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all fictional scenarios and social experiment
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when I use meth or ritalin and smoke cigs : responsible, mature, can hold a job for months working 50-60 hours a week no weekends the perfect slave
when im sober like right now and hopefully forever: anxiety riddled NEET in a constant state of brainfog and chronic fatigue + chronic pains making me think I have a bunch of illnesses and am gonna die
I feel alot more schizo when sober it was likely the nicotine that helped and shut my delusions away, its been theorized that it cures long covid and POIS by fixing acetylcholine dysregulation
I have 30 000$ saved up from the last time I wageslaved I want to make more money I miss the grind so much but im in such a shit state I also became really boring and always drowning in self pity my threads used to be good I was a high dopamine individual who could engage in conversations now I avoid them I wish meth couldnt kill you I'd use forever
when im sober like right now and hopefully forever: anxiety riddled NEET in a constant state of brainfog and chronic fatigue + chronic pains making me think I have a bunch of illnesses and am gonna die
I feel alot more schizo when sober it was likely the nicotine that helped and shut my delusions away, its been theorized that it cures long covid and POIS by fixing acetylcholine dysregulation
I have 30 000$ saved up from the last time I wageslaved I want to make more money I miss the grind so much but im in such a shit state I also became really boring and always drowning in self pity my threads used to be good I was a high dopamine individual who could engage in conversations now I avoid them I wish meth couldnt kill you I'd use forever
