i think I’m the worst son to ever exist

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can’t believe i’m making a thread like this I can’t control my emotions I act out and just fucking ruin everything. It’s like when i’m mad enough, I just start speaking my mind and my mind is so fucked up. I threaten my family and call them all sorts of awful things. It’s like i’m a different person when i’m upset, i care nothing about consequences til they finally come.

I don’t get disciplined anymore, I just get to see their faces when they see what their son has grown into. It’s like idk man, I’m really fucked up bro. writing this thread literally to cope with who i am, I feel better atleast acknowledging my behaviors.

 

[Anthony111554]

I'm because I'M

 

[lottacoping]

blame your parents, you'd be surpised on how much parenting influence behavior

 

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blame your parents, you'd be surpised on how much parenting influence behavior

i used to always. But in reality I come out of a house with money, food, friends, no restrictions, no responsibilities, allowed to yell and go off on teachers. it’s the life most kids dream for. They lack the parenting but idk man I can literally do anything, it doesn’t make them budge or give me any sort of attention. My mom flinches when I walk by her as if I would ever lay a hand on her. It’s a weird feeling, I can tell i’m just not who they wanted me to be.

 

[kash Register]

i used to always. But in reality I come out of a house with money, food, no restrictions, no responsibilities, it’s the life most kids dream for. They lack the parenting but idk man I can literally do anything, it doesn’t make them budge or give me any sort of attention. My mom flinches when I walk by her as if I would ever lay a hand on her. It’s a weird feeling, I can tell i’m just not who they wanted me to be.

I relate to this a lot but my parents also do bad stuff to me

 

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I relate to this a lot but my parents also do bad stuff to me

mine have never crossed into any physical abuse or anything like that. I’ve gotten into it with my Dad and he just ignores me and won’t respond to me no matter how loud and angry I get. I will say the most horrible things a person could ever say to their father and they just ignore me. It’s like a part of me wishes I’d just get put in my place. Weird man. I’m gonna trip on some shrooms tn I need to confront all the emotional build up i’ve been avoiding.

 

[kash Register]

mine have never crossed into any physical abuse or anything like that. I’ve gotten into it with my Dad and he just ignores me and won’t respond to me no matter how loud and angry I get. I will say the most horrible things a person could ever say to their father and they just ignore me. It’s like a part of me wishes I’d just get put in my place. Weird man. I’m gonna trip on some shrooms tn I need to confront all the emotional build up i’ve been avoiding.

Yea same when I get mad I will just not speak.

 

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Yea same when I get mad I will just not speak.

idk how you do it man, don’t you feel so unheard and silenced?

 

[kash Register]

idk how you do it man, don’t you feel so unheard and silenced?

Nah I said I will do in the future I’m always yelling (they yell at me) but if anyone says something bad I will just want it to be them and not me

 

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Nah I said I will do in the future I’m always yelling (they yell at me) but if anyone says something bad I will just want it to be them and not me

ah i see. So relatable. My parents also buy me shit (they get me weed, they got me my med id) and they use all of that against me and call me selfish and tell me that I only care abt myself. They could buy me everything in the world, still doesn’t do anything other than distract me temporarily.

 

[Glorious King]

nope son

i'm

 

[mason35]

can’t believe i’m making a thread like this I can’t control my emotions I act out and just fucking ruin everything. It’s like when i’m mad enough, I just start speaking my mind and my mind is so fucked up. I threaten my family and call them all sorts of awful things. It’s like i’m a different person when i’m upset, i care nothing about consequences til they finally come.

I don’t get disciplined anymore, I just get to see their faces when they see what their son has grown into. It’s like idk man, I’m really fucked up bro. writing this thread literally to cope with who i am, I feel better atleast acknowledging my behaviors.

Son I’m crine