I LOST MY HAIR due to cancer :')

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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
 
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i pray that things get better for you man
may you receive great health and experience all the joys of life. best of luck to you my friend<3
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
Ily nigga ❤️ stay well
 
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i pray that things get better for you man
may you receive great health and experience all the joys of life. best of luck to you my friend<3
thank you so much broski
 
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stay strong brother, we all wish you the best and stand behind you no matter what. ❤️❤️❤️🙏
 
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i pray that things get better for you man
may you receive great health and experience all the joys of life. best of luck to you my friend<3
We have a similar name and I just took a pablo grape ice 50 upper decky. 🥹
 
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Did read. I remember you bhai i hope everything gonna be okay for you
 
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stay strong brother, we all wish you the best and stand behind you no matter what. ❤️❤️❤️🙏
thanks man youre the best i wish you the best genuinely
 
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im sorry for you
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
I hope the best bro :feelswah::feelswah:
 
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Cancer is the worst disease that can happen to anyone.
I'm very sorry for you :(
 
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Being bald is high T brother, hit the gym!:02Hype:
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
BALD CAFE WELCOMES YOU :feelshah:
 
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I remember talking to you when I first joined the forum, hope you get better
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
@Ghost Philosophy @Rayryan @ifconfig @Sink @User28823 @sarmatian @iblamexyz @aidenltn17 @MiserableMan @Nutsack2000 @TechnoBoss @TACOCEL_ @Jason Voorhees @Greyascension @ikramy @Kiwi'sSub5 @KaiC
 
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@Ghost Philosophy @Rayryan @ifconfig @Sink @User28823 @sarmatian @iblamexyz @aidenltn17 @MiserableMan @Nutsack2000 @TechnoBoss @TACOCEL_ @Jason Voorhees @Greyascension @ikramy @Kiwi'sSub5 @KaiC
only the first 5 get notified.
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
yoo nice shit bro, literally havent seen you in months
 
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good luck, man. I hope that u get better
 
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Hair is life balding is a death sentence

Utterly and totally over
 
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Some stuff in life is bigger than looksmaxxing man .
And I’m glad ur doing better and ur healthier bro ❤️
 
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I love you man, I’m praying for you. Btw being bald is cool af
breaking bad chemistry GIF
 
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Hope things get better :Comfy:
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
I’ll keep you in my thoughts bro. We don’t talk much but I know you’re a good dude. Keep fighting bro you got this
 
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read every molecule from this.
having cancer is the worst thing that can happen a person and im sorry to hear that. hope u get better bro wishing luck❤️
 
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Insane cope

Being bald is the worst thing on earth
this nigga got cancer dude tf u want him to do? just trying to help make his situation a little easier
 
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this nigga got cancer dude tf u want him to do? just trying to help make his situation a little easier
I personally believe that cancer doesn't kill btw, chemotherapy does.
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
still on tren?
 
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god bless you
 
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time to cook crystal meth son
 
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this nigga got cancer dude tf u want him to do? just trying to help make his situation a little easier
I personally believe that cancer doesn't kill btw, chemotherapy does.
no fighting guys only peace and love i am alive and my hair will grow back eventually relax that ass sweetheart
 
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Having no hair means you have lost your powers as a man but you can't do anything about it since you are suffering from a deadly disease.
Hope things get better for you
 
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Get well soon, I pray for you :heart:
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
I hope you get well soon mang
Every time I read these type of posts I feel grateful for what I have
 
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Hey broskis so yeaaaa the title is not clickbait and im really happy about that

why? well bc
As some of my day ones already know I’ve been dealing with blood cancer (leukemia) for a long time now and bc im a fucking retard things really went downhill after I started a cycle of trenbolone and testosterone WITH cancer lolooll and before you recall me stupid yes it was dumb but i was suicidal (very suicidal) at that time and killing myself pinning seemed like the best solution, dying jacked sounded like the way i wanted to die and it that process i guess it was working it completely messed up my hormones, and over time anorexia hit due leukemia even if i wasnt eating so badly, however anorexia wasn't the only issue, i was literally dying. Everything felt awful, and I was at the edge of becoming a zombie

In previous posts I mentioned that the reason I didn’t start the stronger treatments, like the chemotherapy I was supposed to get, was because of my weird emotional attachment to my hair. The thought of losing it made me depressed, so I went to underground clinics and tried other “treatments” that claimed they could heal me. They were all scams. I was close to dying because of my own retarded decisions.

But now things are so much better. Yes, I’m bald xD but at least I get to live a couple more years. I finally started chemo fully and properly, exactly the way I was supposed to, and I can already see how much things have improved. Even though my appearance has changed because of the hair loss, I’m doing better. I’m not fully healed and I never will be, which means I’ll have to treat this condition for the rest of my life, but honestly, it’s not as bad as I thought.

hopefully my health will get better from now on but the reason why i post this here its bc im genuinely grateful as fuck for those who supported me here and brough me support when nobody else did to a lot of people it would just be random niggas on the internet but to me is llike a family, thanks guys


HM to @BigBallsLarry @afroheadluke and some others which username i cant remember but trust me if ur not tagged i did not forget u i js cant type ur user but anyways :forcedsmile: love uall
Hope the best for you man🫂
 
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