I used to be extremely social and outgoing

[BigBallsLarry]

people like you have made it very enjoyable

love you bhai

Thanks, im glad i can make your experience better Love ya too

 

[appondaar]

Back even 2-3 years ago I'd have 0 problems talking to people, ranging from my peers to teachers and random people on the bus.

I would talk with each of my classmates and be greeted by everyone, buy food for my teachers to suck up to them (lol) , talk with them about their life, help random grandmas with their groceries, hell i would even compliment random girls on the street.

This isn't a vent thread per say, it's just reminiscing the old me.. Now i can't even speak a full sentence infront of someone. I guess it's mainly just the internet making me antisocial.

I think if i left this whole internet community behind I'd be well better off in life, and maybe even be social again. But i doubt i can make that decision anytime soon

@Gengar @Daddy's Home @Luca_. @Jason Voorhees @LTNUser

This what happens if u let urself rot for long time of period + gooning everyday. This is fixable tho

 

[hampy]

It's sad, on one hand you gain a place of comfortable, uncensored hangout with many great people, but then you lose that same aspect outside of the internet.

i analyze people's faces in school now

 

[BigBallsLarry]

This what happens if u let urself rot for long time of period + gooning everyday. This is fixable tho

I don't goon everyday But yeah rotting is right.

I know i can fix it but so far im enjoying myself, im still doing ok in school and have a girlfriend and a bunch of friends so im doing fine in life.

 

[sandmaster]

same, now i just ldar all day lol

 

[BigBallsLarry]

i analyze people's faces in school now

That's just your subconcious slipping into your concious, you know you always analyze everyones faces but now you just do it more conciously than before

 

[BigBallsLarry]

same, now i just ldar all day lol

It's enjoyable

 

[sandmaster]

It's enjoyable

social isolation is pretty bad for your mental health

 

[hampy]

That's just your subconcious slipping into your concious, you know you always analyze everyones faces but now you just do it more conciously than before

yeah but i can like point out in my head specifically

 

[BigBallsLarry]

social isolation is pretty bad for your mental health

It is very bad, especially over long periods of times.

Some people just grow accustomed to it, therefore staying alone their whole life, yet still enjoying it. It's not anything awful or disgusting. Some people prefer solitude and thats okay with me.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

yeah but i can like point out in my head specifically

I always see people's jawlines.. I mean its crazy how many people dont even have clear jawlines I thought you just had to be lean to have one (cause that's how i got improves mine) but turns out 80% of the people i see genuinely look recessed

 

[sandmaster]

It is very bad, especially over long periods of times.

Some people just grow accustomed to it, therefore staying alone their whole life, yet still enjoying it. It's not anything awful or disgusting. Some people prefer solitude and thats okay with me.

i personally love and hate social isolation, it makes me depressed asf but ldaring feels so nice

 

[hampy]

I always see people's jawlines.. I mean its crazy how many people dont even have clear jawlines I thought you just had to be lean to have one (cause that's how i got improves mine) but turns out 80% of the people i see genuinely look recessed

this freshman in my class has the craziest eye area but is height nerfed hes like 5'2

 

[Plushie]

Back even 2-3 years ago I'd have 0 problems talking to people, ranging from my peers to teachers and random people on the bus.

I would talk with each of my classmates and be greeted by everyone, buy food for my teachers to suck up to them (lol) , talk with them about their life, help random grandmas with their groceries, hell i would even compliment random girls on the street.

This isn't a vent thread per say, it's just reminiscing the old me.. Now i can't even speak a full sentence infront of someone. I guess it's mainly just the internet making me antisocial.

I think if i left this whole internet community behind I'd be well better off in life, and maybe even be social again. But i doubt i can make that decision anytime soon

@Gengar @Daddy's Home @Luca_. @Jason Voorhees @LTNUser

as soon as I turned 16 everything went downhill

 

[vision_n]

i analyze people's faces in school now

Same, I do it because I can, and I love structuring everything

 

[BigBallsLarry]

i personally love and hate social isolation, it makes me depressed asf but ldaring feels so nice

I like solitude personally, i feel very comfortable and clear in my head when im alone.

But i know in reality that's not the way to live life, and i'll probably end up homeless if i LDAR too much

 

[BigBallsLarry]

as soon as I turned 16 everything went downhill

same here

 

[BigBallsLarry]

this freshman in my class has the craziest eye area but is height nerfed hes like 5'2

Described me my eye area is very good but im 5'9

 

[sandmaster]

I like solitude personally, i feel very comfortable and clear in my head when im alone.

But i know in reality that's not the way to live life, and i'll probably end up homeless if i LDAR too much

we gotta get a job

 

[Plushie]

same here

wait how old are you now

 

[hampy]

Described me my eye area is very good but im 5'9

5'2 and 5'9 is big difference tho ur good at 5'9 imo u prob just cant slay htbs yk (without status or money or chad face)

 

[BigBallsLarry]

wait how old are you now

i turn 18 next month

 

[BigBallsLarry]

we gotta get a job

Yep. I should already be looking around since i finish school next year.. I could probably find something with connections from my mom.. but it's just some minimum wage stuff for now.

 

[ikramy]

I beat that and I’m back normal again,
Exposure therapy trust

 

[amp]

Back even 2-3 years ago I'd have 0 problems talking to people, ranging from my peers to teachers and random people on the bus.

I would talk with each of my classmates and be greeted by everyone, buy food for my teachers to suck up to them (lol) , talk with them about their life, help random grandmas with their groceries, hell i would even compliment random girls on the street.

This isn't a vent thread per say, it's just reminiscing the old me.. Now i can't even speak a full sentence infront of someone. I guess it's mainly just the internet making me antisocial.

I think if i left this whole internet community behind I'd be well better off in life, and maybe even be social again. But i doubt i can make that decision anytime soon

@Gengar @Daddy's Home @Luca_. @Jason Voorhees @LTNUser

you can always escape my friend.

 

[sandmaster]

Yep. I should already be looking around since i finish school next year.. I could probably find something with connections from my mom.. but it's just some minimum wage stuff for now.

gl bhai

 

[BigBallsLarry]

5'2 and 5'9 is big difference tho ur good at 5'9 imo u prob just cant slay htbs yk (without status or money or chad face)

I think im okay in the slaying aspect, you're right

 

[BigBallsLarry]

gl bhai

Thanks The job application is waiting

 

[Plushie]

i turn 18 next month

Still got abunch of time to turn things around
Maybe self ban from the forum if it's stealing all your time, I plan on doing it soon

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I beat that and I’m back normal again,
Exposure therapy trust

One day. Im fine now.

 

[sandmaster]

Thanks The job application is waiting

finding work is so brutal man, ive been applying everywhere and not been getting any luck

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Still got abunch of time to turn things around
Maybe self ban from the forum if it's stealing all your time, I plan on doing it soon

I might aswell. If i find that i truly can't turn things around without it then i might quit for a month or two.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

finding work is so brutal man, ive been applying everywhere and not been getting any luck

You have to know where to apply.. These people need to want YOU and your abilities specifically, otherwise they'll just take better options.

 

[1966Ford]

This is what happens when you spend your youth on .org , graycels take note.

Can confirm

 

[Snoofy]

This is what happens when you spend your youth on .org , graycels take note.

Made this account at 15

 

[ikramy]

One day. Im fine now.

I’m not saying go to therapy that’s not what I did what I’m saying is put yourself in social situations as much as you can and face your fear that’s what I mean by “ exposure therapy” and you’ll be back again in a few weeks

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Made this account at 15

You're still going, you can always get out and enjoy your life to the fullest - however if this is what yu enjoy in the freetime then thats all good in my book

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I’m not saying go to therapy that’s not what I did what I’m saying is put yourself in social situations as much as you can and face your fear that’s what I mean by “ exposure therapy” and you’ll be back again in a few weeks

Oh yeah i see. I might try to talk to people more, for now i cant even hold a sentence together

 

[BigBallsLarry]

@tunisianropemaxxer @AgentTenzi @Cessation

 

[AgentTenzi]

sad
you are also too high inhib and non-nt on .org
so it doesn't convert to anything good either irl

 

[tunisianropemaxxer]

Its ok bro
take a break from the internet

 

[BigBallsLarry]

sad
you are also too high inhib and non-nt on .org
so it doesn't convert to anything good either irl

am i?

 

[BigBallsLarry]

Its ok bro
take a break from the internet

I will eventually i think, thanks

 

[ikramy]

now i cant even hold a sentence together

I was the same 6 months ago, after 1 months of just Turning my mind off and just talking to people it got way better now I’m back normal again it will suck at first but it gets better with time

 

[BigBallsLarry]

I was the same 6 months ago, after 1 months of just Turning my mind off and just talking to people it got way better now I’m back normal again it will suck at first but it gets better with time

thanks for the advice then, im glad you got better aswell

 

[CheifCessation]

id rather stay inside or at some lavioush environment with my SL+ wife

Fuck “socializing with large groups”

 

[BigBallsLarry]

id rather stay inside or at some lavioush environment with my SL+ wife

Fuck “socializing with large groups”

It's just human nature to be social creatures. When you aren't social you become "different". But i also always disliked parties and such, i was a 1 on 1 kind of person.

 

[BigBallsLarry]

 

[2vi]

Back even 2-3 years ago I'd have 0 problems talking to people, ranging from my peers to teachers and random people on the bus.

I would talk with each of my classmates and be greeted by everyone, buy food for my teachers to suck up to them (lol) , talk with them about their life, help random grandmas with their groceries, hell i would even compliment random girls on the street.

This isn't a vent thread per say, it's just reminiscing the old me.. Now i can't even speak a full sentence infront of someone. I guess it's mainly just the internet making me antisocial.

I think if i left this whole internet community behind I'd be well better off in life, and maybe even be social again. But i doubt i can make that decision anytime soon

@Gengar @Daddy's Home @Luca_. @Jason Voorhees @LTNUser

best course of action would be js deleting and leaving all these communities and foecing yourself to be out there again

 

[Kurdishcoper]

sad backstory