i live off ego

[Deleted member 86840]

i came to realization that i don’t even try living a normal life and interacting normally and having a normal relationship, i live off ego

example, when i’m with a girl i will test her boundaries and break them in every way possible, i’ll text dry purposely and give mixed signals, i’ll threaten them, degrade them and all sorts of shit just to test if theyll still stay

i never felt picked growing up, so now this is what i do for fuel, im genuinely depressing

 

[Deleted member 86840]

gg

 

[africel]

diagnosis time

 

[Deleted member 86840]

diagnosis time

what could it be

 

[noahhawisa05]

Sometimes i feel the urge to do the same

 

[africel]

what could it be

bpd probably