I lowkey wanna rope

[wraith4_3]

It's not cause because of looks or anything I mean yea partly..but I isolated myself for so long,I legit think my brain is damaged beyond repair when it comes to social interactions and behavior..I don't think I will ever be normal and being a 6'5 lmtn one day won't make up for it..

I'm too low inhib to do anything..make friends,talk to girls,go to fun places even alone.

I'm basically just rotting at home and wasting my life away..

And the worst part is not even ascending will change a thing since I can't even behave like a human around people.

I will look like a mentally disabled person since I haven't been around people for too long

Idk why but I just wanna rope..my dad has Parkinson,my mum is abusive,my grandparents are ill and my gramps has cancer..

I'm a genetic dead end who has no future,not even a high iq so I can make money and rot alone

I lwk think this is the end..

What's the point being a 6'5 mtn if I'm mentally ill,behave like a schizophrenic escapee from a mental hospital and can't even form coherent sentences when I speak

I might buy a rope somewhere in a store and go to a tree at my grandma's garden and just hang myself on a tree..

Atleast it will be finally over and I won't have to do this shit anymore

 

[femboylover41]

Damm im gen kinda sorry but i kinda was in ur situation after i got scammed when buying roids.hgh etc... i was basicly a shut in didnt gi to gym only went outside when need to didnt eat basicly deppressed something that helped me is creating a goal and reaching it like after i was scammed i was so broke and needed money and for for like 8 months i worked on that goal every day learning, reviewing (day trading) i was really working on that goal and kind off forget the pain after being scammed after that did my research on roids where to buy them from now a legit source and something i would recommend u doing is ascend the halo is crazy ur 6 foot 5 and prob ltn-mtn thats great and u dont need to larp as human or just a normal guy trust me for a time i did larp as like the perfect son for like half a year and i was misreable if u be urself u gonna atract the right people and be much more happier that u can be urself and dont have to put on a mask and if ur pretty enough ur personality can be seen as quirky or cute cuz u stand out a bit
Hope this helps

 

[femboylover41]

It's not cause because of looks or anything I mean yea partly..but I isolated myself for so long,I legit think my brain is damaged beyond repair when it comes to social interactions and behavior..I don't think I will ever be normal and being a 6'5 lmtn one day won't make up for it..

I'm too low inhib to do anything..make friends,talk to girls,go to fun places even alone.

I'm basically just rotting at home and wasting my life away..

And the worst part is not even ascending will change a thing since I can't even behave like a human around people.

I will look like a mentally disabled person since I haven't been around people for too long

Idk why but I just wanna rope..my dad has Parkinson,my mum is abusive,my grandparents are ill and my gramps has cancer..

I'm a genetic dead end who has no future,not even a high iq so I can make money and rot alone

I lwk think this is the end..

What's the point being a 6'5 mtn if I'm mentally ill,behave like a schizophrenic escapee from a mental hospital and can't even form coherent sentences when I speak

I might buy a rope somewhere in a store and go to a tree at my grandma's garden and just hang myself on a tree..

Atleast it will be finally over and I won't have to do this shit anymore

And leave this forum its not a good place for someone in ur situation so many people are just mad or just a bundle of hate and dispair

 

[wraith4_3]

Damm im gen kinda sorry but i kinda was in ur situation after i got scammed when buying roids.hgh etc... i was basicly a shut in didnt gi to gym only went outside when need to didnt eat basicly deppressed something that helped me is creating a goal and reaching it like after i was scammed i was so broke and needed money and for for like 8 months i worked on that goal every day learning, reviewing (day trading) i was really working on that goal and kind off forget the pain after being scammed after that did my research on roids where to buy them from now a legit source and something i would recommend u doing is ascend the halo is crazy ur 6 foot 5 and prob ltn-mtn thats great and u dont need to larp as human or just a normal guy trust me for a time i did larp as like the perfect son for like half a year and i was misreable if u be urself u gonna atract the right people and be much more happier that u can be urself and dont have to put on a mask and if ur pretty enough ur personality can be seen as quirky or cute cuz u stand out a bit
Hope this helps

Tbh the worst thing is that I don't even remember the last 2 or 3 years of my life..I've basically rotted for so long and now everyone expects me to live and work,get a job while I have no experience,still depressed never had any romantic experiences either..so now my life is basically doomed..im expected to live without any sort of comfort..just work and at some point probably soon everyone in my family will die and I'm left alone while being a 6'5 nd ltn with no experience working a dead end job just to survive..most people atleast have stable families or some kind of memories while I mostly have none..thats why I think roping before shit hits the fan is the right move

 

[femboylover41]

Tbh the worst thing is that I don't even remember the last 2 or 3 years of my life..I've basically rotted for so long and now everyone expects me to live and work,get a job while I have no experience,still depressed never had any romantic experiences either..so now my life is basically doomed..im expected to live without any sort of comfort..just work and at some point probably soon everyone in my family will die and I'm left alone while being a 6'5 nd ltn with no experience working a dead end job just to survive..most people atleast have stable families or some kind of memories while I mostly have none..thats why I think roping before shit hits the fan is the right move

I kind off feel the same with the memories with familie but im not nearly as bad as u i gained finacial freedoom and retired my parent from working like i pay rent for them etc im not that rich to buy like houses multiple cars but i strongly advise u to actually work for something u did entirely on ur own that helped me alot but roping just isnt worth it if u havent experience certain things

 

[wraith4_3]

I kind off feel the same with the memories with familie but im not nearly as bad as u i gained finacial freedoom and retired my parent from working like i pay rent for them etc im not that rich to buy like houses multiple cars but i strongly advise u to actually work for something u did entirely on ur own that helped me alot but roping just isnt worth it if u havent experience certain things

True but I probably won't experience love,relationships,memories with friends,going out to clubs or festivals..tbh idk if a life like that is worth..and I barely have energy to brush my teeth and now I need to ascend from ltn to mtn to even have a foid look my way

 

[evexoria]

It's not cause because of looks or anything I mean yea partly..but I isolated myself for so long,I legit think my brain is damaged beyond repair when it comes to social interactions and behavior..I don't think I will ever be normal and being a 6'5 lmtn one day won't make up for it..

I'm too low inhib to do anything..make friends,talk to girls,go to fun places even alone.

I'm basically just rotting at home and wasting my life away..

And the worst part is not even ascending will change a thing since I can't even behave like a human around people.

I will look like a mentally disabled person since I haven't been around people for too long

Idk why but I just wanna rope..my dad has Parkinson,my mum is abusive,my grandparents are ill and my gramps has cancer..

I'm a genetic dead end who has no future,not even a high iq so I can make money and rot alone

I lwk think this is the end..

What's the point being a 6'5 mtn if I'm mentally ill,behave like a schizophrenic escapee from a mental hospital and can't even form coherent sentences when I speak

I might buy a rope somewhere in a store and go to a tree at my grandma's garden and just hang myself on a tree..

Atleast it will be finally over and I won't have to do this shit anymore

nigga you are 6’5 go play street basketball

 

[evexoria]

nigga you are 6’5 go play street basketball

then crack a nigger bitch

 

[wraith4_3]

nigga you are 6’5 go play street basketball

Do you think cause I'm tall I'm automatically good at basketball xdd..im clumsy af

 

[femboylover41]

True but I probably won't experience love,relationships,memories with friends,going out to clubs or festivals..tbh idk if a life like that is worth..and I barely have energy to brush my teeth and now I need to ascend from ltn to mtn to even have a foid look my way

Like if u feel that way i dont really have a solution to ur problem like that low of energy is crazy when i was deppressed i just pulled my self up after from on day to the the next day.to that time i just thought why give up if i am going to die anyways when i die i wanna die happy and not depressed

 

[evexoria]

Do you think cause I'm tall I'm automatically good at basketball xdd..im clumsy af

everything needs time to get good at something.

 

[dnr.niglet]

Go to phillipines or Thailand and with 1000 bucks you can fuck 10 bitches

 

[wraith4_3]

everything needs time to get good at something.

Well yea I used to be semi pro at soccer but tbh I'm just tired of life..i don't know if I can handle the loneliness when my family dies

 

[wraith4_3]

Go to phillipines or Thailand and with 1000 bucks you can fuck 10 bitches

More like 10 ladyboys

 

[evexoria]

Well yea I used to be semi pro at soccer but tbh I'm just tired of life..i don't know if I can handle the loneliness when my family dies

as i told everything happens in time.just stay strong and dont do anything stupid.yes we are living at 2026 and its so fucking bad.but life is the only thing you got.(idk if you believe in god but i think there is no afterlife so live your life nigga)

 

[wraith4_3]

Like if u feel that way i dont really have a solution to ur problem like that low of energy is crazy when i was deppressed i just pulled my self up after from on day to the the next day.to that time i just thought why give up if i am going to die anyways when i die i wanna die happy and not depressed

Hm yea makes sense..to put it into perspective for you,I just can't see myself going if I'm gonna be alone..im not good looking enough to get a gf so might aswell just call it a day. Family is what kept me alive anyway til now

 

[femboylover41]

Hm yea makes sense..to put it into perspective for you,I just can't see myself going if I'm gonna be alone..im not good looking enough to get a gf so might aswell just call it a day. Family is what kept me alive anyway til now

Then get good looking its pretty simple can even ldar if u do it right

 

[dnr.niglet]

More like 10 ladyboys

Just make sure you make sure they ain’t got a wand otherwise you’ll end up like this guy

 

[wraith4_3]

as i told everything happens in time.just stay strong and dont do anything stupid.yes we are living at 2026 and its so fucking bad.but life is the only thing you got.(idk if you believe in god but i think there is no afterlife so live your life nigga)

Nah I don't believe in any gods..tbh I think there's just either eternal darkness or reincarnation as another chud human lol..also I don't fear death since you'll die anyway..tbh I just stayed alive since conversations and memories with my family made life somewhat enjoyable..and now that my dad got diagnosed with Parkinson and grandpa with cancer I'm just gonna rope

 

[evexoria]

Nah I don't believe in any gods..tbh I think there's just either eternal darkness or reincarnation as another chud human lol..also I don't fear death since you'll die anyway..tbh I just stayed alive since conversations and memories with my family made life somewhat enjoyable..and now that my dad got diagnosed with Parkinson and grandpa with cancer I'm just gonna rope

yeah nigga they spent their life raising you and you are planning to go with them.the worst thing you can do to them

 

[wraith4_3]

Then get good looking its pretty simple can even ldar if u do it right

Idk if its that simple bhai..im a lltn facial wise and my potential is maybe lmtn..and I would need to probably spend so much time looksmaxxing,my brain would be probably too fried to even enjoy any sort of relationship

 

[wraith4_3]

yeah nigga they spent their life raising you and you are planning to go with them.the worst thing you can do to them

Well yea tbh it makes sense..if they raised an chadlite son then maybe my fate would of been different..but I'm just a nd ltn with no future lol