I seek social interactions (I think) but when I get them they drain me and don’t fulfill me

[Jesus_ist_König]

I don’t get it. I can’t do this shit anymore. I love being alone, then I somehow want to interact with someone, I do it and then I feel shit because I hate interacting with people and I get no positive emotions from it.

Dude I feel more and more like Patrick Bateman

 

[yyk117]

theres nothing wrong with being alone, its perfect

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

theres nothing wrong with being alone, its perfect

I know but then I get this emptiness and I try to fill it but it doesn’t work

 

[Drib]

I know but then I get this emptiness and I try to fill it but it doesn’t work

Just stop trying to fill it, after a while u won’t want to

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Just stop trying to fill it, after a while u won’t want to

I have bad thoughts in my head dude I don’t know what to do anymore

I can’t just not care abt it I will go insane

 

[Drib]

I have bad thoughts in my head dude I don’t know what to do anymore

I can’t just not care abt it I will go insane

I know what u mean trust me, I just started doing whatever my mind told me to do if I wanted to not be alone I’d fix it then if I wanted to be alone Ill go be alone just stop caring what anyone thinks or anything just do what feels good bro ik its not that easy but trust me

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I know what u mean trust me,

I just started doing whatever my mind told me

I can’t do that

to do if I wanted to not be alone I’d fix it then if I wanted to be alone Ill go be alone just stop caring what anyone thinks or anything just do what feels good bro ik its not that easy but trust me

 

[Drib]

I don’t really know deep down what u need for help but whatever it is I hope u get it

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

I don’t really know deep down what u need for help but whatever it is I hope u get it

can you help me in the other thread i tagged you in

 

[Assymetry]

I don’t get it. I can’t do this shit anymore. I love being alone, then I somehow want to interact with someone, I do it and then I feel shit because I hate interacting with people and I get no positive emotions from it.

Dude I feel more and more like Patrick Bateman

Perhaps you like the idea in your head of social interaction, but the reality is just underwhelming.

 

[mtn_dude_193]

the way i feel also its good in my head but not irl

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

Perhaps you like the idea in your head of social interaction, but the reality is just underwhelming.

the way i feel also its good in my head but not irl

yes exactly

 

[Don_and-idk]

I don’t get it. I can’t do this shit anymore. I love being alone, then I somehow want to interact with someone, I do it and then I feel shit because I hate interacting with people and I get no positive emotions from it.

Dude I feel more and more like Patrick Bateman

Real masking is so hard and talking to normies is brutal cuz most of them DNR you fuck normtards