I think everyone secretly hates me

[Former Shortcel]

Ive thought this for as long as i can remember

Anytime i speak to someone, no matter how much interest they show in whatever im talking about, or how kind they come off

all i can think about is the possibility that they ACTUALLY so desperately want me to shut the fuck up, so they can be on their own way. im constantly convincing myself of negatives in quite literally everything

Is this just a case of me projecting how i feel when a lot of people talk to me? Since i mask a lot to people please others just to avoid people questioning me, or so whatever conversation im having with said person will end sooner?

 

[Iamspace]

i love you

 

[Brava]

I don’t despite you showing negativity to me

 

[Former Shortcel]

i love you

I don’t despite you showing negativity to me

I wasnt necessarily talking about users, more so interactions irl

GENERALLY if i show negativity in a user, its not that i dislike them (late alone hate them). Its usually just arguing over some dumb shit once or maybe even a couple times, and then me not caring all too much anymore

(However that also depends on whatever shit im arguing about with a nig)

I dont really hold grudges over others like a foid

 

[davidlaidisme67]

Ive thought this for as long as i can remember

Anytime i speak to someone, no matter how much interest they show in whatever im talking about, or how kind they come off

all i can think about is the possibility that they ACTUALLY so desperately want me to shut the fuck up, so they can be on their own way. im constantly convincing myself of negatives in quite literally everything

So relatable holy shit man

Is this just a case of me projecting how i feel when a lot of people talk to me? Since i mask a lot to people please others just to avoid people questioning me, or so whatever conversation im having with said person will end sooner?

It could be projection but I feel this 24/7. You’re loved in the com btw based user

 

[iblamemyhabits]

u hate yourself don't u

 

[YourLocalLMTN]

that feeling makes me avoid social interactions

 

[IronMike]

this is not natural and probably true

 

[H72]

relatable post

 

[Former Shortcel]

u hate yourself don't u

Heavy mood swings to be honest

Sometimes i hate myself, sometimes i feel like a god amongst others that they cannot comprehend, other times i feel like just a guy that doesnt matter at all (typically the most neutral state tbh)

 

[Blasian-K]

Ive thought this for as long as i can remember

Anytime i speak to someone, no matter how much interest they show in whatever im talking about, or how kind they come off

all i can think about is the possibility that they ACTUALLY so desperately want me to shut the fuck up, so they can be on their own way. im constantly convincing myself of negatives in quite literally everything

Is this just a case of me projecting how i feel when a lot of people talk to me? Since i mask a lot to people please others just to avoid people questioning me, or so whatever conversation im having with said person will end sooner?

Just a side effect of overthinking. Being super introspective leads to a lot of reflection. And you often look at your flaws. And this leads to like paralysis. Whenever you get into a conversation with others, you think they will notice your flaws. But it's most likely just projection from masking all the time.

Most people will also give some obvious signs if they don’t enjoy the conversation. Even if they are being nice, if they look distracted or are jittery, they probably want you to shut it.

But if they seem actually engaged, you are probably just overthinking.

 

[Crusile]

High cortisol

 

[Former Shortcel]

So relatable holy shit man

Fr, its even worse when its strangers im meeting through a friend

Unless im completely fucked and not sober in the slightest, i just imagine them listening to me, gritting their teeth, and wanting me to stop talking to them ASAP no matter how interested or kind they seem

It could be projection but I feel this 24/7. You’re loved in the com btw based user

id say in my case its a mixture of projection and just constant mood swings, since i dont think i will always feel this way

Also thanks G youre also a based user