I think I’m gonna give up, and most of you should too.

[charliewillascend]

yes I know I’m crying like a bitch and you all don’t give a fuck and DNR , blah blah blah

don’t even bother reading this shit, it’s irrelevant and if you have a good life it’s pointless.

but honestly what is the point, it’s never been more over. Everywhere in life I seem to get the short end of the stick and loose out in a way where something I pray at night to not happen ALWAYS happens.
But the worst thing is I don’t blame myself at all, all the bad things that happen to me seem to be out of my control, which makes it even worse. It’s like failing a test that you studied so hard for, which by the way this happened to me for all my tests this week!!!!! WHICH I STUDIED FOR
I moved to a new school for sixth form (16-18 year old school in the uk) to be with my ‘best friend’ who I spoke to every night for a decade of my life and did everything with; yet he acted like I didn’t even exist there, in his group (the popular group so I had a chance to be happy but it course it blew up in my face ) I knew 8/9, and the one j didn’t know hated my guts for no reason!! And I stil can’t figure out why, and all he did was rinse the shit out of me despite me doing nothing wrong.
Since he is popular the rest joined in including my ‘friend’
At that point it’s a 7v1 , and I honestly didn’t do a single weird or ‘non NT’ thing!!!!!!!!!!!
So I had to move back to my old school in humiliation , where I also have no friends, and my ‘friend’ of decades hasn’t even bothered to reach out to me and it’s been months, NOT ONCE.
This is exactly what I fucking mean when I dont blame my self

It’s been proven to me, mid write of this thread my mom shouts my name , less then a second later (not even any time to respond£ she screams my name sharply cursing at me for no reason , i say what back in a sharp voice back and she freaks out on me like everyday,
Takes everything I own…
I screamed I want to die 3 times hit a wall and as expected no one cares. I’ve just been crying in my room for the last 3 minutes,
My mom will now cry to my dad and make up stuff and I will get screamed at for no reason.

My parents don’t care, I have no friends, I’m ugly , flunking school despite trying I don’t have hobbies I just sit inside all day as my parents don’t even bother to take me out anywhere , I haven’t been out with friends in over 3 years despite being 17, I constantly think everyone is judging me for my appearance and failos I am terrified of having my photo taken , holy shit it’s over.
And now I’m wondering why I even wrote this thread.
rope

 

[valentine]

kill everyone

 

[charliewillascend]

kill everyone

Just myself I don’t do bad things , that type of shit only happens to me.

 

[Vincent Freeman]

 

[charliewillascend]

I talk to him more then my mom (dead serious)

 

[Balkanmogger1446]

Chill out bro,live life do whatever u want to do

 

[Vincent Freeman]

I talk to him more then my mom (dead serious)

then its legit over

 

[Serial Coomer]

don’t even bother reading this shit

 

[Naticel]

I've already pretty much given up

 

[Trisomy 21]

cant read

 

[charliewillascend]

Chill out bro,live life do whatever u want to do

I can’t live my life when I’m cursed, I am nothing but nice to everyone in life I promise, or anyone ,I never see when I’m wrong.
So either I’m cursed or just a narcissist because I can’t identify what I do wrong, either way it’s over.

then its legit over

I’ve acknowledged that, I truly have no one or no future, to the point that right now I am seeking comfort on a looksmax forum as I don’t know what else to do,
oh and my mom still hasn’t checked on me despite me screaming I want to die 3 times.

I've already pretty much given up

if your like me then honestly yeah, the worlds too cruel, and think that we’re the ones who supposedly won by being born as humans and animals have it way worse.

cant read

its ok bro

 

[milchbubi88]

read every molecule, basic ahh words, but i promise you, it will get better. When we suffer, we change, we grow, its hard to understand and accept that at the moment, but that pain forms you, even if you don't get it right now. Trust me, everything will make sense one day. I believe in you bro

 

[e1488shciozl]

Go er

Just myself I don’t do bad things , that type of shit only happens to me

 

[SubhumanEyes]

, flunking school despite trying

i was ass at school when i tried so i stopped,i got 40/80 on my math mock but idc cuz as long as i pass next year it dont matter

I’m ugly

same brah

 

[chillmap2736]

stop crying like a bitch do something

 

[charliewillascend]

read every molecule, basic ahh words, but i promise you, it will get better. When we suffer, we change, we grow, its hard to understand and accept that at the moment, but that pain forms you, even if you don't get it right now. Trust me, everything will make sense one day. I believe in you bro

thanks for reading it, it really means a lot.

But you don’t understand the whole story , I love to think like this and watch motivational TikTok’s about how suffering helps,
But it is everyday for me, I really have been considering the last few months just taking the easy way out man with my mental state I see no way I will be a normal functioning person anymore.

It just gets worse and worse.

 

[Petsmart]

Buddy struggling on the tutorial level

 

[charliewillascend]

i was ass at school when i tried so i stopped,i got 40/80 on my math mock but idc cuz as long as i pass next year it dont matter

same brah

I’m sorry for you

stop crying like a bitch do something

some things in life there is truly nothing we can do.
The people that did something from bad situations always comes down to luck,
They have a gift of some sort or just had amazing sequences of events.
Sorry for being so negative but it’s true man…

 

[kazama]

I havent read it, but if u give this a rep with disgust I will read it

 

[chillmap2736]

some things in life there is truly nothing we can do.
The people that did something from bad situations always comes down to luck,
They have a gift of some sort or just had amazing sequences of events.
Sorry for being so negative but it’s true man…

just do something nigga ur 17 ur life didnt even start if theres nothing u can do rope

 

[fuckthesepills]

S

I talk to him more then my mom (dead serious)

pend time doing something u genuinely enjoy

 

[charliewillascend]

just do something nigga ur 17 ur life didnt even start if theres nothing u can do rope

I really appreciate it man,
But I don’t know why it feels like it’s already ended.

S

pend time doing something u genuinely enjoy

The problem is I don’t enjoy anything…
I have no friends too or caring family,
I’m such a hypocrite right now, I always think the people who come on here to cry or seek validation are gay, but I don’t know what else to do,
Thanks for your response bro

 

[charliewillascend]

Go er

I’m sorry about your reps I will try and give them to you soon

 

[fuckthesepills]

I really appreciate it man,
But I don’t know why it feels like it’s already ended.

The problem is I don’t enjoy anything…
I have no friends too or caring family,
I’m such a hypocrite right now, I always think the people who come on here to cry or seek validation are gay, but I don’t know what else to do,
Thanks for your response bro

If u have money to afford a motorbike, do it. Biking communities are Hella fun, and since u have nothing to lose I can ride at high speeds as well. I just pray u have decent social skills

 

[charliewillascend]

If u have money to afford a motorbike, do it. Biking communities are Hella fun, and since u have nothing to lose I can ride at high speeds as well. I just pray u have decent social skills

I do have good social skills,
I can talk to anyone.
Only thing I struggle with socially is thinking people are judging me on my facial flaws… genuine autism or something worse idek

It’s just that In life no one ever considers me that’s my problem.
One of the only people that truly cared for me was my nan, before she died she made me promise I’d never ride a motor bike as she believed they are death traps.
I appreciate the suggestion a lot though man.

 

[McSkziofren]

Will get better molly dw

 

[McSkziofren]

Ím taking care of u for 100 years

 

[fuckthesepills]

I do have good social skills,
I can talk to anyone.
Only thing I struggle with socially is thinking people are judging me on my facial flaws… genuine autism or something worse idek

It’s just that In life no one ever considers me that’s my problem.
One of the only people that truly cared for me was my nan, before she died she made me promise I’d never ride a motor bike as she believed they are death traps.
I appreciate the suggestion a lot though man.

They kinda are death traps. But u can still drive with caution even then

 

[charliewillascend]

Will get better molly dw

Ím taking care of u for 100 years

Thanks bro, at times like this I wish I was on whatever your on

They kinda are death traps. But u can still drive with caution even then

yeah man,
Thanks for your responses I hope you marry the girl in your pfp

 

[fuckthesepills]

Thanks bro, at times like this I wish I was on whatever your on

yeah man,
Thanks for your responses I hope you marry the girl in your pfp

thx but I am scared of dating a girl way out of my league

 

[e1488shciozl]

I’m sorry about your reps I will try and give them to you soon

Lmao it wasnt abt that. The comment was jfl. i think you have anxiousness personlity disorder

 

[charliewillascend]

Lmao it wasnt abt that. The comment was jfl. i think you have anxiousness personlity disorder

What is that?

 

[e1488shciozl]

What is that?

One sec bruh ima send it in dms

 

[pprimus43]

yes I know I’m crying like a bitch and you all don’t give a fuck and DNR , blah blah blah

don’t even bother reading this shit, it’s irrelevant and if you have a good life it’s pointless.

but honestly what is the point, it’s never been more over. Everywhere in life I seem to get the short end of the stick and loose out in a way where something I pray at night to not happen ALWAYS happens.
But the worst thing is I don’t blame myself at all, all the bad things that happen to me seem to be out of my control, which makes it even worse. It’s like failing a test that you studied so hard for, which by the way this happened to me for all my tests this week!!!!! WHICH I STUDIED FOR
I moved to a new school for sixth form (16-18 year old school in the uk) to be with my ‘best friend’ who I spoke to every night for a decade of my life and did everything with; yet he acted like I didn’t even exist there, in his group (the popular group so I had a chance to be happy but it course it blew up in my face ) I knew 8/9, and the one j didn’t know hated my guts for no reason!! And I stil can’t figure out why, and all he did was rinse the shit out of me despite me doing nothing wrong.
Since he is popular the rest joined in including my ‘friend’
At that point it’s a 7v1 , and I honestly didn’t do a single weird or ‘non NT’ thing!!!!!!!!!!!
So I had to move back to my old school in humiliation , where I also have no friends, and my ‘friend’ of decades hasn’t even bothered to reach out to me and it’s been months, NOT ONCE.
This is exactly what I fucking mean when I dont blame my self

It’s been proven to me, mid write of this thread my mom shouts my name , less then a second later (not even any time to respond£ she screams my name sharply cursing at me for no reason , i say what back in a sharp voice back and she freaks out on me like everyday,
Takes everything I own…
I screamed I want to die 3 times hit a wall and as expected no one cares. I’ve just been crying in my room for the last 3 minutes,
My mom will now cry to my dad and make up stuff and I will get screamed at for no reason.

My parents don’t care, I have no friends, I’m ugly , flunking school despite trying I don’t have hobbies I just sit inside all day as my parents don’t even bother to take me out anywhere , I haven’t been out with friends in over 3 years despite being 17, I constantly think everyone is judging me for my appearance and failos I am terrified of having my photo taken , holy shit it’s over.
And now I’m wondering why I even wrote this thread.
rope

I’m considering suicide

 

[ImVerySorry]

then its legit over

lol, just realized, Le Jeet.

 

[charliewillascend]

I’m considering suicide

I would tell you don’t do it ,
But I’m not the guy to talk to about this right now…

 

[pprimus43]

I would tell you don’t do it ,
But I’m not the guy to talk to about this right now…

I cannot be happy living like this

 

[charliewillascend]

I cannot be happy living like this

what happened bro

 

[pprimus43]

what happened bro

Foid I kissed is soft ghosting me, none of my Hinge matches are responding

 

[charliewillascend]

Foid I kissed is soft ghosting me, none of my Hinge matches are responding

Bro atleast you’re +8 on me Chad,
I’ve never kissed a girl or even felt a women’s touch!

 

[pprimus43]

Bro atleast you’re +8 on me Chad,
I’ve never kissed a girl or even felt a women’s touch!

I’m still virgin though

 

[pope]

If ur gonna rope at least start evil maxxing a bit. Unironically no more nice guy

 

[faivc]

yes I know I’m crying like a bitch and you all don’t give a fuck and DNR , blah blah blah

don’t even bother reading this shit, it’s irrelevant and if you have a good life it’s pointless.

but honestly what is the point, it’s never been more over. Everywhere in life I seem to get the short end of the stick and loose out in a way where something I pray at night to not happen ALWAYS happens.
But the worst thing is I don’t blame myself at all, all the bad things that happen to me seem to be out of my control, which makes it even worse. It’s like failing a test that you studied so hard for, which by the way this happened to me for all my tests this week!!!!! WHICH I STUDIED FOR
I moved to a new school for sixth form (16-18 year old school in the uk) to be with my ‘best friend’ who I spoke to every night for a decade of my life and did everything with; yet he acted like I didn’t even exist there, in his group (the popular group so I had a chance to be happy but it course it blew up in my face ) I knew 8/9, and the one j didn’t know hated my guts for no reason!! And I stil can’t figure out why, and all he did was rinse the shit out of me despite me doing nothing wrong.
Since he is popular the rest joined in including my ‘friend’
At that point it’s a 7v1 , and I honestly didn’t do a single weird or ‘non NT’ thing!!!!!!!!!!!
So I had to move back to my old school in humiliation , where I also have no friends, and my ‘friend’ of decades hasn’t even bothered to reach out to me and it’s been months, NOT ONCE.
This is exactly what I fucking mean when I dont blame my self

It’s been proven to me, mid write of this thread my mom shouts my name , less then a second later (not even any time to respond£ she screams my name sharply cursing at me for no reason , i say what back in a sharp voice back and she freaks out on me like everyday,
Takes everything I own…
I screamed I want to die 3 times hit a wall and as expected no one cares. I’ve just been crying in my room for the last 3 minutes,
My mom will now cry to my dad and make up stuff and I will get screamed at for no reason.

My parents don’t care, I have no friends, I’m ugly , flunking school despite trying I don’t have hobbies I just sit inside all day as my parents don’t even bother to take me out anywhere , I haven’t been out with friends in over 3 years despite being 17, I constantly think everyone is judging me for my appearance and failos I am terrified of having my photo taken , holy shit it’s over.
And now I’m wondering why I even wrote this thread.
rope

Ily bro no diddy

 

[Alias!]

yes I know I’m crying like a bitch and you all don’t give a fuck and DNR , blah blah blah

don’t even bother reading this shit, it’s irrelevant and if you have a good life it’s pointless.

but honestly what is the point, it’s never been more over. Everywhere in life I seem to get the short end of the stick and loose out in a way where something I pray at night to not happen ALWAYS happens.
But the worst thing is I don’t blame myself at all, all the bad things that happen to me seem to be out of my control, which makes it even worse. It’s like failing a test that you studied so hard for, which by the way this happened to me for all my tests this week!!!!! WHICH I STUDIED FOR
I moved to a new school for sixth form (16-18 year old school in the uk) to be with my ‘best friend’ who I spoke to every night for a decade of my life and did everything with; yet he acted like I didn’t even exist there, in his group (the popular group so I had a chance to be happy but it course it blew up in my face ) I knew 8/9, and the one j didn’t know hated my guts for no reason!! And I stil can’t figure out why, and all he did was rinse the shit out of me despite me doing nothing wrong.
Since he is popular the rest joined in including my ‘friend’
At that point it’s a 7v1 , and I honestly didn’t do a single weird or ‘non NT’ thing!!!!!!!!!!!
So I had to move back to my old school in humiliation , where I also have no friends, and my ‘friend’ of decades hasn’t even bothered to reach out to me and it’s been months, NOT ONCE.
This is exactly what I fucking mean when I dont blame my self

It’s been proven to me, mid write of this thread my mom shouts my name , less then a second later (not even any time to respond£ she screams my name sharply cursing at me for no reason , i say what back in a sharp voice back and she freaks out on me like everyday,
Takes everything I own…
I screamed I want to die 3 times hit a wall and as expected no one cares. I’ve just been crying in my room for the last 3 minutes,
My mom will now cry to my dad and make up stuff and I will get screamed at for no reason.

My parents don’t care, I have no friends, I’m ugly , flunking school despite trying I don’t have hobbies I just sit inside all day as my parents don’t even bother to take me out anywhere , I haven’t been out with friends in over 3 years despite being 17, I constantly think everyone is judging me for my appearance and failos I am terrified of having my photo taken , holy shit it’s over.
And now I’m wondering why I even wrote this thread.
rope

I’m not giving up until the age pill collects

 

[charliewillascend]

If ur gonna rope at least start evil maxxing a bit. Unironically no more nice guy

I feel bad…
I know it’s fucking pathetic.

I’m not giving up until the age pill collects

true life ends after 30