I turn 20 last week , NOW WHAT ?

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I turn 20 and still feel like 17 , and that's scared me , idk what the next failure, I missed all teenage experiences u can think about, and that's not my choice , living in the blue pill and redpill mentality f*ck me up , i accept being perfect is not for anyone .
I had enough cope all-day long in video games , And now I'm asking for help , I don't want to miss something else and threw my 20s too . ( I apologise for my bad English ).
 
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K y s 🏙
 
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Do drugs and throw away your 20s
 
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You are already years in a hole. You can either do your own research on how to fix your own situation that YOU caused, or you can kill yourself to not be burden on your family.
 
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I turn 20 and still feel like 17 , and that's scared me , idk what the next failure, I missed all teenage experiences u can think about, and that's not my choice , living in the blue pill and redpill mentality f*ck me up , i accept being perfect is not for anyone .
I had enough cope all-day long in video games , And now I'm asking for help , I don't want to miss something else and threw my 20s too . ( I apologise for my bad English ).
i feel the same way but it was all my fault, jus trying to live my life to the fullest and pray i die at 24 or earlier
 
I just turned 18
 
Go volunteer in Ukraine
 
I turn 20 and still feel like 17 , and that's scared me , idk what the next failure, I missed all teenage experiences u can think about, and that's not my choice , living in the blue pill and redpill mentality f*ck me up , i accept being perfect is not for anyone .
I had enough cope all-day long in video games , And now I'm asking for help , I don't want to miss something else and threw my 20s too . ( I apologise for my bad English ).
20s are the most important years of your life dont waste them bhai.
 
I turn 20 and still feel like 17 , and that's scared me , idk what the next failure, I missed all teenage experiences u can think about, and that's not my choice , living in the blue pill and redpill mentality f*ck me up , i accept being perfect is not for anyone .
I had enough cope all-day long in video games , And now I'm asking for help , I don't want to miss something else and threw my 20s too . ( I apologise for my bad English ).
Go party :feelsautistic:
 
Hop on roids and make some connections
 
20s are the most important years of your life dont waste them bhai.
Well... yeah I know that's why I'm asking what to do fella
 
Well... yeah I know that's why I'm asking what to do fella
I mean it matter what you like to do if i was you i would make money and proritise my physique to look good and aesthetic and i would travel the world slaying ltbs and after that make more money and fix any flaws by hardmaxxing:feelsgah:
 
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I am 21 and still feel 14
 
I recall being scared to turn 20. It felt like such a big scary number, like shit I'm like 25% through my life now? It felt like it all went by so quickly. But it's not a big deal honestly dw, personally now at 22 I don't feel any different from when I was a teen.

My advice is just to do fun shit now that you're old enough. Save some money and travel somewhere, maybe live in another country for a while, study a little, buy a car, you can do lots of fun shit you can finally truly have the adventure of a lifetime now at your age.
 
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I mean it matter what you like to do if i was you i would make money and proritise my physique to look good and aesthetic and i would travel the world slaying ltbs and after that make more money and fix any flaws by hardmaxxing:feelsgah:
That's good one, better than this mfs who tell me to kms and go into drugs , improving site they said lmao:feelsokman:
 
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I recall being scared to turn 20. It felt like such a big scary number, like shit I'm like 25% through my life now? It felt like it all went by so quickly. But it's not a big deal honestly dw, personally now at 22 I don't feel any different from when I was a teen.

My advice is just to do fun shit now that you're old enough. Save some money and travel somewhere, maybe live in another country for a while, study a little, buy a car, you can do lots of fun shit you can finally truly have the adventure of a lifetime now at your age.
What about feeling behind? , it is just some bs delusion that redpillers fooling people?
 
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What about feeling behind? , it is just some bs delusion that redpillers fooling people?
Why do you listen to other people telling you how to live your life?
 
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What about feeling behind? , it is just some bs delusion that redpillers fooling people?
I think there's such a thing as being behind. I think there's even been studies which suggest that virgins in their 30s are more likely than not going to be virgins for life. But it's probably because a lot of guys have given up and aren't even trying anymore atp.
 
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I have no idea, am 23 and even more of a loser
 
Why do you listen to other people telling you how to live your life?
Ik..... it's bad habits right ? , because I see people my age having real time with there life , and I'm here dealing with my suicidal thoughts all day long and beating my soul out . It's hard men :DESPAIR:
 
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I turn 20 and still feel like 17 , and that's scared me , idk what the next failure, I missed all teenage experiences u can think about, and that's not my choice , living in the blue pill and redpill mentality f*ck me up , i accept being perfect is not for anyone .
I had enough cope all-day long in video games , And now I'm asking for help , I don't want to miss something else and threw my 20s too . ( I apologise for my bad English ).
Sadly, U have to get a job
 
Ik..... it's bad habits right ? , because I see people my age having real time with there life , and I'm here dealing with my suicidal thoughts all day long and beating my soul out . It's hard men :DESPAIR:
I get it I asked you that because I struggle with the same thing tbh I’m obsessed with all the time I wasted
 
I get it I asked you that because I struggle with the same thing tbh I’m obsessed with all the time I wasted
damn..... i wich this thread go viral , cus i can't deal with that anymor.... :feelswhy:
 
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