I like the idea of killing myself more than succeeding.

[chudcell999]

ur a fucking loser, get help. dont rope. ive wanted to rope almost every day for 2 years straight but im not psychopathic to the point where i want to do it infront of people and think its the only way to fix myself. js go get help dawg

When people say they want to kill themselves what they actually mean is that they want the pain to go away when I say I want to kill myself I mean I don't want to live anymore even if I "succeed" which is very relative because I know my dream life will never come true. But hell let's say I get rich and I can afford to do all the things I wanted to do that still doesn't outweigh the empty void of being alone because the one specific girl I liked will never like me back fuck the bitch can call me today and say she wants to be with me and I wouldn't want to take that offer I just want to fucking die in front of her to traumatize her and be poetic so faggots on the internet can make edits of me but most importantly so I don't have to continue living because it fucking sucks

 

[1iar]

When people say they want to kill themselves what they actually mean is that they want the pain to go away when I say I want to kill myself I mean I don't want to live anymore even if I "succeed" which is very relative because I know my dream life will never come true. But hell let's say I get rich and I can afford to do all the things I wanted to do that still doesn't outweigh the empty void of being alone because the one specific girl I liked will never like me back fuck the bitch can call me today and say she wants to be with me and I wouldn't want to take that offer I just want to fucking die in front of her to traumatize her and be poetic so faggots on the internet can make edits of me but most importantly so I don't have to continue living because it fucking sucks

ik what wanting to rope means bud, i want to die as well. i dont see the point in doing it infront of her tho, no reason making her want to rope just because of how u feel.

 

[Topicalll]

Honestly I agree, especially some of the times I think about wanting to improve myself (because it requires so much time, and money, that you have to wageslave for), imagining getting a loving girlfriend (which is difficult), etc, and then also realizing that I'm gonna have to wageslave for the rest of my entire life just to survive, it all seems easier to just rope, seeing couples IRL and girls talking to other guys but ignoring me over a couple inches of height, it just pisses me off

 

[chudcell999]

ik what wanting to rope means bud, i want to die as well. i dont see the point in doing it infront of her tho, no reason making her want to rope just because of how u feel.

She don't like me so the only thing traumatizing will be the gore she's not going to want to rope her life is great she's pretty rich can make friends effortlessly and has a BF at worst I'll give her night terrors and a little bit of PTSD.

 

[1iar]

She don't like me so the only thing traumatizing will be the gore she's not going to want to rope her life is great she's pretty rich can make friends effortlessly and has a BF at worst I'll give her night terrors and a little bit of PTSD.

ptsd makes people rope. shes gonna live the rest of her life remembering some chud with no life blew out his cranium infront of her

 

[chudcell999]

Honestly I agree, especially some of the times I think about wanting to improve myself (because it requires so much time, and money, that you have to wageslave for), imagining getting a loving girlfriend (which is difficult), etc, and then also realizing that I'm gonna have to wageslave for the rest of my entire life just to survive, it all seems easier to just rope, seeing couples IRL and girls talking to other guys but ignoring me over a couple inches of height, it just pisses me off

This guy gets it roping is no longer sad when you're actually over living it's only sad when you feel like you could do better you're just not so you pity yourself with rope thoughts to validate your feelings I literally laugh uncontrollably at the idea of half my head missing

 

[chudcell999]

ptsd makes people rope. shes gonna live the rest of her life remembering some chud with no life blew out his cranium infront of her

She's neurotypical she'll be fine

 

[1iar]

She's neurotypical she'll be fine

NT doesnt necessarily mean she wont rope but it does up the odds

 

[chudcell999]

NT doesnt necessarily mean she wont rope but it does up the odds

I'm not a mental health expert but I'm pretty sure seeing someone you don't like kill themselves wouldn't make you kill yourself. Especially if you have very healthy mental health she's incredibly blue pilled and copes with spirituality so she's like the perfect candidate to traumatize

 

[kratos22laxatives]

Not about looks dick head

Hey sorry if that offended you. Lately I've been trying to be a better person. I was never taught how to control my anger that well and look at things in a positive way, but I've decided I don't want to go through my life stressed and angry all the time. Hope you have a good weekend man

 

[1iar]

I'm not a mental health expert but I'm pretty sure seeing someone you don't like kill themselves wouldn't make you kill yourself. Especially if you have very healthy mental health she's incredibly blue pilled and copes with spirituality so she's like the perfect candidate to traumatize

u right, didnt know she hated you. if she doesnt like u or care abt you she wont give af, just some slight trauma

 

[chudcell999]

Hey sorry if that offended you. Lately I've been trying to be a better person. I was never taught how to control my anger that well and look at things in a positive way, but I've decided I don't want to go through my life stressed and angry all the time. Hope you have a good weekend man

Wasn't offended that's just how I talk but I hope that works out for you son it probably won't but I hope it does.