i need to change

[rhinoplasty demon]

every fucking time I get put in a scenario where I’m getting screamed at or voice raised at my body reacts with tears and sadness but my mind is not. I look like a pussy ass bitch and my words trample themselves like fucking tumbleweeds in the wind, so i can’t even make valid points. My inhib is so high around females even on facetime call, simply because my dopamine receptors are just happy to be taking to someone different. I’m so done with this shit(i’m not suicidal) and i need to change.

 

[kisslessvirgin]

same

I need exposure to the world

i self withdraw in social situations