I think its over for me because of the average pill

[Leancellmaxxer]

Recently I've been doing pretty badly in life, I waste all of my money on useless shit and genuinely can't organize myself. I also have like 0 outlets or ways of expressing myself but I think thats deeply rooted in my past, my entire life has been brutal because of a mix of lookism and iqpill combined, and now that I finally fit in I feel like there's nothing to achieve because I never made the right connections in HS. Is it over for me?

 

[Sceptical]

I also have like 0 outlets or ways of expressing myself but I think thats deeply rooted in my past

you still live in the past bcuz it controls you