Blkpill Godfather
Female gaze and blackpill extremism.
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i think this website has triggered severe body dsmorphia in me
from the second i wake up, to my last thought. is about my looks
i have to go look in the mirror every 10 mins to double check all my failos are real
went to read about the actual diagnosis of body dysmorphia on google yesterday
read the first few lines and it fit me exactly then felt like i was gonna have some panic anxiety attack so had to stop reading
cant bring myself to go outside anymore and when i last did i had this impending sense of doom and felt like the entire world was looking at me laughing and felt disgust in my body and face so havent left the house in ages now
im fucked up man, how can i fix this? how do i even tell a therapist i need to surgery all my face and body to live a normal life and them help me get through this?
i kinda wanna die man ,i suffer hard every day . but dont have the balls to kill myself so i guess keep working towards surgery
this life is fucking brutal for me man
from the second i wake up, to my last thought. is about my looks
i have to go look in the mirror every 10 mins to double check all my failos are real
went to read about the actual diagnosis of body dysmorphia on google yesterday
read the first few lines and it fit me exactly then felt like i was gonna have some panic anxiety attack so had to stop reading
cant bring myself to go outside anymore and when i last did i had this impending sense of doom and felt like the entire world was looking at me laughing and felt disgust in my body and face so havent left the house in ages now
im fucked up man, how can i fix this? how do i even tell a therapist i need to surgery all my face and body to live a normal life and them help me get through this?
i kinda wanna die man ,i suffer hard every day . but dont have the balls to kill myself so i guess keep working towards surgery
this life is fucking brutal for me man