M
MisterBombastic
Banned
- Joined
- Feb 2, 2022
- Posts
- 63
- Reputation
- 153
i m 19 now.
I never had a friend, i was bullied and was beating to death at school 8 years everyday .
Mom and dad left me and birth, mom wanted to kill me.
Alcoholic grandpa and suicidal grandma which i lived with.
Never had a girlfriend, not holding a hand, not a kiss, i didn t speak 100 words in 12 years of school.
At the moment i have 0 empathy towards people and i want everybody to die.
The only reason i m now alive and i didnt killed myself and anyone else is because it s the hope who keep me alive.
The hope i cand find in this degenerate society a girl, a pure , loyal, lonely girl like me.
Im not that ugly, i want a pure girl, a girl who can trully love me.
And this is my last year, if this year i will not find that person i will QUIT but if i quit i will take as many i can with me, they need to feel my pain.
What i want can only be achieved young, the older people get the less they feel the emotions, especiall y the love. I want to be the first for a girl, to be her world and she mine.
I want your opinion not about what i wrote down below here, but about that video. Here is the video i watch and cry everyday at, because i never had that, and this is the only thing i ever wanted and want. I wish you don t start calling me pedo because of the kids in video . Can u watch this, and just tell me how realistic it is to find/have that? I m losing my minds, i had to much. Thank you.
Here is the video , skip to 0:23
Please if you watch, watch all and with background music. I dont want your answer to be cliche and bullshits like ,, try to find a passion , friends, or anything,, or wait more,, -
The only thing who can save me it s to get at least 50% of what this video show.. that pure.. inocent love. i dont care about sex, i m not a incel, i hate all human race, disgusting creatures. Thank you for your time.
I get my motivation from hate, i m a MMA fighter which despite trash genetic i still do good.
But like i said, i read hundreds of opinions along the years about mass shoters, bla bla bla, mental health which is bullshit from my point of view, especially for me. I hate the most when people who had a good life/have a good life and didn t had the hell i had and the pain i have give opinion like they would have handled it better.
I m so full of hate, at the same time if one girl will touch my hand i will blush, i want her to hug me and look in my eyes, telling eachother ( i love you) and to make me feel safe.
I want her to be the first and last.
I have 3 knockouts in MMA and i always use that mindset ,, if i don t try to remove this guy head from the shoulder my ( potential/girlfriend will die),, , my life and survival is based on a hope, a hope which i can t controll anymore.
if you want more details, beside the video above, here u can see how my life was everyday before i started MMA and take my revenge.
I never had a friend, i was bullied and was beating to death at school 8 years everyday .
Mom and dad left me and birth, mom wanted to kill me.
Alcoholic grandpa and suicidal grandma which i lived with.
Never had a girlfriend, not holding a hand, not a kiss, i didn t speak 100 words in 12 years of school.
At the moment i have 0 empathy towards people and i want everybody to die.
The only reason i m now alive and i didnt killed myself and anyone else is because it s the hope who keep me alive.
The hope i cand find in this degenerate society a girl, a pure , loyal, lonely girl like me.
Im not that ugly, i want a pure girl, a girl who can trully love me.
And this is my last year, if this year i will not find that person i will QUIT but if i quit i will take as many i can with me, they need to feel my pain.
What i want can only be achieved young, the older people get the less they feel the emotions, especiall y the love. I want to be the first for a girl, to be her world and she mine.
I want your opinion not about what i wrote down below here, but about that video. Here is the video i watch and cry everyday at, because i never had that, and this is the only thing i ever wanted and want. I wish you don t start calling me pedo because of the kids in video . Can u watch this, and just tell me how realistic it is to find/have that? I m losing my minds, i had to much. Thank you.
Here is the video , skip to 0:23
Please if you watch, watch all and with background music. I dont want your answer to be cliche and bullshits like ,, try to find a passion , friends, or anything,, or wait more,, -
The only thing who can save me it s to get at least 50% of what this video show.. that pure.. inocent love. i dont care about sex, i m not a incel, i hate all human race, disgusting creatures. Thank you for your time.
I get my motivation from hate, i m a MMA fighter which despite trash genetic i still do good.
But like i said, i read hundreds of opinions along the years about mass shoters, bla bla bla, mental health which is bullshit from my point of view, especially for me. I hate the most when people who had a good life/have a good life and didn t had the hell i had and the pain i have give opinion like they would have handled it better.
I m so full of hate, at the same time if one girl will touch my hand i will blush, i want her to hug me and look in my eyes, telling eachother ( i love you) and to make me feel safe.
I want her to be the first and last.
I have 3 knockouts in MMA and i always use that mindset ,, if i don t try to remove this guy head from the shoulder my ( potential/girlfriend will die),, , my life and survival is based on a hope, a hope which i can t controll anymore.
if you want more details, beside the video above, here u can see how my life was everyday before i started MMA and take my revenge.
