I might be asexual

[TrueNateJacobs]

Most recently, I was with a girl at a party, and we were making out and shit. She was like solid hmtb with huge tits and an okay ass.

We ended up going back to her house, into the basement, and she obviously wanted to fuck, so when she went to use the bathroom I pretended to be asleep on the floor since we were both very drunk.

She came out of the bathroom with just a bra on and she kept poking me trying to wake me up but I kept faking until she left me alone.

I didn’t have a condom though so that was part of it I think. Otherwise I might have fucked her.

She kept hitting me up for like 2 months after that and only recently stopped cause I just have been ignoring her.

She’s always trying to meet up with me and chill alone together.
I honestly feel like a fucking faggot/foid.
Like I feel like she only wants to fuck me/use me for my body since I’m gymmaxxed, and it makes me feel objectified/disgusted.
I don’t want some whore who just wants to fuck.
I want love. I want true beautiful love.

That sound’s gay but I’m just telling you how it is.

I think about sex a lot
I want to have sex
When I makeout with girls I usually cum in my pants at least a little bit
I love women, seriously sometimes too much.
(Normal for a teenage boy I guess)

But when it actually comes down to the act, and thinking about doing it, I get scared/don’t wanna do it.

I’ve had opportunities to do it, many in fact, but I always end up making an excuse, or purposefully stop talking to the girl before it get’s to that point.

I think honestly it might be the fact that I’m scared of losing my virginity to the wrong girl.

I don’t want to lose my virginity to some random mtb.

I want to love the girl that I lose my virginity to, and I want it to be a beautiful moment.

But recently I have been thinking that maybe it wouldn’t even be so bad if I never lost my virginity.

Like I couldn’t care less.
Of course I still want to, but if I never did, that would be fine too.

Honestly the thought of losing my virginity to the wrong girl makes me want to cry

Some dudes get so lucky.
They get the perfect htb girl that they want, and they start dating her, and then after a couple of months, they passionately lose their virginity together.
This is true teen love.

Not this fucking bullshit 2 man culture and hookup culture.

If I just wanted fucking sex I would buy a prostitute.

Wizz, tinder, snapchat
In my opinion these things are no better than prostitution.

I don’t know why my brain is wired to think this way, but this is one of the few areas in my live where I’m very conservative/traditional.

I believe you should date to for love, and nothing else.

 

[TrueNateJacobs]

Bump

 

[Chazza.cl]

 

[SwissArms]

I used to think exactly like you by looksmax stantards I'm a chadlite had women approach me, flirt with me but I had no like motavation to flirt back or engage used ot make excuses like women are promiscuous now turns I'm actually just gay maybe thats the case with you?

I litreally was certain I was straight had a girlfriend before also

 

[untermensch faggot]

I don't think you're asexual. I've heard of many guys who got so scared their first time having sex that they couldn't even get it up. I don't know if you consume a lot of it but apparently it can be a sign of porn addiction.

 

[HopefullyaCLsoon]

I used to think exactly like you by looksmax stantards I'm a chadlite had women approach me, flirt with me but I had no like motavation to flirt back or engage used ot make excuses like women are promiscuous now turns I'm actually just gay maybe thats the case with you?

proof?

 

[SwissArms]

proof?

2 posts 0 reps asking for proof

 

[itisoverformeh101]

Most recently, I was with a girl at a party, and we were making out and shit. She was like solid hmtb with huge tits and an okay ass.

We ended up going back to her house, into the basement, and she obviously wanted to fuck, so when she went to use the bathroom I pretended to be asleep on the floor since we were both very drunk.

She came out of the bathroom with just a bra on and she kept poking me trying to wake me up but I kept faking until she left me alone.

I didn’t have a condom though so that was part of it I think. Otherwise I might have fucked her.

She kept hitting me up for like 2 months after that and only recently stopped cause I just have been ignoring her.

She’s always trying to meet up with me and chill alone together.
I honestly feel like a fucking faggot/foid.
Like I feel like she only wants to fuck me/use me for my body since I’m gymmaxxed, and it makes me feel objectified/disgusted.
I don’t want some whore who just wants to fuck.
I want love. I want true beautiful love.

That sound’s gay but I’m just telling you how it is.

I think about sex a lot
I want to have sex
When I makeout with girls I usually cum in my pants at least a little bit
I love women, seriously sometimes too much.
(Normal for a teenage boy I guess)

But when it actually comes down to the act, and thinking about doing it, I get scared/don’t wanna do it.

I’ve had opportunities to do it, many in fact, but I always end up making an excuse, or purposefully stop talking to the girl before it get’s to that point.

I think honestly it might be the fact that I’m scared of losing my virginity to the wrong girl.

I don’t want to lose my virginity to some random mtb.

I want to love the girl that I lose my virginity to, and I want it to be a beautiful moment.

But recently I have been thinking that maybe it wouldn’t even be so bad if I never lost my virginity.

Like I couldn’t care less.
Of course I still want to, but if I never did, that would be fine too.

Honestly the thought of losing my virginity to the wrong girl makes me want to cry

Some dudes get so lucky.
They get the perfect htb girl that they want, and they start dating her, and then after a couple of months, they passionately lose their virginity together.
This is true teen love.

Not this fucking bullshit 2 man culture and hookup culture.

If I just wanted fucking sex I would buy a prostitute.

Wizz, tinder, snapchat
In my opinion these things are no better than prostitution.

I don’t know why my brain is wired to think this way, but this is one of the few areas in my live where I’m very conservative/traditional.

I believe you should date to for love, and nothing else.

Too much words but yea I understand you maybe you should stay a virgin until marriage.
I want to fuck but at the same time I feel that if I was in that position I'd probably regret it in the future

 

[HopefullyaCLsoon]

Most recently, I was with a girl at a party, and we were making out and shit. She was like solid hmtb with huge tits and an okay ass.

We ended up going back to her house, into the basement, and she obviously wanted to fuck, so when she went to use the bathroom I pretended to be asleep on the floor since we were both very drunk.

She came out of the bathroom with just a bra on and she kept poking me trying to wake me up but I kept faking until she left me alone.

I didn’t have a condom though so that was part of it I think. Otherwise I might have fucked her.

She kept hitting me up for like 2 months after that and only recently stopped cause I just have been ignoring her.

She’s always trying to meet up with me and chill alone together.
I honestly feel like a fucking faggot/foid.
Like I feel like she only wants to fuck me/use me for my body since I’m gymmaxxed, and it makes me feel objectified/disgusted.
I don’t want some whore who just wants to fuck.
I want love. I want true beautiful love.

That sound’s gay but I’m just telling you how it is.

I think about sex a lot
I want to have sex
When I makeout with girls I usually cum in my pants at least a little bit
I love women, seriously sometimes too much.
(Normal for a teenage boy I guess)

But when it actually comes down to the act, and thinking about doing it, I get scared/don’t wanna do it.

I’ve had opportunities to do it, many in fact, but I always end up making an excuse, or purposefully stop talking to the girl before it get’s to that point.

I think honestly it might be the fact that I’m scared of losing my virginity to the wrong girl.

I don’t want to lose my virginity to some random mtb.

I want to love the girl that I lose my virginity to, and I want it to be a beautiful moment.

But recently I have been thinking that maybe it wouldn’t even be so bad if I never lost my virginity.

Like I couldn’t care less.
Of course I still want to, but if I never did, that would be fine too.

Honestly the thought of losing my virginity to the wrong girl makes me want to cry

Some dudes get so lucky.
They get the perfect htb girl that they want, and they start dating her, and then after a couple of months, they passionately lose their virginity together.
This is true teen love.

Not this fucking bullshit 2 man culture and hookup culture.

If I just wanted fucking sex I would buy a prostitute.

Wizz, tinder, snapchat
In my opinion these things are no better than prostitution.

I don’t know why my brain is wired to think this way, but this is one of the few areas in my live where I’m very conservative/traditional.

I believe you should date to for love, and nothing else.

you could just be hypersexual with self respect somehow not trying to diagnose because im not a doctor or anything because it could be high test but this is usually completely normal not anything you should be worried about

 

[ijustwannaascendlol]

Mirin.

 

[HopefullyaCLsoon]

2 posts 0 reps asking for proof

cls are rare dude if you really are one i think you should show proof atleast

 

[TrueNateJacobs]

I used to think exactly like you by looksmax stantards I'm a chadlite had women approach me, flirt with me but I had no like motavation to flirt back or engage used ot make excuses like women are promiscuous now turns I'm actually just gay maybe thats the case with you?

No.
I’m definitely attracted to women.
I have tried to jerk off to gay porn before and I just can’t get hard. It does nothing for me.

On the other hand I can get turned on by women in full clothing.

I have come to a handful of possible conclusions.

Being gay was one of them, and I have since ruled that out.

I genuinely enjoy the presence of women and like making out with them/flirting/touching etc, and I really want to lose my virginity, but I hate the thought of losing it to the wrong woman.

It’s not that simple though, and I can’t explain myself in adequate detail.

It’s honestly case by case, and this fluctuation in mood could be due to pubertal hormones.

 

[Bitchwhipper2]

Truth btw

 

[TrueNateJacobs]

Mirin.

I would rather just be normal

 

[SwissArms]

cls are rare dude if you really are one i think you should show proof atleast

 

[ijustwannaascendlol]

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Nigga pull out the gpt rate

 

[TrueNateJacobs]

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Chatgpt doesnt give accurate ratings at all.
But I will take your word for it I guess

 

[metaaa]

Most recently, I was with a girl at a party, and we were making out and shit. She was like solid hmtb with huge tits and an okay ass.

We ended up going back to her house, into the basement, and she obviously wanted to fuck, so when she went to use the bathroom I pretended to be asleep on the floor since we were both very drunk.

She came out of the bathroom with just a bra on and she kept poking me trying to wake me up but I kept faking until she left me alone.

I didn’t have a condom though so that was part of it I think. Otherwise I might have fucked her.

She kept hitting me up for like 2 months after that and only recently stopped cause I just have been ignoring her.

She’s always trying to meet up with me and chill alone together.
I honestly feel like a fucking faggot/foid.
Like I feel like she only wants to fuck me/use me for my body since I’m gymmaxxed, and it makes me feel objectified/disgusted.
I don’t want some whore who just wants to fuck.
I want love. I want true beautiful love.

That sound’s gay but I’m just telling you how it is.

I think about sex a lot
I want to have sex
When I makeout with girls I usually cum in my pants at least a little bit
I love women, seriously sometimes too much.
(Normal for a teenage boy I guess)

But when it actually comes down to the act, and thinking about doing it, I get scared/don’t wanna do it.

I’ve had opportunities to do it, many in fact, but I always end up making an excuse, or purposefully stop talking to the girl before it get’s to that point.

I think honestly it might be the fact that I’m scared of losing my virginity to the wrong girl.

I don’t want to lose my virginity to some random mtb.

I want to love the girl that I lose my virginity to, and I want it to be a beautiful moment.

But recently I have been thinking that maybe it wouldn’t even be so bad if I never lost my virginity.

Like I couldn’t care less.
Of course I still want to, but if I never did, that would be fine too.

Honestly the thought of losing my virginity to the wrong girl makes me want to cry

Some dudes get so lucky.
They get the perfect htb girl that they want, and they start dating her, and then after a couple of months, they passionately lose their virginity together.
This is true teen love.

Not this fucking bullshit 2 man culture and hookup culture.

If I just wanted fucking sex I would buy a prostitute.

Wizz, tinder, snapchat
In my opinion these things are no better than prostitution.

I don’t know why my brain is wired to think this way, but this is one of the few areas in my live where I’m very conservative/traditional.

I believe you should date to for love, and nothing else.

I get you but I don't think ur asexual I js think ur waiting for true girl to lose your virginity with plus I get why u were scared if u didn't have a condom

 

[HopefullyaCLsoon]

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this is lwk an iqlet reply because chatgpt cant rank someone below htn i'd have to actually see your face for proof because you can also just show chatgpt someone whos actually cl

 

[g-money]

Most recently, I was with a girl at a party, and we were making out and shit. She was like solid hmtb with huge tits and an okay ass.

We ended up going back to her house, into the basement, and she obviously wanted to fuck, so when she went to use the bathroom I pretended to be asleep on the floor since we were both very drunk.

She came out of the bathroom with just a bra on and she kept poking me trying to wake me up but I kept faking until she left me alone.

I didn’t have a condom though so that was part of it I think. Otherwise I might have fucked her.

She kept hitting me up for like 2 months after that and only recently stopped cause I just have been ignoring her.

She’s always trying to meet up with me and chill alone together.
I honestly feel like a fucking faggot/foid.
Like I feel like she only wants to fuck me/use me for my body since I’m gymmaxxed, and it makes me feel objectified/disgusted.
I don’t want some whore who just wants to fuck.
I want love. I want true beautiful love.

That sound’s gay but I’m just telling you how it is.

I think about sex a lot
I want to have sex
When I makeout with girls I usually cum in my pants at least a little bit
I love women, seriously sometimes too much.
(Normal for a teenage boy I guess)

But when it actually comes down to the act, and thinking about doing it, I get scared/don’t wanna do it.

I’ve had opportunities to do it, many in fact, but I always end up making an excuse, or purposefully stop talking to the girl before it get’s to that point.

I think honestly it might be the fact that I’m scared of losing my virginity to the wrong girl.

I don’t want to lose my virginity to some random mtb.

I want to love the girl that I lose my virginity to, and I want it to be a beautiful moment.

But recently I have been thinking that maybe it wouldn’t even be so bad if I never lost my virginity.

Like I couldn’t care less.
Of course I still want to, but if I never did, that would be fine too.

Honestly the thought of losing my virginity to the wrong girl makes me want to cry

Some dudes get so lucky.
They get the perfect htb girl that they want, and they start dating her, and then after a couple of months, they passionately lose their virginity together.
This is true teen love.

Not this fucking bullshit 2 man culture and hookup culture.

If I just wanted fucking sex I would buy a prostitute.

Wizz, tinder, snapchat
In my opinion these things are no better than prostitution.

I don’t know why my brain is wired to think this way, but this is one of the few areas in my live where I’m very conservative/traditional.

I believe you should date to for love, and nothing else.

I think you haven’t hit puberty fully yet. When I was younger I was super into girls but the idea of fucking them sounded crazy to me.

 

[SwissArms]

this is lwk an iqlet reply because chatgpt cant rank someone below htn i'd have to actually see your face for proof because you can also just show chatgpt someone whos actually cl

Why would I be lying? What do I have to gain from lying?

 

[HopefullyaCLsoon]

Why would I be lying? What do I have to gain from lying?

im not saying your lying you might just be delusional thinking your cl when you actually arent and thats spreading false info idk why its so hard for you to just show your face i think if you stall this long you might be chopped ngl

 

[SwissArms]

im not saying your lying you might just be delusional thinking your cl when you actually arent and thats spreading false info idk why its so hard for you to just show your face i think if you stall this long you might be chopped ngl

I go outside, women flirt with me gay guys approach me straigh guys look angry or pissed off when I'm in gym what level is that then?

 

[HopefullyaCLsoon]

I go outside, women flirt with me gay guys approach me straigh guys look angry or pissed off when I'm in gym what level is that then?

could just be lying to me show me your face then we'll know bro

 

[Clav's Baseball Cup]

Biggest DNR of my life

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

I honestly feel like a fucking faggot/foid.

No bro. Your feelings are fully valid.

I don’t want some whore who just wants to fuck.
I want love. I want true beautiful love.

Holy fuck i couldn't agree with you more.

They get the perfect htb girl that they want,

Why does it matter if she is a htb?

I don’t know why my brain is wired to think this way, but this is one of the few areas in my live where I’m very conservative/traditional.

Because you aren't a disgusting degenerate like all these other people.
You are mentally ill and insane if you can fuck someone (the most intimate thing ever) and not be seriously attached to that person.

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

Did read. Good fucking thread.
@satangoy this shits real asf.

Btw OP i don't think you are asexual

 

[TrueNateJacobs]

No bro. Your feelings are fully valid.

Holy fuck i couldn't agree with you more.

Why does it matter if she is a htb?

Because you aren't a disgusting degenerate like all these other people.
You are mentally ill and insane if you can fuck someone (the most intimate thing ever) and not be seriously attached to that person.

She doesn’t have to be htb honestly but I was just making that point like “some guys have it good”

I’ve been attracted to ltbs before.

I fell in love with a lmtb last summer and it didnt work out.

 

[satangoy]

Did read. Good fucking thread.
@satangoy this shits real asf.

Btw OP i don't think you are asexual

mirin the thread also thx for tagging me in

 

[bourgeoizyzz]

trolling aside, it isn't a bad policy to not fuck girls that you wouldn't want to ltr

 

[satangoy]

Most recently, I was with a girl at a party, and we were making out and shit. She was like solid hmtb with huge tits and an okay ass.

We ended up going back to her house, into the basement, and she obviously wanted to fuck, so when she went to use the bathroom I pretended to be asleep on the floor since we were both very drunk.

She came out of the bathroom with just a bra on and she kept poking me trying to wake me up but I kept faking until she left me alone.

I didn’t have a condom though so that was part of it I think. Otherwise I might have fucked her.

She kept hitting me up for like 2 months after that and only recently stopped cause I just have been ignoring her.

She’s always trying to meet up with me and chill alone together.
I honestly feel like a fucking faggot/foid.
Like I feel like she only wants to fuck me/use me for my body since I’m gymmaxxed, and it makes me feel objectified/disgusted.
I don’t want some whore who just wants to fuck.
I want love. I want true beautiful love.

That sound’s gay but I’m just telling you how it is.

I think about sex a lot
I want to have sex
When I makeout with girls I usually cum in my pants at least a little bit
I love women, seriously sometimes too much.
(Normal for a teenage boy I guess)

But when it actually comes down to the act, and thinking about doing it, I get scared/don’t wanna do it.

I’ve had opportunities to do it, many in fact, but I always end up making an excuse, or purposefully stop talking to the girl before it get’s to that point.

I think honestly it might be the fact that I’m scared of losing my virginity to the wrong girl.

I don’t want to lose my virginity to some random mtb.

I want to love the girl that I lose my virginity to, and I want it to be a beautiful moment.

But recently I have been thinking that maybe it wouldn’t even be so bad if I never lost my virginity.

Like I couldn’t care less.
Of course I still want to, but if I never did, that would be fine too.

Honestly the thought of losing my virginity to the wrong girl makes me want to cry

Some dudes get so lucky.
They get the perfect htb girl that they want, and they start dating her, and then after a couple of months, they passionately lose their virginity together.
This is true teen love.

Not this fucking bullshit 2 man culture and hookup culture.

If I just wanted fucking sex I would buy a prostitute.

Wizz, tinder, snapchat
In my opinion these things are no better than prostitution.

I don’t know why my brain is wired to think this way, but this is one of the few areas in my live where I’m very conservative/traditional.

I believe you should date to for love, and nothing else.

bro word's can't fucking explain how much i relate to this holy shittt @EvilSatanArseRapist again thx goat for tagging me in and mirin ur effort too ofc