i think this website has triggered severe body dsmorphia in me

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i think this website has triggered severe body dsmorphia in me

from the second i wake up, to my last thought. is about my looks

i have to go look in the mirror every 10 mins to double check all my failos are real

went to read about the actual diagnosis of body dysmorphia on google yesterday

read the first few lines and it fit me exactly then felt like i was gonna have some panic anxiety attack so had to stop reading

cant bring myself to go outside anymore and when i last did i had this impending sense of doom and felt like the entire world was looking at me laughing and felt disgust in my body and face so havent left the house in ages now

im fucked up man, how can i fix this? how do i even tell a therapist i need to surgery all my face and body to live a normal life and them help me get through this?

i kinda wanna die man ,i suffer hard every day . but dont have the balls to kill myself so i guess keep working towards surgery

this life is fucking brutal for me man
 
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I thought I had bdd but really I’m just super ugly.

Bdd is cope, you’re deformed and need surgery.
 
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I thought I had bdd but really I’m just super ugly.

Bdd is cope, you’re deformed and need surgery.
yeah my point was i know i need surgery

but bdd is like when every thought in ur day from the second u wake up to go sleep is worrying and panicing about it and the other symptoms i said.

thats really mental illness man
 
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I felt suicidal and extremely depressed because of an eyelid asymmetry. I had to cover my eye whenever I was in school.
 
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Go ER tbh
 
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yeah my point was i know i need surgery

but bdd is like when every thought in ur day from the second u wake up to go sleep is worrying and panicing about it and the other symptoms i said.

thats really mental illness man
Not mental illness, being ugly is a physical illness same as cancer, if you had cancer you would also think about your cancer every second of every day

Bdd is cope and fake
 
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Not mental illness, being ugly is a physical illness same as cancer, if you had cancer you would also think about your cancer every second of every day

Bdd is cope and fake
true. most (not all) people with bdd are actually unattractive. they’re just hyper aware of it
 
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true. most (not all) people with bdd are actually unattractive. they’re just hyper aware of it
Facts

Tired of these bluepilled bdd copers here tbh. If you say you have bdd it’s already over
 
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Not mental illness, being ugly is a physical illness same as cancer, if you had cancer you would also think about your cancer every second of every day

Bdd is cope and fake
true. most (not all) people with bdd are actually unattractive. they’re just hyper aware of it
i think u guys are right. thats why i said in OP i know i do need surgeries

but thats the problem, being hyper aware about and obsessing is obliterating my mental health

how to just feel normal while saving for surgeries that u desperately need?
 
i think u guys are right. thats why i said in OP i know i do need surgeries

but thats the problem, being hyper aware about and obsessing is obliterating my mental health

how to just feel normal while saving for surgeries that u desperately need?
depends on your face. but personally mask coping helps me tremendously, when i have it on i feel like i can move as if im not ugly
 
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i think u guys are right. thats why i said in OP i know i do need surgeries

but thats the problem, being hyper aware about and obsessing is obliterating my mental health

how to just feel normal while saving for surgeries that u desperately need?
You won’t feel normal for as long as you’re ugly, that’s the purpose of being an ugly man, to suffer
 
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Not mental illness, being ugly is a physical illness same as cancer, if you had cancer you would also think about your cancer every second of every day

Bdd is cope and fake
i agree, bdd is natural, only solution is ascension or coping through statusmaxx, escort etc
 
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i got depressed for like a few month after watching faceandlms video getting blackpilled
the bbd depress feeling coming from primal unconcious mind keep reminding you there is nothing you can do to change your situation
use your logical part of brain trying to find solution, you will feel pretty good when something improved
 
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Not mental illness, being ugly is a physical illness same as cancer, if you had cancer you would also think about your cancer every second of every day

Bdd is cope and fake
I know plenty of people that are good looking with bdd. Like on the subreddit truerateme for example ive seen a lot of posts about attractive people obsessing over their appearance and asking for ratings. Your statement is flawed.
 
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Hat, mask, sunglasses, etc. cover for your face outside if it helps, rest of body is also very easy to cover, even height to a certain degree
 
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I know plenty of people that are good looking with bdd. Like on the subreddit truerateme for example ive seen a lot of posts about attractive people obsessing over their appearance and asking for ratings. Your statement is flawed.
this tbh many models (male models included) have this shit
 
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You're just more aware of the importance of your looks now, that's not real BD. It's a good thing really because now you can improve.
 
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You're just more aware of the importance of your looks now, that's not real BD. It's a good thing really because now you can improve.
Yeah but I’m going insane
 
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Yeah but I’m going insane
I understand that as I've been through it.
If you're comparing yourself to others online realize that those are the top guys in the world you're comparing yourself to. Try to make it a competition with yourself to bring out your own potential and this all gets a lot more enjoyable and actually fun.
 
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I understand that as I've been through it.
If you're comparing yourself to others online realize that those are the top guys in the world you're comparing yourself to. Try to make it a competition with yourself to bring out your own potential and this all gets a lot more enjoyable and actually fun.
Love bro
 
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