Acromegaly_Chad
Offical Surgery Consultant
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I'll never find anything like her again, the only reason I didn't get her is because of my fucked up looks. It's been 5 years yet I've failed to find a proper substitute ever since, she will always remain the number 1, because your first crush, and first oneitis in your youth is what you've actually been destined for.
But it wasn't meant for me. God, Karma, fate, whatever higher force there is, decided to royally fuck up my face, especially my jaws. Every day I need ro think about how it's NOT ME who's with her. It's beyond brutal.
I need to compensate for my trauma with several million dollars. I need to brutally bully, oppress and destroy my competition in academia and at the work place to feel a little more worthy. I need to shit on other people to feel better, I admit it. Heck, I calculated that I need around 40 - 50 Million until I'm 40 to be able to look back and think justice has been done.
But it wasn't meant for me. God, Karma, fate, whatever higher force there is, decided to royally fuck up my face, especially my jaws. Every day I need ro think about how it's NOT ME who's with her. It's beyond brutal.
I need to compensate for my trauma with several million dollars. I need to brutally bully, oppress and destroy my competition in academia and at the work place to feel a little more worthy. I need to shit on other people to feel better, I admit it. Heck, I calculated that I need around 40 - 50 Million until I'm 40 to be able to look back and think justice has been done.