I MUST commit patricide

[AlexAP]

I always knew my father was a masculine, bad boy alpha slayer. When I recently asked him if he thinks there is some help for people with mental problems, like therapy or anything else, he again said the most alpha thing: "Why? Are you such a sissy that you need this?" Later I said, in a cynical way, that I could go to the Netherlands and use euthanasia even as a young person (I was bluffing, it's actually not possible). He just laughed and said "You're too coward to do that."

It gets even better. I spoke with my mother and asked her if she would ever tell my father what happened with his best friend. I was molested as a 7-8 year-old boy by my father's best friend, but I never told anyone except my mother last year. She told me that she did tell him about that, so my father knows. But he never talked with me about it. And of course, he still has contact with his best friend. So he's still hanging out with the guy who molested me when I was a kid.

If there was ever a dark triad alpha slayer without emotions, it's him. He had no problems cheating on my mother the whole marriage, doesn't care about his kids, is still good-looking as an oldcel, and is happy with life. At this point, there's nothing that can help me now except patricide. That's the only way I can out-alpha him and move on with life.

 

[khvirgin]

tales from the schizo basement

 

[Sphinx]

I was molested as a 7-8 year-old boy by my father's best friend

What did he do to you

 

[Enfant terrible]

I always knew my father was a masculine, bad boy alpha slayer. When I recently asked him if he thinks there is some help for people with mental problems, like therapy or anything else, he again said the most alpha thing: "Why? Are you such a sissy that you need this?" Later I said, in a cynical way, that I could go to the Netherlands and use euthanasia even as a young person (I was bluffing, it's actually not possible). He just laughed and said "You're too coward to do that."

It gets even better. I spoke with my mother and asked her if she would ever tell my father what happened with his best friend. I was molested as a 7-8 year-old boy by my father's best friend, but I never told anyone except my mother last year. She told me that she did tell him about that, so my father knows. But he never talked with me about it. And of course, he still has contact with his best friend. So he's still hanging out with the guy who molested me when I was a kid.

If there was ever a dark triad alpha slayer without emotions, it's him. He had no problems cheating on my mother the whole marriage, doesn't care about his kids, is still good-looking as an oldcel, and is happy with life. At this point, there's nothing that can help me now except patricide. That's the only way I can out-alpha him and move on with life.
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wtf
how did he molest you
like actual rape ?

 

[AlexAP]

wtf
how did he molest you
like actual rape ?

No, and it wasn't a trauma for me, it was just inappropriate. He touched my private parts many times and made me touch his p too. I think he might be a pedo, he's still single at old age.

 

[Sphinx]

No, and it wasn't a trauma for me, it was just inappropriate. He touched my private parts many times and made me touch his p too. I think he might be a pedo, he's still single at old age.

If one day you rope, take him with u.

 

[sytyl]

And of course, he still has contact with his best friend. So he's still hanging out with the guy who molested me when I was a kid.

That's fucked up you deserve better

 

[Sphinx]

That's fucked up you deserve better

Imagine them sharing jokes about that on a beer

 

[Enfant terrible]

No, and it wasn't a trauma for me, it was just inappropriate. He touched my private parts many times and made me touch his p too. I think he might be a pedo, he's still single at old age.

is he german ?

 

[Deleted member 6164]

Understandable

 

[AlexAP]

is he german ?

No, he's from Bolivia like my father, and he lives in Spain. They only see each other once or twice a year now.

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[Ritalincel]

s

 

[Deleted member 16834]

Latinos are so disgusting and degenerate

>every Latino couple I’ve ever encountered has been ugly alcoholic whores for mothers and balding short disgusting fathers

it’s a pukeworthy culture and group of people

 

[Entschuldigung]

No, and it wasn't a trauma for me, it was just inappropriate. He touched my private parts many times and made me touch his p too. I think he might be a pedo, he's still single at old age.

Maybe he fucks your father idk
Just sayin

 

[Entschuldigung]

Latinos are so disgusting and degenerate

>every Latino couple I’ve ever encountered has been ugly alcoholic whores for mothers and balding short disgusting fathers

it’s a pukeworthy culture and group of people

Cope my mother is normal and my father is only short

 

[AlexAP]

Latinos are so disgusting and degenerate

>every Latino couple I’ve ever encountered has been ugly alcoholic whores for mothers and balding short disgusting fathers

it’s a pukeworthy culture and group of people

Yeah tbh my father was a typical Latino. Macho, cheater, liked to party. Idk how Latinos are today, but he was typical for his generation.

 

[Entschuldigung]

Yeah tbh my father was a typical Latino. Macho, cheater, liked to party. Idk how Latinos are today, but he was typical for his generation.

Still the same
Idk I think it's the water that makes people short and horny

 

[Deleted member 16834]

Cope my mother is normal and my father is only short

do they even have university level education? Educated Latinos are exception but unfortunately extremely rare here in my country. They are known for raping and being short and selling fruits on the street

 

[Entschuldigung]

do they even have university level education? Educated Latinos are exception but unfortunately extremely rare here in my country. They are known for raping and being short and selling fruits on the street

Are you from where? Argentina?

 

[The_God]

No, he's from Bolivia like my father, and he lives in Spain. They only see each other once or twice a year now.

r u bolivian?

 

[AlexAP]

r u bolivian?

Half Bolivian, half German.

 

[Ritalincel]

 

[OldRooster]

The Machiavellian thing to do would be to kill your father's friend that molested you next time he visits. You will be considered a sympathetic figure by the courts and not get any jail time. Your father will live in shame the rest of his life as everyone will know that he failed his son, and he will likely rope.

 

[AlexAP]

The Machiavellian thing to do would be to kill your father's friend that molested you next time he visits. You will be considered a sympathetic figure by the courts and not get any jail time. Your father will live in shame the rest of his life as everyone will know that he failed his son, and he will likely rope.

Doubt that I would get free.
And I don't think my father cares enough to rope, he would be probably sad that his friend died and honor him.

 

[Reckless Turtle]

@thecel thoughts?

 

[AlexAP]

@thecel thoughts?

Why are you asking him?

 

[Sphinx]

Why are you asking him?

He, too...got molested as a child

 

[SeiGun]

what if you failed and he pissed off and rape you repeatedly with his friend ?

 

[AlexAP]

what if you failed and he pissed off and rape you repeatedly with his friend ?

I wouldn't fail, it would be planned carefully.

 

[Sphinx]

I wouldn't fail, it would be planned carefully.

Telling that to the internet is the first right careful step

 

[AlexAP]

Telling that to the internet is the first right careful step

No one here can identify me. And no one would try to prevent anything anyway.