers]

Somewhere between school, work, and getting high just to feel something real, I’ve started drifting through life like a ghost.

Each day blends into the next—same routine, same hollow conversations. At night, I’m usually abusing drugs, and every now and then, I end up having sex with some foids that I usually invite to smoke weed. It’s not love or even lust—it’s just part of the escape, part of the noise that keeps me from thinking too hard.

Everything feels plain. i don’t even feel hanging out with friends nor inviting a foid to do drugs with and get under their pants. I just to escape this cycle. I’ve been ghosting everybody this entire month, not going to school, and my job is probably gonna fire me soon.

on paper, my life seems normal and it is normal. I don’t exactly know what I’m trying to find here. I don’t know what changed my view in life. A few weeks ago I was enjoying the routine.

 

[Pento]

Somewhere between school, work, and getting high just to feel something real, I’ve started drifting through life like a ghost.

Each day blends into the next—same routine, same hollow conversations. At night, I’m usually abusing drugs, and every now and then, I end up having sex with some foids that I usually invite to smoke weed. It’s not love or even lust—it’s just part of the escape, part of the noise that keeps me from thinking too hard.

Everything feels plain. i don’t even feel hanging out with friends nor inviting a foid to do drugs with and get under their pants. I just to escape this cycle. I’ve been ghosting everybody this entire month, not going to school, and my job is probably gonna fire me soon.

on paper, my life seems normal and it is normal. I don’t exactly know what I’m trying to find here. I don’t know what changed my view in life. A few weeks ago I was enjoying the routine.

Bro has friends and girls and still wants to rope jfl
Take care of your mental health stop smoking weed too

 

[Copeamongcopers]

Bro has friends and girls and still wants to rope jfl
Take care of your mental health stop smoking weed too

That’s all I know in life. Friends, girls, drugs. I never had any higher motives, and now that I turned 18, I’m fucked.

My head been drifting everywhere and i would start experienced migraine shortly after every now and then.

I was so focus on social aspect of my life and never my future probably because it was never like this. I genuinely have 0 friends entire middle school until I had my post-puberty glow up or what y’all would call “ascension."

 

[pfl]

Then stop doing those things

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

Okay chad

 

[HimmyButlerV2]

Bro has friends and girls and still wants to rope jfl
Take care of your mental health stop smoking weed too

it doesn't matter what you have, brain chemistry determines happiness. Of course most people will be happier with friends/girls/money/things like that, but there are rich gl guys that have fucked up brain chemistry and want to rope. And subhumans content with obsessing over pokemon all day.

 

[Copeamongcopers]

it doesn't matter what you have, brain chemistry determines happiness. Of course most people will be happier with friends/girls/money/things like that, but there are rich gl guys that have fucked up brain chemistry and want to rope. And subhumans content with obsessing over pokemon all day.

My brain chemistry is probably fucked. I’ve been depressed my entire life.

I get occasionally 2-5 months of pure happiness/bliss every year, then I will always crash down harder than the last time.

 

[ClearEmOut]

Stop doing drugs and having sex with random bitches moron it‘s eating you alive

start living healthy or comfortably without doing all too unhealthy shit to your body and mind

 

[neurosis]

it’s just part of the escape, part of the noise that keeps me from thinking too hard.

grow up

 

[pinksoap]

don't drown in your vices, pick up something healthy instead.

you've gone numb from all the unhealthy copes and your body/brain is telling you that, a week or two's worth of detox will bring you back to life.

 

[Deleted member 135488]

Dnr

 

[zemult]

Kys normie

 

[It'snotover]

> has exactly what most people here wants: a social life and sex
>wants to rope
I hope it's because you are unhappy with your looks otherwise you are mentally ill, imagine if you were indian or some chinese who worked 18/24. What a fucking idiot.

 

[JohnnyRamone]

Somewhere between school, work, and getting high just to feel something real, I’ve started drifting through life like a ghost.

Each day blends into the next—same routine, same hollow conversations. At night, I’m usually abusing drugs, and every now and then, I end up having sex with some foids that I usually invite to smoke weed. It’s not love or even lust—it’s just part of the escape, part of the noise that keeps me from thinking too hard.

Everything feels plain. i don’t even feel hanging out with friends nor inviting a foid to do drugs with and get under their pants. I just to escape this cycle. I’ve been ghosting everybody this entire month, not going to school, and my job is probably gonna fire me soon.

on paper, my life seems normal and it is normal. I don’t exactly know what I’m trying to find here. I don’t know what changed my view in life. A few weeks ago I was enjoying the routine.

I wish I could be 18 again. Drop the drugs, work out and study hard. Talk to people and build connections. You’re youth won’t last forever.

 

[It'snotover]

I wish I could be 18 again. Drop the drugs, work out and study hard. Talk to people and build connections. You’re youth won’t last forever.

Don't waste time typing this for this dumbass,he is some normie who got fryed dopamine receptors by shit tier weed muh my life is boring and every day is the same That's exactly how it goes for most people with the exception that even his muh boring routine is better than the one of most people.

 

[Copeamongcopers]

I wish I could be 18 again. Drop the drugs, work out and study hard. Talk to people and build connections. You’re youth won’t last forever.

I’ve been actively doing that. The post was around 2 weeks ago.

I realized my biggest issue is a lack of ambition. I don’t have any deeper goal driving me—just this vague idea of “ascension,” which honestly feels meaningless since I’m NTmaxxed and being just above average looking is enough.

Not having a real dream eats you from inside. Sure, I have things other people might want, but those things are their goals, not mine.

 

[Copeamongcopers]

> has exactly what most people here wants: a social life and sex
>wants to rope
I hope it's because you are unhappy with your looks otherwise you are mentally ill, imagine if you were indian or some chinese who worked 18/24. What a fucking idiot.

I couldn’t care less about the lesser fortunate. I lives in an environment with decent expectations for life quality. Of course, I will yearn for something grander as a human.

I’m not them. I don’t wish for water like a starving African child.

 

[Copeamongcopers]

don't drown in your vices, pick up something healthy instead.

you've gone numb from all the unhealthy copes and your body/brain is telling you that, a week or two's worth of detox will bring you back to life.

I haven’t found a single person I really deeply connect to. To make it worse, women are a whore. I never expected getting laid to be this easy.

I’ve always been a social person, and being connected is one of my reason of living. Being exposed to blackpill has just been detrimental to my health. everyone and everything feels fabricated.

All the statistics and psychologies I’ve been exposed to was something I never wanted to see.

 

[FiendFiend]

Somewhere between school, work, and getting high just to feel something real, I’ve started drifting through life like a ghost.

Each day blends into the next—same routine, same hollow conversations. At night, I’m usually abusing drugs, and every now and then, I end up having sex with some foids that I usually invite to smoke weed. It’s not love or even lust—it’s just part of the escape, part of the noise that keeps me from thinking too hard.

Everything feels plain. i don’t even feel hanging out with friends nor inviting a foid to do drugs with and get under their pants. I just to escape this cycle. I’ve been ghosting everybody this entire month, not going to school, and my job is probably gonna fire me soon.

on paper, my life seems normal and it is normal. I don’t exactly know what I’m trying to find here. I don’t know what changed my view in life. A few weeks ago I was enjoying the routine.