I think I have BDD.

[emeraldglass]

Isn't ekkelo or something Moroccan for dick? @emeraldglass

Akkelo or zeb both can be used.

 

[emeraldglass]

didnt research this sarm shit well let we hope it dont close my growth plates or lose my hair

You meant Enclo i think.

 

[Deleted member 22924]

You meant Enclo i think.

yes bhai

 

[Deleted member 24712]

I know that many users on here say I'm gl, changlite, etc., but at this I don't even know if any of that is true. Yeah, sure, sometimes I feel like I'm genuinely gl, but other times I see myself in photos and irl and see a boneless, asymmetric asf manlet Asian.

The worst part about it is the inconsistency. As a case study, let's look at these three photos of me:

Look at how different each photo looks. What do you make of them?

The worst part of all of this is the uncertainty. Yeah, I might think I look the best in the first pic, but that was taken in my basement at night. By that logic, the second and third pics were taken in daylight, which means that given that I'm out during the day, the way I look in there would be how I actually look irl. If that's the case for the third pic, then I'm fucked. Not only that, I feel like I look worse in motion/irl than in pics, which would be gigaover if that were true for me.

These thoughts have been plaguing me. Everytime I talk with non-friends or even just walk by a group of girls, I just have that gut feeling that I'm repulsive to them in some way. Maybe it's my autism (read: normies can detect autism really quickly), but even then an autistic chad wouldn't feel that way, would they? Maybe it's the NTpill? The knowpill? Maybe I'm just overanalyzing the situation and deluding myself into reading the wrong thing out of every interaction?

I feel like I'm being tricked, or tricking myself. I think I'm slowly going insane harboring these thoughts over time. Users who've gone through this situation, what do you have to say?

if u want absolute honesty ur gl but ur eyes fuck u so hard
they look so small in comparison to the rest of ur head which makes u look rather weird

like take one of those pictures and blur out a good portion of ur eye area and then compare the pictures, u look good in the blurred one bcs we imagine larger eyes but then we look at the original and they so tiny
js try to fix ur eyes some way or another but tbh idk how u would

 

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