I lowkey wanna rope

[wraith4_3]

It's not cause because of looks or anything I mean yea partly..but I isolated myself for so long,I legit think my brain is damaged beyond repair when it comes to social interactions and behavior..I don't think I will ever be normal and being a 6'5 lmtn one day won't make up for it..

I'm too low inhib to do anything..make friends,talk to girls,go to fun places even alone.

I'm basically just rotting at home and wasting my life away..

And the worst part is not even ascending will change a thing since I can't even behave like a human around people.

I will look like a mentally disabled person since I haven't been around people for too long

Idk why but I just wanna rope..my dad has Parkinson,my mum is abusive,my grandparents are ill and my gramps has cancer..

I'm a genetic dead end who has no future,not even a high iq so I can make money and rot alone

I lwk think this is the end..

What's the point being a 6'5 mtn if I'm mentally ill,behave like a schizophrenic escapee from a mental hospital and can't even form coherent sentences when I speak

I might buy a rope somewhere in a store and go to a tree at my grandma's garden and just hang myself on a tree..

Atleast it will be finally over and I won't have to do this shit anymore

 

[femboylover41]

Damm im gen kinda sorry but i kinda was in ur situation after i got scammed when buying roids.hgh etc... i was basicly a shut in didnt gi to gym only went outside when need to didnt eat basicly deppressed something that helped me is creating a goal and reaching it like after i was scammed i was so broke and needed money and for for like 8 months i worked on that goal every day learning, reviewing (day trading) i was really working on that goal and kind off forget the pain after being scammed after that did my research on roids where to buy them from now a legit source and something i would recommend u doing is ascend the halo is crazy ur 6 foot 5 and prob ltn-mtn thats great and u dont need to larp as human or just a normal guy trust me for a time i did larp as like the perfect son for like half a year and i was misreable if u be urself u gonna atract the right people and be much more happier that u can be urself and dont have to put on a mask and if ur pretty enough ur personality can be seen as quirky or cute cuz u stand out a bit
Hope this helps

 

[femboylover41]

It's not cause because of looks or anything I mean yea partly..but I isolated myself for so long,I legit think my brain is damaged beyond repair when it comes to social interactions and behavior..I don't think I will ever be normal and being a 6'5 lmtn one day won't make up for it..

I'm too low inhib to do anything..make friends,talk to girls,go to fun places even alone.

I'm basically just rotting at home and wasting my life away..

And the worst part is not even ascending will change a thing since I can't even behave like a human around people.

I will look like a mentally disabled person since I haven't been around people for too long

Idk why but I just wanna rope..my dad has Parkinson,my mum is abusive,my grandparents are ill and my gramps has cancer..

I'm a genetic dead end who has no future,not even a high iq so I can make money and rot alone

I lwk think this is the end..

What's the point being a 6'5 mtn if I'm mentally ill,behave like a schizophrenic escapee from a mental hospital and can't even form coherent sentences when I speak

I might buy a rope somewhere in a store and go to a tree at my grandma's garden and just hang myself on a tree..

Atleast it will be finally over and I won't have to do this shit anymore

And leave this forum its not a good place for someone in ur situation so many people are just mad or just a bundle of hate and dispair