
fr0st
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Im turning 18 next month. my entire life has zero memories. i can not recall a fun outing or a crazy adventure with my friends nothing. i never got to go out with a girl to a field and run around then kiss her i never got to go out and do something illegal with my friends i never had teen love i never had any friends my whole life has amounted to my level in video games. in the past i chalked up the people who went outside and did things as "annoying tryhard faggots" but not i wish i was one of those annoying tryhard faggots. i want to talk about my music taste with a girl talk to her about books and movies tell her about my interests. but its hopeless my life is over all my development is ruined my whole life is going to be solitude and misery. i have not social connections it's as if i dont even exist where i live. if i become homeless i will have nobody to rely on or call to. If you're reading this please dont make my mistake this is agony.