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AUTISTIC HAPA SLAYER
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We were each other's first for everything, including dating (we met at 14).
I was there for all her mental illnesses, including her eating disorder.
When things would end, I would always suffer. She is popular, and I was popular, but not as much as she was; therefore, she destroyed my reputation and social life.
For reference, I knew a large circle of around 30+ people I would talk to daily, and she knew pretty much the entire grade level of 100+ people.
Ever since last year, I have had no friends, and I have been treated as nothing short of a subhuman by everyone at school.
Before her, I would always hang around people and had girls willing to date me. After her, I sit by myself in class.
Every day I walk in the hallways, I get nothing but dirty looks. I used to be considered a decent-looking guy by most girls. I was seen as "cute" or "pretty," but thanks to her, nowadays, they all see me as repulsive.
Some days, I will be minding my business in class, and people just come up to me and insult me. Every time my name is brought up, it's the topic of laughter.
At least, it's nothing physical. This 5'9, bottom 10% percentile, MTN, framecel tried to pull some shit on me; I picked him up and threw him off my chair into one of his friends.
She also would stalk me both online (which is normal for girls) and in person (creepy). She would also send people to find info about me; that's a little odd.
Every time I would get with a new girl, she would turn the school against them and manipulate them into leaving me.
She broke my phone once, I almost bitchslapped her.
Regardless, we tried again and again, and she would always leave, and I would be miserable.
Today, I tried to come back, and I talked to her in person, and she said so (my abused dog syndrome was in full effect).
A few hours ago, she texted me, trying to apologize again for everything she did and come back; I said no for the first time.
She said she was proud of me and that I ended the cycle of abuse.
Call me a bitch-ass nigga all you want; I deserve it for being so stupid.
I think I do not have oneitis anymore.
I was there for all her mental illnesses, including her eating disorder.
When things would end, I would always suffer. She is popular, and I was popular, but not as much as she was; therefore, she destroyed my reputation and social life.
For reference, I knew a large circle of around 30+ people I would talk to daily, and she knew pretty much the entire grade level of 100+ people.
Ever since last year, I have had no friends, and I have been treated as nothing short of a subhuman by everyone at school.
Before her, I would always hang around people and had girls willing to date me. After her, I sit by myself in class.
Every day I walk in the hallways, I get nothing but dirty looks. I used to be considered a decent-looking guy by most girls. I was seen as "cute" or "pretty," but thanks to her, nowadays, they all see me as repulsive.
Some days, I will be minding my business in class, and people just come up to me and insult me. Every time my name is brought up, it's the topic of laughter.
At least, it's nothing physical. This 5'9, bottom 10% percentile, MTN, framecel tried to pull some shit on me; I picked him up and threw him off my chair into one of his friends.
She also would stalk me both online (which is normal for girls) and in person (creepy). She would also send people to find info about me; that's a little odd.
Every time I would get with a new girl, she would turn the school against them and manipulate them into leaving me.
She broke my phone once, I almost bitchslapped her.
Regardless, we tried again and again, and she would always leave, and I would be miserable.
Today, I tried to come back, and I talked to her in person, and she said so (my abused dog syndrome was in full effect).
A few hours ago, she texted me, trying to apologize again for everything she did and come back; I said no for the first time.
She said she was proud of me and that I ended the cycle of abuse.
Call me a bitch-ass nigga all you want; I deserve it for being so stupid.
I think I do not have oneitis anymore.
