i tried to kill myself the other day

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i dont even know why i did it, i just felt like it, i had a lot of drugs in my system and i popped 20 more pills and started to slit my wrists

thankfully my roommate woke up and he and other friends took me to the hospital and saved my life.

honestly man i dont really what is wrong with me, i dont have a real reason to feel like this. i have money, looks, height, sex, good physique… everything that is talked about in this forum i am above average, but i cant feel happy at all.

do you all think there is a solution for this? i could go to therapy and get meds prescribed but i know myself and i would abuse them.

i feel very lonely, everyday, since maybe 2020
 
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What the fuck?
 
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You've got a chemical imbalance in your head you need to fix. I used to be like this too. I almost went full on schizo. Fix it while you still can
 
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You've got a chemical imbalance in your head you need to fix. I used to be like this too. I almost went full on schizo. Fix it while you still can
How can i fix it
 
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How can i fix it
Mine was so bad I was in complete psychosis for over a year. There were many factors involved in this but that would make the reply too long. The first thing I did was stop doing any drugs that I was on (weed and deliriants every day). Nicotine is okay. Stop consuming negative/evil media that includes shows, movies, music, social medias, content creators, etc... then I let myself be alone for a while. Really thinking about my issues internally. Really meditating on what's really going on until I found the answers. Then of course socializing and trying to make myself normal again through exposure therapy and trial and error. I had/have many other issues that could've contributed to it all happening but doing those things helped me. And also never get on SSRI's
 
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real incels usually doesnt kill themself youre just a patethic fakecel
 
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Mine was so bad I was in complete psychosis for over a year. There were many factors involved in this but that would make the reply too long. The first thing I did was stop doing any drugs that I was on (weed and deliriants every day). Nicotine is okay. Stop consuming negative/evil media that includes shows, movies, music, social medias, content creators, etc... then I let myself be alone for a while. Really thinking about my issues internally. Really meditating on what's really going on until I found the answers. Then of course socializing and trying to make myself normal again through exposure therapy and trial and error. I had/have many other issues that could've contributed to it all happening but doing those things helped me. And also never get on SSRI's
im getting sober from pills and weed (i dont really smoke that much). i will follow what u said here and try to get better. thanks for ur time mate
 
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Just use discord to fix loneliness unironically
 
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i dont even know why i did it, i just felt like it, i had a lot of drugs in my system and i popped 20 more pills and started to slit my wrists

thankfully my roommate woke up and he and other friends took me to the hospital and saved my life.

honestly man i dont really what is wrong with me, i dont have a real reason to feel like this. i have money, looks, height, sex, good physique… everything that is talked about in this forum i am above average, but i cant feel happy at all.

do you all think there is a solution for this? i could go to therapy and get meds prescribed but i know myself and i would abuse them.

i feel very lonely, everyday, since maybe 2020
As you've said, you dont know the problem, so you cant fix it. I would see what a therapist has to say
 
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As you've said, you dont know the problem, so you cant fix it. I would see what a therapist has to say
The thing is i dont want to get on any prescriptions and shit, but yes probably speaking to someone would be positive for me
 
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honestly man i dont really what is wrong with me, i dont have a real reason to feel like this. i have money, looks, height, sex, good physique… everything that is talked about in this forum i am above average, but i cant feel happy at all.
One larp a day keeps the rope away
 
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i dont even know why i did it, i just felt like it, i had a lot of drugs in my system and i popped 20 more pills and started to slit my wrists

thankfully my roommate woke up and he and other friends took me to the hospital and saved my life.

honestly man i dont really what is wrong with me, i dont have a real reason to feel like this. i have money, looks, height, sex, good physique… everything that is talked about in this forum i am above average, but i cant feel happy at all.

do you all think there is a solution for this? i could go to therapy and get meds prescribed but i know myself and i would abuse them.

i feel very lonely, everyday, since maybe 2020
Get off this forum/social media and live a happy life
 
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The thing is i dont want to get on any prescriptions and shit, but yes probably speaking to someone would be positive for me
Doesnt necesseraly mean you will be prescribed some meds, it can also help to make you aware of certain behaviors that are ruining your mental health or point what the root problem is.

I would suggest you to see a therapist irl, i will Also link a youtube channel from an actual therapist, maybe one of his videos will help you. Wish you the best

 
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One larp a day keeps the rope away
IMG 3257
 
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Doesnt necesseraly mean you will be prescribed some meds, it can also help to make you aware of certain behaviors that are ruining your mental health or point what the root problem is.

I would suggest you to see a therapist irl, i will Also link a youtube channel from an actual therapist, maybe one of his videos will help you. Wish you the best

Thanks mate. Hope everything goes well for u too
 
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i dont even know why i did it, i just felt like it, i had a lot of drugs in my system and i popped 20 more pills and started to slit my wrists

thankfully my roommate woke up and he and other friends took me to the hospital and saved my life.

honestly man i dont really what is wrong with me, i dont have a real reason to feel like this. i have money, looks, height, sex, good physique… everything that is talked about in this forum i am above average, but i cant feel happy at all.

do you all think there is a solution for this? i could go to therapy and get meds prescribed but i know myself and i would abuse them.

i feel very lonely, everyday, since maybe 2020
The thing is happiness is a fleeting emotion that doesn’t exist past your adolescence , it’s better to chase comfort
 
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It will disrupt and possibly ruin natural brain functions and processes which can lead to dependance, altered chemistry, and permanent imbalances. A pill is not the solution. That's just an easy way out. And it isn't guaranteed to fix anything.
 
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It will disrupt and possibly ruin natural brain functions and processes which can lead to dependance, altered chemistry, and permanent imbalances. A pill is not the solution. That's just an easy way out. And it isn't guaranteed to fix anything.
Anything else is better than what i currently have
 
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