
faustianspirit
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i dont even know why i did it, i just felt like it, i had a lot of drugs in my system and i popped 20 more pills and started to slit my wrists
thankfully my roommate woke up and he and other friends took me to the hospital and saved my life.
honestly man i dont really what is wrong with me, i dont have a real reason to feel like this. i have money, looks, height, sex, good physique… everything that is talked about in this forum i am above average, but i cant feel happy at all.
do you all think there is a solution for this? i could go to therapy and get meds prescribed but i know myself and i would abuse them.
i feel very lonely, everyday, since maybe 2020
thankfully my roommate woke up and he and other friends took me to the hospital and saved my life.
honestly man i dont really what is wrong with me, i dont have a real reason to feel like this. i have money, looks, height, sex, good physique… everything that is talked about in this forum i am above average, but i cant feel happy at all.
do you all think there is a solution for this? i could go to therapy and get meds prescribed but i know myself and i would abuse them.
i feel very lonely, everyday, since maybe 2020